He Says

The last four years I spent with you, I have been happy. Most of it. I thought I can spend the rest of my life with you. To grow old. Together. But now that we’re living our separate ways, I guess we’ll simply grow old. Apart.

You, of all people, know that I’m not tough. You knew where to strike to deliver a fatal blow. When you came back, you hit it right on the spot. I found myself vulnerable again.

I don’t know if I should be comforted with the thought that as long as he stays overseas, I’ll have you. But do I really have you? Do you still want to have me? I used to know the answer had you asked me that question. If I’d answer that, would things change? I know I deserve better than these. But “these” are what you are. To love means to love you despite these things.

I'm learning how not to love you.

I'm getting there...

-Slip-up, Wandering Tsinelas

2 Reaction(s) :: He Says

  1. hey there. :) thanks for quoting my post. it seems ages ago since I posted it on my blog.

    Christmas is around the corner, so let me greet you in advance.

  2. salamat po sa pagdaan. sensya na at medyo senti nga lang ang quote. hope ur happy this holiday season.