Thinking too much

Jinji (10/12/2009 7:09:14 PM): ebentot
Eben (10/12/2009 7:09:37 PM): yep jepot
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:09:46 PM): talagang proud canon user
Eben (10/12/2009 7:09:52 PM): hehehe
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:10:13 PM): kainis me hawig ka dun sa geb ng clan kagabi
Eben (10/12/2009 7:10:25 PM): hahaha
Eben (10/12/2009 7:10:27 PM): di nga?
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:10:32 PM): nde naman halos
Eben (10/12/2009 7:10:33 PM): bat naman kainis??
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:10:41 PM): ung stature mo at ung resemblance ng face mo
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:10:48 PM): na miss ko lang si ebentot
Eben (10/12/2009 7:12:03 PM): wushu
Eben (10/12/2009 7:12:09 PM): musta naman ang buhay buhay?
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:12:23 PM): eto hayz ewan ko eben
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:12:28 PM): nasa crossroads na naman ako
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:12:32 PM): o paranoid lang talaga ako
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:12:36 PM): 2months na kami
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:12:46 PM): pero i still dunno kung tama ba itong pinili ko
Eben (10/12/2009 7:14:14 PM): y think too much?
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:14:20 PM): dunno bro
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:14:29 PM): am still having doubts
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:14:38 PM): lalo nat sa chatroom ko lang ng uzzap siya nakilala rin
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:14:47 PM): lam mo na
Eben (10/12/2009 7:14:48 PM): kung palagi ka mag-iisip.. nililimitahan mo lalo yung sarili mo na makaramdam
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:14:51 PM): pero matino naman siya
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:14:58 PM): pero eto nagiisip pa rin ako
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:15:11 PM): am trying to divert my attention
Eben (10/12/2009 7:16:56 PM): i was reading your previous posts
Eben (10/12/2009 7:17:01 PM): happy ka naman
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:17:21 PM): false happiness lang kaya?
Eben (10/12/2009 7:17:47 PM): di ako naniniwala sa false happiness e
Eben (10/12/2009 7:18:02 PM): kasi pagsinabi mong happy
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:18:21 PM): happy but still having doubts after na nde na naman kayo magkikita
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:18:31 PM): palagay mo am too clingy na?
Eben (10/12/2009 7:18:59 PM): kelan lang ba kayo nagkikita?
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:19:11 PM): nagkikita naman kami halos every week
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:19:24 PM): pero minsan kasi me mga panahon na alam mo na parang praning mode ako
Eben (10/12/2009 7:20:49 PM): hmm
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:21:13 PM): does it mean na wala akong tiwala sa kanya
Eben (10/12/2009 7:21:16 PM): jeff
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:21:30 PM): or ako lang ang mali sa relasyon na ito
Eben (10/12/2009 7:21:30 PM): dapat binibigyan niyo rin mga sarili niyo ng space
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:21:40 PM): dude ginawa ko nman yan
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:21:47 PM): nde ko naman iniisip un most of the time
Eben (10/12/2009 7:29:55 PM): basta wag na masyado mag isip
Eben (10/12/2009 7:29:59 PM): lagi ba kayo nag aaway?
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:30:14 PM): nade naman kami nagaaway
Eben (10/12/2009 7:30:34 PM): jin
Eben (10/12/2009 7:30:44 PM): enjoy mo lang mga mments na magkasama kayo
Eben (10/12/2009 7:30:50 PM): dont think too much
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:30:50 PM): its just ako lang may problema siguro
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:30:54 PM): im thinking too much
Eben (10/12/2009 7:30:59 PM): exactly
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:31:01 PM): thats my problem
Eben (10/12/2009 7:31:06 PM): you are what you think jeff...
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:31:12 PM): im attempting na maging ok at perfect ang relationship na ito
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:31:17 PM): since nasa huling biyahe na rin ako
Eben (10/12/2009 7:31:55 PM): ano ba ang definition mo ng perfect relationship?
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:32:04 PM): wala namang p[erfect eben
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:32:46 PM): hayz
Eben (10/12/2009 7:32:56 PM): kaya nga
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:33:01 PM): buti kpa nga at medyo ok at happy ka naman ngaun
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:33:21 PM): nde ko lang alam paano mawawala or alleviate din fears/doubts sa kanya
Eben (10/12/2009 7:33:41 PM): para mag work ang isang relationship kailangan nandun yung trust
Eben (10/12/2009 7:33:46 PM): yung pagiging open
Eben (10/12/2009 7:33:56 PM): lalo na sa communication
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:34:49 PM): trust, faith, open communication
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:35:00 PM): sinasabi ko naman sa kanya mga nasasaloob ko
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:35:12 PM): its just nde ko lang makuha ang affection na inaasahan ko sa kanya
Eben (10/12/2009 7:35:32 PM): is she aware sa mga expectations mo?
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:35:41 PM): alam naman niya
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:35:48 PM): pero wala naman siyang ginagawa
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:36:00 PM): nde ko naman siya sinasakal at pinapa impose na gawin niya un
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:36:17 PM): its just alam mo na. pag ako nagtatampo ako pa rin ang lalapit sa kanya
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:36:24 PM): i mean walang effort sa kanyang part
Eben (10/12/2009 7:36:42 PM): what if
Eben (10/12/2009 7:36:46 PM): subukan mong wag lumapit
Eben (10/12/2009 7:37:22 PM): vocal ba sya sa nararamdaman niya sa yo?
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:37:32 PM): wag lumapit?
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:37:34 PM): how?
Eben (10/12/2009 7:37:45 PM): halimbawa sa tampuhan niyo
Eben (10/12/2009 7:37:52 PM): since lagi ikaw ang lumalapit
Eben (10/12/2009 7:37:56 PM): for a change ba
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:38:21 PM): ewan ko dude
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:38:25 PM): walang effort eh
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:38:47 PM): pero pag nagkikita nman kami ginagawa naman niya ung alam niya para comfort ako
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:38:50 PM): pero nde ko maramdaman
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:38:57 PM): sinasabi ko sa kanya. kahit kaunting effort pa.
Eben (10/12/2009 7:39:43 PM): on your part ba, is there something na hinihiling nya sa yo?
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:40:00 PM): wala nga eh
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:40:05 PM): ako pa demanding ngaun
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:40:28 PM): ewan ko eben
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:40:33 PM): baka ganun lang personality niya
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:40:41 PM): alam mong maiksi lang pasensya ko
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:40:46 PM): pero binabago ko sarili ko para sa kanya
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:40:52 PM): sobrang hinahabaan ko na
Eben (10/12/2009 7:41:30 PM): have you tried asking him kung masaya ba sya sa relasyon niyo?
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:41:47 PM): happy naman daw siya
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:41:53 PM): ewan ko eben
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:41:57 PM): nde ko maintindihan sarili ko
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:42:10 PM): happy ba ako o am just thinking too much
Eben (10/12/2009 7:42:23 PM): you're just thinking too much
Eben (10/12/2009 7:42:39 PM): wag palagi naka focus sa doubts jeff
Eben (10/12/2009 7:42:48 PM): see yourself outside the relationship
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:43:12 PM): easy for you to say
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:43:29 PM): i just dont know where to start
Eben (10/12/2009 7:43:38 PM): inaamin ko madali talaga sabihin
Eben (10/12/2009 7:43:48 PM): i've been to a similar situation before
Eben (10/12/2009 7:43:54 PM): i think too much
Eben (10/12/2009 7:43:57 PM): i felt less
Eben (10/12/2009 7:44:06 PM): ang ending hiwalayan
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:44:16 PM): un na nga iniiwasan ko
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:45:38 PM): hayz pare
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:45:43 PM): ang hirap hirap nang ganito
Eben (10/12/2009 7:45:54 PM): sabi nga ng song
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:45:59 PM): minsan iniisip ko
Eben (10/12/2009 7:46:01 PM): nobody said it was easy
Eben (10/12/2009 7:46:04 PM): hehehe
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:46:11 PM): iwanan ang l;ahat at magsimula nang spiritual journey
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:46:14 PM): to know myself more
Eben (10/12/2009 7:46:41 PM): anytime na marealize mong ready ka na for that, just do it
Eben (10/12/2009 7:47:05 PM): kasi kung tatapusin mo 'to, tapos mag sisimula ka ng panibago, pero ganun pa rin ang mindset mo, wala pa rin
Eben (10/12/2009 7:47:15 PM): nagiging cycle na sya
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:47:41 PM): yeah true true
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:47:59 PM): hayz
Eben (10/12/2009 7:48:11 PM): anukaba..
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:48:13 PM): itong journey na ito.. kelangan ko bang pakalayo layo
Eben (10/12/2009 7:48:17 PM): 2 months pa lang yan
Eben (10/12/2009 7:48:25 PM): dami pa pwede mangyari
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:48:26 PM): alam ko pare
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:48:29 PM): testing the waters
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:51:24 PM): thanks bro
Eben (10/12/2009 7:51:39 PM): walang anuman
Eben (10/12/2009 7:51:44 PM): bee happy!
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:51:47 PM): sana nga
Eben (10/12/2009 7:51:49 PM): ako nga
Eben (10/12/2009 7:51:53 PM): im single pero happy naman
Eben (10/12/2009 7:51:54 PM): hehehehehe
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:51:56 PM): happiness is a subjective word
Eben (10/12/2009 7:52:30 PM): kung magagawa mo maging masaya kahit sa mga simpleng bagay... ok na rin yun
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:52:39 PM): hehe
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:52:46 PM): un nga wala sa mga tao ngaun
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:52:54 PM): appreciation of small things
Eben (10/12/2009 7:53:06 PM): korek
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:53:30 PM): oks. o sya nde na kita iistorbohin. pero salamat sa iyong advice pare.
Eben (10/12/2009 7:53:50 PM): hahaha i didn't do much naman
Eben (10/12/2009 7:53:53 PM): nakinig lang ako
Eben (10/12/2009 7:53:57 PM): sige thanks din
Eben (10/12/2009 7:54:02 PM): see you sa december
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:54:05 PM): take care always
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:54:12 PM): looking forward sa pagbabalik mo
Eben (10/12/2009 7:54:15 PM): oks
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:54:18 PM):

7 Reaction(s) :: Thinking too much

  1. nakakagulat naman 'to. LOL
    talagang conversation in verbatim. hehehe.

  2. ahehe. no worries. neutral naman ng mga words kaya malakas ang loob ko pare..

  3. ask ko lng "HIM, HE" so u mean u are??? just asking lng po.

  4. naloka naman ako dito jeffrey...

  5. @anon
    oh bakit nde ka nagpakilala? just askin din po?

    @full
    bakit naman?

  6. jeff.. bat nga him or he.... jeff sumagot ka....

  7. may ganun talaga krung-krung, san ba banda at edit ko. hindi ko akalain nagbabasa ka pala ng blog. typo lang po yan.