Reason ng Hiwalayan at Maagang Pag-aasawa

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8/29 Hausbesuch

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Saturday morning. Dali-daling sumakay sa bus papuntang LRT. Nagsimulang uminit ang ulo nang halos 1 oras nang nag-aantay kay Ar. Pinasuyo kay Yell bunso. Wala pa ring sagot. Nagpa-load na ako. Wala pa rin hanggang sa ma empty batt. Sobrang init na ng ulo ko, nginig na kamay ko. Muntik ko na itapon cellphone ko. Buti dyan si bunso pinakalma ako. Muntik na ako umalis nun, buti sinubukan na tumawag. Nasagot niya ang tawag at papunta na, natakot siguro sa lakas ng boses ko.

8am. Inabutan niya ako nakaupo sa stairs ng LRT. Todo ang sorry. Kumain sa Jabi saglit. Hindi ako umiimik pero hindi ko naman siya matiis dahil sincere siya sa pagso-sorry at mahal ko siya. Sumakay na ng jeep papunta sa kanila, tahimik kasi mainit pero Ok na kami. Wala lang culture shock na naman ako sa mga nakikita ko sa paligid. Mas depressed pa pala mga tao dito unlike sa amin na kahit papano matino naman ang tinitirahan.

11am. Nakarating na rin sa haus nina Ar. Rest mode sandali sa sobrang init. Then  nagluto na si Ar habang basa lang ako ng books sa room niya. Then the rest is history. Mga hapon na kami nagising at kumain ng nilagang baboy na luto ni mahal. Sarap-sarap at pwede na kamo siya mag-asawa. Haha! Pinapanood si Ar habang natutulog.At ganun din siguro siya sa akin.

6pm. Me pasok pa si Ar. Kaya nag-handa na kami. Umalis bandang 6.30. Nagbabadya ang ulan. Sweet pa rin kahit sa jeep. Wapakelz kahit daming tao tumitingin. Around 7pm dumating sa Recto, sakay sa FX, sweet pa rin. Idlip sandali si Ar. Bumuhos na ang ulan nang papalapit sa Mega. Inantay nang kaunti patila ng ulan, sumugod na rin si Ar kasi baka ma-late siya. Nag goodbye kiss bago umalis.

9pm. Lakas ng ulan. Hindi na nag-MRT kasi nga pagod na rin at malakas pa rin ulan. Nakasakay na rin sa bus. Sinuot na ang jacket dahil super lamig. Watch Mission Impossible sa bus. Nde ko siya balak panoorin pero ganda pala ng action scene kaya planong bumili ng DVD. Hehe! Kainis kasi mula umaga empty batt ako, hindi na ako nakapag-text sa iba. Around past 11pm na ako nakauwi sa amin.

Past 11pm. Charge agad ng phone. Mga 15% energy hugot muna. Basa ng mga messages, kinumusta ang mga berks ng f193 sa GEB inuman session sa Malate. Nakatulog na rin mga ilang minuto after maligo. Nag goodnight kay mahal. Saya-saya ng araw na ito.

Last Friday night. Excited kasi magkikita kami ni Ar bukas ng umaga. Naburo ako sa iced cold kape sa bagong vendo. Medyo umasim ang tiyan ko. Wala pa rin si Ate Bebe sa work, kung ano man ang nangyari sana maging ok na ang lahat. Si Ar pinapatulog ko nang maaga pero ayaw sumunod, matigas ang ulo.

Last Thursday night. Kaunting tampuhan with Ar. Paranoid na naman ako. Paano kasi bihira magparamdam, pero nagkaayos rin after a couple of hours.

2009 Philippines' 40 Richest Man

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Rank / Name / Net Worth ($Mil)

1 Henry Sy 3,800

2 Lucio Tan 1,700

3 Jaime Zobel de Ayala 1,200

4 Andrew Tan 850

5 John Gokongwei 720

6 Tony Tan Caktiong 710

7 Eduardo Cojuangco Jr. 660

8 Enrique Razon Jr. 620

9 Manuel Villar 530

10 George Ty 515

11 Emilio Yap 510

12 Inigo & Mercedes Zobel 440

13 Beatrice Campos 410

14 Vivian Que Azcona 390

15 Oscar Lopez 350

16 Andrew Gotianun 310

17 David Consunji 300

18 Robert Coyiuto Jr. 290

19 Alfonso Yuchengco 230

20 Mariano Tan 180

21 Menardo Jimenez 160

22 Gilberto M. Duavit 159

23 Felipe Gozon 135

24 Jon Ramon Aboitiz 125

25 Betty Ang 120

26 Alfredo Ramos 115

27 Manuel Zamora Jr. 110

28 Bienvenido R. Tantoco Sr. 90

29 Tomas Alcantara 75

30 Benjamin Romualdez 70

31 Wilfred Uytengsu Sr. 65

32 Lourdes Montinola 60

33 Luis Virata 56

34 Eugenio Lopez III 55

35 Enrique Aboitiz 53

36 Philip Ang 50

37 Jesus Tambunting 45

38 Frederick Dy 40

39 Rolando & Rosalinda Hortaleza 39

40 Marian Rosario Fong 38

source: Forbes

Jollibeer is Here!

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X-files Marathon (Season 4)

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Favorite
"Paper Hearts" Episode 10

Agent Mulder is haunted by an old case in which young girls were killed and hearts cut from their nightgowns, Soon Mulder becomes suspicious when the killer taunts him with the idea that one of his victims may have been Samantha.

Sa episode na ito naramdaman ko talaga ang emotion ni Fox Mulder, ang kanyang desperation sa paghahanap ng nawawala niyang kapatid na si Samantha na wala siyang choice kundi patayin ang criminal bago confirmed kung kanino ang last paper heart.

"Gethsemane" Episode 24 (season finale)
Mulder discovers the ultimate proof of extraterrestrial life while Scully’s cancer gets worse... but she may not be the agent whose life is over.

Lagi namang ganito, mga panapos na episode palaging nambibitin. Nagsilbing catalyst sa episode na ito at turning point na rin ng pag question ni Mulder sa kanyang belief about extraterrestials nang malaman niyang military cover-up lang ang lahat at pinaniwala siya sa mga gusto niyang paniwalain ng mga taong pinapakilos sila.

Umay
"Never Again" Episode 13

On a solo assignment out of town, Scully meets Mr. Wrong, a man whose tattoo does not want to share him - especially not with Scully.
 
Hays, ayoko talaga ng mga ganitong eksena, parang common na kasi na nangyayari.

Ka-umay

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Hays, daming absent sa team kaya nakakaantok talaga. Samahan mo pa ng kalamigan ng panahon. Kung pwede lang maglagay ng banig at unan dito sa tabi ko natulog na muna ako. Maski ibang natitira dito kung anu-ano nalang ang ginagawa para maaliw ang sarili. Ano kaya ang pwedeng gawin para mawala ang uber umayness na ito.

Kahapon naman, mukha akong tanga sa sobrang ka-praningan. Paano kasi si Ar hindi pa nagte-text sa amin at hindi ako sanay na hindi siya nagme-message bago mag start sa work. Pero dapat masanay na ako, hindi na rin muna siya text (2nd day) at Ok lang sa akin dahil alam ko naman ang reason. Salamat nga pala sa kay Best Yohan at kay Pareng Vincent sa pagdamay sa akin kagabi at pinakalma nila ako thru SMS at E-mail.

Clingy Boyfriend

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I dunno kung masyado lang akong paranoid ngayon, kasi everyday naman nagtetext sa akin si Ar especially pag nasa office na siya. Naninibago lang siguro ako ngayon na hindi siya nagpaparamdam up to this time na sinusulat ko ang blog entry na ito. Nakailang text na ako sa kanya pero wala paring response. Sabi ko sa sarili ko pag wala pa siyang response bukas tatawag na ako.

Nakakainis lang bakit nararanasan ko ang ganitong emotion. Samantalang 2 weeks palang naman kami pero ganun na kadami ang na-invest kong emotions para sa relationship namin. Then i consult a friend for his advice and sabi niya "siguro your too clingy lang, pero understandable naman given na nagsisimula palang kayo.." Bago sa akin ang word na ito kaya nag-research ako ng kaunti.

"Clinginess sends a message to your boyfriend or girlfriend that you can't live without them and that they are the center of your universe. This gives them total power over the relationship and over you. Not to mention, being clingy comes off as being needy and is a real turn off."

Nasabi ko sa sarili ko na, me description na tugma sa akin pero not necessarily na siya na ang center of my universe. Siguro kung titingnan eh papunta palang ako sa ganung stage. Ayoko naman mangyari ang ganun na nagiging dependent or needy na ako sa aking partner na baka naiilang na siya sa ginagawa ko. Siguro kelangang gawin ko ang mga steps na ito para nde ako umabot sa pagiging clingy boyfriend kay Ar.

Step 1. Understand that other people have lives outside of yours. When you think everything you do is at the center of everyone else's universe, your insecurities become annoying and people get tired of reassuring you all the time.

Step 2. Be understanding of another person's time. A big mistake that makes people appear clingy is to try to dominate another person's time. Don't expect the relevant individual to spend every spare minute of time they have with you.

Step 3. Try to stay off the phone for hours on end with your partner. Limit your phone calls with them. Calling someone all the time and not letting them off the phone easily makes you appear needy. People will look at their caller ID to see if it is you calling. If you find the person you call all the time is suddenly not answering the phone, this might be a clear sign that you're calling too often.

Step 4. Go out with friends in social situations without your significant other. Encourage your partner to do the same, making sure to remove all signs of jealousy. Being independent outside of your relationship shows an attractive level of self-confidence.

Step 5. Find something you enjoy that you can do outside of your relationship such as a hobby or sport. Take an art class or sign up for your church's softball league. This will help you prevent making your partner the center of your world.

Step 6. Be yourself. Try not to be so apologetic about everything you do. This makes you appear needy and that you have a perpetual guilty conscience. You don't need to be a perfect person for someone to love you and want to be around you.

Step 7. Feel secure with yourself, believe in yourself and know you have great worth.


Hindi pa natapos ang challenge na ito, meron pang pahabol na binigay sa akin na Tips at Warnings,
  • Don't ask your significant other's permission to do things. This comes off as clingy behavior because you "need" their acceptance and approval before making a move.
  • Your partner should never be the only thing in your life that makes life worth living. That's too much pressure to put on a person and you will most likely eventually loose him or her because of it.
  • If you put someone up on a pedestal, chances are they will take you for granted or eventually take advantage of you.

Block

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Writer's block naba ito. Hehe! Wala akong maisulat eh. Ayoko na naman mag-kwento sa aking lablayp dahil pagpipiyestahan na naman ng media ito. Satiated pa sa mga social networks. Hindi pa makapaglaro ng online games. O siya sige iyon lang, wala na akong naiisip eh.

Most Gorgeous guy versus Pinoy version

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Most gorgeous guy in the world

Pinoy version 1

Pinoy version 2

Current Mood

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Terrible Cakes

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Satiated

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Hindi masyado nakakapag-surf sa Internet. Lalo na sa Mafiawars sa Facebook. Siguro narating ko na naman ang satiation point ko at nauumay na naman ako. Kung dati-rati almost everyday tuwing pag-uwi net muna ngayon kaya ko siguro hindi mag-net buong linggo. Ewan ko ba. Hehe!

Pero gusto ko na talaga makapag online games ulit pero iniisip ko rin ang sinabi sa akin ng friend ko nagtratrabaho din na hindi rin viable na gumawa pa ng account diyan kasi. Since every weekends mo lang malalaro iyon. Mapagiiwanan ka na ng mga friends mo na adik at tatamarin ka rin eventually.

Kailangan ko ring sacrifice ang mga ito para na rin sa sarili ko at sa relationship ko. Dahil kumakain rin siya ng resources at oras ko. Mas gusto ko tutukan muna ang karera ko, lovelife at mga real-life friends. Pero siyempre active pa rin ako sa blogging.

Disturbing Images

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She Says

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"For truly to pursue monsters, we must understand them. We must venture into their minds. Only in doing so, do we risk letting them venture into ours?"
-Unruhe - the X-Files Season 4 Ep 2

"But what science may never be able to explain is our ineffable fear of the alien among us; a fear which often drives us not to search for understanding, but to deceive, inveigle, and obfuscate. To obscure the truth not only from others, but from ourselves."
-Teliko - the X-files Season 4 Ep 4

Wake

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Saturday. Tulog buong umaga. Dalawa ang pending schedule ko that time. Ang samahan si Abundio sa gym at sina Donna/Lani naman sa burol ng mother ni Kenneth. Pasensya na Abundio at hindi kita nasamahan kaya babawi nalang ako pag may free sched. Past 6pm nang magkita kami sa tapat ng tricycle terminal sa Eastwood (subdivision). Baliktad nga ang setup sa subdivision na iyon. Kung san ang Phase 1 eh dun ba ang dulo. Tiba-tiba naman itong driver na ito dahil nga sa kahit taga-dun ako hindi ko naman alam magkano fare since naglalakad lang naman ako dun usually.

Pagdating namin sa lugar. Wala masyado tao. Pero inaasahan pala kami ni Kenneth na pumunta. Hinarap kami ng sister niyang si Kate, then ang father niya. Kaunting kwento lang sa kung ano ang nangyari kay tita Arlene. Kung ano ang condition niya bago pa nangyari iyon, mga pahiwatig niya, mga happy moments, nung inatake na siya sa puso hanggang sa kalagayan nilang pamilya and how they are coping sa tragedy. After a couple of hours, umuwi na rin kami. Sa pag-alis pala namin saka dumating si Angelo at nag-overnight.

Sunday. X-Files marathon, hindi ko na kasi nagagalaw at para matapos na rin ang Season 3. Uzzap mode. May bonding na rin kami ng grupo since nung GEB namin at nung session nila last Friday night kasama si hubby. Supposedly mag-gym sana kami ni Angelo at Mike kaso hindi nag-text ang dalawa. Tinamaan siguro ng katamaran. Nag-decide nalang kami ni Angelo na dumalaw ulit sa burol. Entertain lang namin ang bunsong kapatid ni Kenneth thru Scrabble. Mga bandang 11pm umuwi na rin kami. Ayoko mangako sa Tuesday about sa cremation dahil nga hindi ko alam what time ako makakauwi nun.

Missin You!

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8/14 Pers Deyt

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Friday afternoon. Meet kami ng hubby ko sa MOA. Buti na lang at hindi ako na-late sa usapan namin at kararating ko lang. Naiyak naman ako habang sakay sa bus habang nasa biyahe kasi pinapanood ang Black Hawk Down na naman, naaawa lang ako sa mga soldiers na nagbuwis ng buhay para lang sa peace and order. Around 4pm na ako nakarating sa MOA. Nagkita kami ni hubby sa may McDo. Kumain lang saglit sa Chow. Cute ni hubby that time, wearing eyeglass pa. Kinikilig na ako sa mga ganung looks. Hehe! Can't helped na pisilin ang cheeks niya. Sabay kiss pag walang tumitingin. Naglakad-lakad sandali. Then napagusapan na watch na muna ng movie bago pa dumami ang tao pag gumabi na. Hubby sorry na at hindi Harry Potter pinanood natin, sa IMax lang kasi at ang mahal, not worth the money. Kaya pinanood lang namin G.I. Joe, actually purop mixed reviews narinig ko. Sabi ng iba Ok daw while others hindi kuntento.

Around 6pm pa ang movie, kainis kasi sureseats siya and 1-time viewing lang, kung alam lang namin na ganito policy lumipat nalang kami ng mall ni hubby. Bili lang sandali ng popcorn and drinks. Nag-antay sa may couch sa labas. Nang makapasok at wala pang tao. Siyempre kiss agad ako sa hubby ko. Hehe! Minamanyak ko na siya literally. Hanggang sa unti-unti na ngang dumami ang mga moviegoers. Ok naman ang movie, naastigan ako sa car-chase part. Ganda ng action, talagang adrenaline rush pag ikaw mismo ang andun sa movie. After the movie, stroll lang sandali sa mall. Then we decided na dumaan na kina Micko para sa toma session nila ni hubby. Nag-taxi na kami para maabutan sana sina Ian/Jatjat kaso nasa biyahe na daw sila at nung hapon pa dumating. Mga 10pm na nakarating kina Micko, kasama niya sina Dicko, alvin, Kuletz at si Ivantot. Medyo naiilang lang ako at shock kasi hindi talaga ako sanay at hindi nagpupunta sa ganitong inuman.

Hindi naman kasi ako umiinom at sinamahan ko lang si hubby para makilala ko yung iba. Kumain lang sandali sa pares kasi sarado na ang Mcdo/Jolly sa area nila Micko. Grabe ang init ng panahon. Usap lang kami ni hubby sa buhay-buhay, hanggang sa bumalik na kami kina Micko. Ayun usap-usap lang din at maraming tanong mga tao sa amin. Late nang dumating si yell at humabol pa sa amin. Hindi ko na pina-inom ng masyado si hubby kasi nga ayoko malasing siya masyado. Umabot ng 5am sila, pinapasok ko na si hubby sa loob ng haus para rest mode kami saglit. Grabe ang lagkit-lagkit ng pakiramdam ko. Pawis nga si hubby kaya pinunasan ko na rin siya pati sa likod. Mga 7am umalis na kami kina Micko - sumakay na ako ng bus and bid goodbye kay hubby. Medyo nakatulog nga at hindi ko namalayan na dun na pala ako sa Litex, buti at ginising ako ng konduktor.

Happy ako sa pers deyt namin ni hubby, though may kaunting shock pa pero dagdag experience na naman sa akin ito. That night, kahit papano nagkausap kami bout sa life namin and lalo pang tumibay ang bonding namin. Super bait niya sa akin kaya tinutumbasan ko rin. I'm praying na mas lalo pang maging strong ang relationship namin. Hubby mahal na mahal kita. Thanks for being there for me.

Christian ways to Reduce Stress

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An Angel says, "Never borrow from the future. If you worry about what may happen tomorrow and it doesn't happen, you have worried in vain. Even if it does happen, you have to worry twice."

1. Pray

2. Go to bed on time.

3. Get up on time so you can start the day unrushed.

4. Say No to projects that won't fit into your time schedule, or that will compromise your mental health.

5. Delegate tasks to capable others.

6. Simplify and unclutter your life.

7. Less is more. (Although one is often not enough, two are often too many.)

8. Allow extra time to do things and to get to places.

9. Pace yourself. Spread out big changes and difficult projects over time; don't lump the hard things all together.

10. Take one day at a time.

11. Separate worries from concerns . If a situation is a concern, find out what God would have you do and let go of the anxiety. If you can't do anything about a situation, forget it.

12. Live within your budget; don't use credit cards for ordinary purchases.

13. Have backups; an extra car key in your wallet, an extra house key buried in the garden, extra stamps, etc.

14. K.M.S. (Keep Mouth Shut). This single piece of advice can prevent an enormous amount of trouble.

15. Do something for the Kid in You everyday.

16. Carry a Bible with you to read while waiting in line.

17. Get enough rest.

18. Eat right.

19. Get organized so everything has its place.

20. Listen to a tape while driving that can help improve your quality of life.

21. Write down thoughts and inspirations.

22. Every day, find time to be alone.

23. Having problems? Talk to God on the spot. Try to nip small problems in the bud. Don't wait until it's time to go to bed to try and pray.

24. Make friends with Godly people.

25. Keep a folder of favorite scriptures on hand.

26. Remember that the shortest bridge between despair and hope is often a good "Thank you Jesus."

27. Laugh.

28. Laugh some more!

29. Take your work seriously, but not yourself at all.

30. Develop a forgiving attitude (most people are doing the best they can).

31. Be kind to unkind people (they probably need it the most).

32. Sit on your ego.

33. Talk less; listen more.

34. Slow down.

35. Remind yourself that you are not the general manager of the universe.

36 . Every night before bed, think of one thing you're grateful for that you've never been grateful for before.

8/13 Coffee Amour

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Umaambon kanina nang makarating ako sa MRT-Shaw to meet Ar. Masyado kami excited na makita isa't-isa kaya eto nagkita na naman kami. Breakfast lang daw kami, hanggang sa makarating kami sa Metropoint sa likod ng Ortigas Center.

Went to Starbucks, then umakyat na sa 2nd floor. Ayos sabi ko sa sarili ko, wala pang tao. Rest lang kaunti. Ate our breakfast. A little bit of kisses and hugs. Then kwento na anything under the sun especially Greek myths kung saan dun kami nagkakilala dahil kay Bellerophon. Kwento lang about life, our family, mga kasama namin sa f193.

Hanggang sa dumami na ang mga peeps. We decided to left the area at 9am. Ayoko kasi mapuyat si Ar pati na rin ako pero bigla kong naalala na rest day pala niya kaya Ok lang sa kanya na mapuyat. Hehe! Natatawa lang ako dahil kahit sa taxi hindi pa rin mawala ang sweetness namin. Hindi na ako nahihiyang hug at kiss siya kahit nakatingin pa mga tao sa amin. Hehe! Masaya lang talaga ako at wala akong pakialam sa iba.

He Says

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"I am glad that you came into my life. I have always wanted the love of my life to be understanding, loving, caring, and faithful. I wanted someone who would accept me for who I am. I know that I’ve found that person in you. My heart told me that my partner was there when I first said hello to you over the phone."
-Turning Points, JayVee's blog

Solace

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Condolence sa family ng kababata/klasmeyt/kaibigan kong si Kenneth. His mother died yesterday (of cardiac failure) and nakakalungkot pa nito - kakaalis lang ni Ken abroad (almost a week palang siya). Hindi ko alam kung gaano kasakit ang nararamdaman ng kaibigan ko lalo na't ilang milya ang layo niya dito sa Pinas. Bro be strong for your family. Andito kaming mga kaibigan mo para kahit papano maibsan ang lungkot na nadarama mo ngayon. We will do whatever we can para tumulong sa family mo dito sa atin.

Eksayted

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Buhay na buhay na naman ang text-life ko mula pa nang nagkaka-text kami ni Ar. Pakiramdam ko kulang lagi ang load ko pag kausap ko siya. Parang hindi umaandar ang oras na kahit sakit na ng daliri ko kaka-pindot sige tuloy pa rin. Pero iba pa rin ang personal na nag-uusap kesa sa SMS lang. Pero for now, iyon lang naman ang pinaka-mabilis at direct communication ko sa kanya.

Excited na ako sa aming first formal date. Hindi ko alam ang dapat kong unahin na gawin pag nagkita na kami. Well hindi naman ito ang first time na magkikita kami, bale second na ito at informal ang una. Saan kaya kami kakain. Ano kaya ang paguusapan namin. Ano ang mga gagawin namin. Maraming pumapasok sa isip ko. Pero kalma lang dapat and one at a time dapat.
Kahit papano thru text messages marami na akong alam sa kanya. Kaya doon ako dapat mag concentrate. Good luck na lang sa akin this weekend!

8/11

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On this day, eto na naman po si Jinji, sasabak na naman sa isang relasyon. Pero ngayon, maingat na po siya na huwag maging emosyonal masyado at hindi padadala sa nararamdaman. Magiging cautious sa simula pero tingnan na rin ang mga mangyayari sa pagdaan ng mga araw.

Here I go again, after several heartaches. Susugod na naman sa laban na hindi alam kung masasaktan muli o hindi. Basta alam ko sa oras na ito, masaya ako at umaasa kagaya ng dati na siya na nga ang para sa akin.

F193 GEB

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Happy Birthday Best Yohan ulit. Finally na-meet na rin kita along with other peeps. Salamat Ivantot na makulit. Blaster na lakas tama. Kulet ang tahimik mo. Sayang nga lang at kulang sa oras at hindi ko masyado nakausap sina Hubo, Hubad, Tigz, Yumiko, 3GTrip, alvin at si Loi. Umalis na rin kami ni Arch since me pasok pa kami ngayong gabi.

Hopefully sa next EB mas marami na ang pupunta at makilala. Salamat po ulit guys. Till next time!

X-files Marathon (Season 3)

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*Yawn*

Ep 5 - "The List" - A death row inmate makes good on his promise to come back from the dead and kill the five people involved in his death. The fear of his retribution has everyone scrambling to determine if they are on the list, while Mulder and Scully attempt to determine how he has returned to execute his tormentors.

Siguro nagsasawa lang ako sa ganitong eksena kung saan puro negro ang nakakulong at nagbabalak ng masama para makatakas. Naiisip ko palagi ang The Green Mile sa sobrang bagal ng plot. For the sake na tapusin ko lang at mapanood lahat eh tinapos ko na rin.

Ep 19 - "Hell Money" - A string of mysterious deaths of recent Chinese immigrants brings Agents Mulder and Scully to San Francisco’s Chinatown. The Agents team up with a Chinese-American detective to better understand the language and customs of the Chinese culture, but one thing remains frightening clear — all of the bodies are missing various internal organs.

Kagaya nung kanina, common ang story. Oriental horror na mas mabuting panoorin nalang sa movie kesa sa isang TV series. Hindi ko naramdaman na may ginawa sila Mulder/Scully sa episode na ito at pagiging X-File niya.

Shocking
Ep 13 - "Syzygy" - Agents Mulder and Scully visit a small town to investigate a series of bizarre deaths, mainly among high school teenagers. Evidence points to a Satanic cult. Moreover, people in this village, including Mulder and Scully, seem to be changed by the events — the weak and aggressive features of a person’s character are turned inside out. Mulder drinks, Scully smokes, a peace-loving school director becomes leader of the mob. Eventually Mulder notices some coincidence with strange astrological phenomena, and two teenaged girls turn out to be main suspects as a consequence.

Nakakagulat lang kasi ang scene na ito kasi for the first time makikita mo si Mulder na umiinom at si Scully naman nagyoyosi. Natawa naman ako sa linya nila na "Sure, Fine, whatever"

Ep 12 - "War of the Coprophages" - A small town is plagued by deaths in which the bodies are found covered in cockroaches. Working from home, Scully has scientific explanations for all of them but Mulder — at the crime scene with an attractive bug expert — suspects the insects may not be organic, or earthly.

Mass hysteria about sa ipis. Grabeng panic na ginawa nito sa isang town. Saka sa episode na ito, nagselos nang kaunti si Scully sa bagong girl ni Mulder na ka-share ng interest niya.

Terrifying
Ep 14 - "Grotesque " - Agents Mulder and Scully join Mulder’s former mentor, the FBI’s chief profiler, on a case involving a serial killer who claims to be possessed by a demonic force. The case gets even more mysterious when the suspect is apprehended and the murders continue. Mulder gets involved more deeply than expected and Scully as well as Skinner are deeply concerned.

Natakot lang ako sa pagiging "dark" ng episode na ito lalo na sa scene sa studio house ng killer. Puro gargoyles at mga totoong tao ang nasa loob ng clay figure nito.

Libra-Pisces

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If this pair really wants this to go well then it stands every chance of doing so. Both the Pisces and Libra are both very affectionate and romantic, and they will adore finding someone who they can be themselves with. The attraction will be very strong especially when they are ‘alone’. The Pisces will love to show off his/her Libra mate to everyone and will enjoy going out a lot in public wanting everyone to see their beautiful, classy Libra lover.These two have a good chance of making a go of things with a family as well. They are both very loving as parents and fun to be around.


Once again the Pisces sensitivity comes into play. Although the Libra is quite an emotional person too, there aren’t many people who can cope with the trials and tribulations of the Pisces emotional state. Libra enjoys socialising and being around people, and can’t always understand why their Pisces mate has opted out from joining in. It is true, these two are different, and as a rule Air and Water doesn’t really mix that well due to the Air signs need for change and freedom. But I can see something in this pair that really could be quite sweet. OK, maybe not forever, but a nice interlude perhaps?

The trouble is that both signs are looking for their ideal soul mate to come along and rescue them from this cruel world, and I do doubt that they will find that in each other. The Pisces may feel that the Librans love is somewhat superficial at times and lacking in deep emotion. I do think though that with the Pisces and the Libra that if each other is committed to the other equally and especially if family is involved, then this has every chance of working. I just have a feeling. Good Luck!
source: Love-Astrology

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Sobrang maalinsangan panahon ngayon, pero mas Ok na ito kesa naman umulan hanggang sa mabasa ang pantalon ko na naman. Mabuti na nga lang at mahangin nung nasa jeep ako. Pero nung pagsakay sa MRT, nagmamadali nga ako kaya sumakay agad ako kahit puno na. Panay ang paypay ko sa loob dahil hindi sapat ang aircon. Tapos ang sikip-sikip pa sa looban dahil nakisiksik lang ako sa bandang pintuan. Hanggang sa pagpasok sa office, haggard na ako. Sana man lang nga may shuttle service kahit sa Cubao man lang para maibsan man lang ang aking paghihirap.

Sunday ng hapon. Nagkita kami ni Angelo sa may Mercury ulit sa usual gym routine namin, kasama sina Mike at Adar. Tiningnan muna nila ang area and mukhang nagustuhan naman nila kaya next week babalik daw sila. Siyempre bonding time ng barkada ito. Salamat nga pala kay Mike tinuruan ako ng routine para sa upper body workout lalo na ang chest at sa biceps/triceps. Pagkauwi dumaan lang sandali sa Pares haus hanggang sa umuwi na kami.

Saturday ng hapon. Napag-usapan namin ni Angelo na dumaan kina Cyril para tumambay at laro ng video games. Akala ko PS3, iyon pala PC game, yaman talaga ni Cy at maganda ang LCD monitor niya. Sila lang naman naglaro ng Street Fighter, hindi ako mahilig sa fighting games  kaya nag settle nalang ako sa PSP niya na Crisis Core ang bala. Gabi na rin kami umuwi nun. Sayang nga lang at hindi makakasama si Cy sa gym dahil nag-iba na ang sched niya.

LSS - Say You'll Never Go - Neocolors

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Say You'll Never Go
Neocolors

How can I make it through the day
Without you
You have been so much a part of me
(and if you'll go)
I'll never know what to do
How can I carry on my way
The memories
When all that is left is the pain of my history
Why should I live my life today

I cannot live out on my own
And just forget the love you've always shown
And accept the fate of my condition
Please don't ever go
For I cannot live my life alone

Say you'll never go
Say you'll never go out my way
Say you'll never go
For we can still go on
And make it through
Just say you'll never go
Say you'll never go away

How can I make my dreams come true
Without you
You were the one who gave love to me
(And don't you know)
You are my fantasy

I cannot live out on my own
(I can't do anything at all)
And just forget the love you've always shown
And accept the fate of my condition

Please don't ever go
For I cannot live my life alone

Say you'll never go
Say you'll never go out my way
Say you'll never go
For we can still go on
And make it through
Just say you'll never go
Say you'll never go away

Say you'll never go
Say you'll never go out my way
Say you'll never go
For we can still go on
And make it through
Just say you'll never go
Say you'll never go away

Seduction Style

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nakisama na rin sa bandwagonn (mula kay Kuya Aris),


Typo

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gusto na talaga ng iba mamatay si Pandak! har har!

Nakaka-miss ang..

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- Pag-gising nang maaga (mga alas-5 ng umaga), ang malamig na hangin habang nasa jeep ka. Ang mahabang pila habang nag-aabang ka ng darating na jeep sa may Litex papuntang MRT-Quezon Ave.

-Ang siksikan sa MRT-North lalo na't rush hour pa naman.Miss ko na yung tipong hindi ako makahinga nang maayos, nasusugatan o nababalian sa kamay, yung tipong makakapasok ka na lang bigla sa train kahit hindi ka kumikilos at siyempre yung naughty things na pwede gawin pag masikip. Haha!

- Ang mag-trabaho kasama ng mga kasabayan mong shift dati. Ang kanilang tawanan, biruan, daldalan, sigawan at kung anu-ano pa. Ang pagkain sa tanghali sa jolly-jeep kasama ang ibang mga office buddies.

- Ang pag-uwi sa hapon nang "normal" kasama ang ibang empleyado na nagtratrabaho din sa Lungsod ng Makati. Kasama na rin ang pagkain muna ng kwek-kwek kasama si Rain bago sumakay sa MRT.

-Ang mga palabas sa TV lalo na ang balita sa gabi na hindi ko na gaan nasusubaybayan. Nagsasawa nako sa cartoons sa umaga. At siyempre ang matulog nang "kumpleto" - 8 oras hindi yung 4 na oras na mas kaunti pa.

Pero siguro tadhana na ang nag-decide kung bakit napunta ako sa ganitong shift at sa ganitong mga kasama sa function. Tingnan na lang natin kung hanggang saan ako daldalhin ng aking kapalaran sa shift na ito.

He Says

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"Falling in love doesn't necessarily need to get through with sex. It is knowing the other person with who he was, he is. It is accepting his past, his present and his future. It is conscience. It is selflessness. It is trust."

-a Letter, Mico's Blog

Huling Sulyap

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Salamat ulit sa malakas na ulan sa bandang Commonwealth at basang-basa ang aking pantalon. Paguwi sa amin, agad kong sinabit sa hanger at pinatuyo. Akala ko pa naman matutuloy ko ang panonood ng X-Files marathon kaso busy ang mga tao sa amin sa panonood ng libing ni Tita Cory.

Sabi ko kay Mama na sa taas na sila manood kaso nga mapilit siya at sinabi i-akyat ko na lang ang DVD player, para namang may jack yung TV sa taas para sa DVD. Kaya ginawa ko since hindi pa naman expired ang load ko, Smart Uzzap muna. Makibalita sa mini-EB nila sa Robinsons Ermita.

Kasabay nun eh pinanood ko na rin ang telecast ng mass ng yumaong si Tita Cory. Iba na talaga ang technology ngayon, kung dati puro radyo lang halos at delay pa ang mga video feeds. Ngayon real-time A/V, where it happen & as it happen. Lalo na ang Sky Patrol ng Dos, pinapakita ang route kung saan daraan hanggang Memorial Cemetery.

Natatawa na lang ako sa mga intermission ng mass, naging ASAP live nang kaunti dahil halos sila-sila rin ang pinili ng mga Aquino na kumanta para sa mass. Kinilabutan talaga ako nung kinanta na ng APO at ng iba pang artista ang "Handog ng Pilipino sa Mundo", nagkaroon ako ng positive reinforcement dahil dun at naging proud ako na naging Pinoy ako.

Hindi ako nakatulog nang maigi kakapanood, halos isang oras lang ako nakatulog at pag-gising ko pinanood ko ulit. Natatakot na akong ma-late kaya maaga palang umalis na ako, hindi ko na nahintay na ilagak sa huling hantungan ang ating mahal na Presidente. Sabi ko nga sa sarili ko, kahit hindi gaano nakatulog, hindi palaging ganito. Minsan lang natin mararanasan ito at were watching history in the making na naman.

Bakit kailangan pang may mamatay na Cory Aquino, para lang magising tayo ulit sa ating pagkaka-comatose na isabuhay ulit ang kanyang pinaglaban na demokrasya. Kung gusto mo ng pagbabago simulan mo sa sarili mo. Sana nga maging catalyst ito para sa pagbabago nating mga Pinoy tungo sa ikauunlad ng bansa natin.

Emo

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"taking a chance"

Jowk

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Nanay: Ayusin mo kama mo!

Badong: "Nay, magugulo naman iyan ulit. Bakit ko pa aayusin? Para lang akong nagmahal tapos masasaktan lang muli.

She Says

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"Agent Fox Mulder lost consciousness at approximately 4:30 this morning, the 12th of March. There is nothing more I can do for him, or for myself. Supplies are exhausted, no food or liquid consumed for over 24 hours. The outer hull most probably flooded, though for now the inner hull is supporting the ship's mass. Among Halverson's belongings, I found a children's book of Norse legends. From what I can tell, the pictures show the end of the world - not in a sudden firestorm of damnation as the Bible teaches us, but in a slow covering blanket of snow. First the moon and the stars will be lost in a dense white fog, then the rivers and the lakes and the sea will freeze over. And finally a wolf named Skoll will open his jaws and eat the sun, sending the world into an everlasting night. I think I hear the wolf at the door. "
-Dana Scully, "Dod Kalm", The X-Files, Season 2 Episode 19

First Ever Late

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Salamat sa malakas na ulan, baha sa harapan ng aming bahay, ang heavy traffic at ang kakupadan ko maglakad. More than 20 minutes akong late sa office.

He Says

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Kuya Knox araw-araw lalo akong nakaka-relate sa mga blog entries mo..

"The time of peace is upon me. More than my attempts in the past months, I shall seek my direction hoping that this time, the path ahead would lead me back to the days when bliss used to be within an arm's reach."
-Thirty One Days of Kindness, Knox Galen's Blog

Retrotonous

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- Usual routine pa rin pag weekends, eto umaabot na naman ako sa point na satiated na ako sa ginagawa ko, meron akong gustong gawin pero hindi ko magawa. Kung bakit kasi kailangan pa ng ibang tao para matuloy-tuloy. Nakakasawa na rin mag social networking. Wala nang bago. Maski sa YM nakakatamad na rin mag-chat. Puro virtual na lang. It's time na mas bigyan ko ng panahon ang reality.

- Maski sa pagpunta sa gym, kelangan may kasama pa ako. Hindi pa rin ako sigurado kung itutuloy ko pa siya. Pero mas malaki ang desire ko na ma-trim ang taba ko sa katawan kaya lalabanan ko ang katamaran na ito.

- Kumusta na kaya si Kenneth, hindi pa rin siya nag-eemail sa akin after niya umalis ng bansa. Musta naman kaya yung iba pa naming elementary classmates, pati na rin sa high school. Hindi na kasi natutuloy ang reunion namin. Puro plano nalang palagi. Sana nga next time may mag-organize na at yung tipong may authority na mapipilitang pumunta ang bawat isa.

- Yung computer shop ni Angelo, wala pa ring pagbabago. Kaunting ayos na lang sa bintana at mga computer equiptment masisimulan na siya. Mas anxious pa ako na magsimula ang business niya kesa sa may-ari mismo.

- Excited na rin ako sa incoming GEB doon sa group na kinabibilangan ko sa Uzzap. Finally kahit papano masasabi ko na "at home" na ako at ma-eexpress ko na mga nasasaloob ko nang walang restrictions whatsover.

-Lovelife? Asa. Hindi ko na muna iniisip yan ngayon. Ilang beses na akong nabigo ngayong taon palang at ayoko nang dagdagan pa ang sakit na nararamdaman ko. Marami na akong iniisip at ayoko nang madagdagan pa iyon.

die Wahrheit ist heraus dort

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Favorite Episodes so far..

"Ice" Season 1 Episode 8
When the Government funded Arctic Ice Core Project's final transmission is a crazed geophysicist saying, "We are not who we are", Mulder and Scully join the team sent to investigate. Along with geologist Dr. Denny Murphy, physician Doctor Lawrence Hodge, toxicologist Doctor Nancy Da Silva and their pilot Bear they travel to Icy Cape, Alaska. On arrival at the Arctic base they discover that the geophysicists all killed themselves or each other. The Ice Core Project's mission was to drill in to the Arctic ice and extract core samples to analyse Earth's climate all the way back to the dawn of man. Further investigation reveals that there was a pathogen in the latest ice core samples recovered. It appears that this pathogen got loose among the geophysicists and that it is capable of inducing a killing frenzy in it's host. When the discovery of an infected dog which attacks the group leads to the pilot Bear being infected, Scully orders a quarantine to prevent the pathogen spreading. But Bear refuses to stay and has to be restrained as he attempts to leave, during the scuffle something is seen under his skin, it is surgically extracts and turns out to be some sort of parasitic worm. The location that the ice core sample came from is traced to a meteor buried deep in the ice indicating the possibility that the organism is alien in origin. With the possibility that other members of the group could be infected it soon becomes apparent that the first thing to die is trust.

"Firewalker" Season 2 Episode 9
When contact is lost with a volcanic research team working on Mount Avalon, Mulder and Scully are approached by Adam Pierce, a technician at the Californian Institute of Technology's Volcanic Observatory. Pierce is able to remotely activate the cameras on the research team's survey robot, Firewalker. The picture shows the dead body of one of the members of the team and the shadow of something moving around in a cavern with temperatures in excess of 300 degrees. Pierce asks Mulder and Scully to join him in an investigation. Mulder is concerned about Scully condition following her recent abduction and return but Scully tells him she is back working on the X-files. When they arrive at Mount Avalon, they find three members of the research team, Jason Ludwig, Jesse O'Neill and Peter Tanaka. They describe how the team leader Daniel Trepkos went berserk, smashed the radio and destroyed the base. Shortly after Pierce is strangled by Trepkos. Meanwhile Mulder uncovers Trepkos' notes which seem to indicate the discovery of a silicon based life form living in the Volcano. And that Firewalker accidentally brought back this fungal life form which infected the members of the research team. Trepkos is killing the infected members to ensure the infection does not spread. Scully's medical expertise is invaluable once more, her research indicates that infection only occurs if a person is exposed at the moment that the fungal spores are released, so Trepkos lets them leave.

credits: The X-Files Episode Guide

In Memoriam - Former Pres. Corazon C. Aquino

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Cory Aquino dies

By Maila Ager
INQUIRER.net
First Posted 05:18:00 08/01/2009

MANILA, Philippines -- Former President Corazon Cojuangco Aquino has passed away.

She was 76.

Her son Sen. Benigno “Noynoy” Aquino III confirmed that she died of cardio respiratory arrest at exactly 3:18 a.m. Saturday at the Makati Medical Center. Mrs. Aquino has been diagnosed with colon cancer early in 2008 and has been confined at the Makati Medical Center for more than a month. Mrs. Aquino, widow of Senator Benigno Aquino Jr., will be remembered as an icon of democracy, having led a military-backed popular revolt in 1986 that ousted a dictator who ruled the country for 20 years.