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[22:27] jepoy_m: panget
[22:27] aryehmedina8482: oi
[22:27] aryehmedina8482: panget
[22:28] jepoy_m: kung panget ako wala nang gwapo
[22:28] jepoy_m: hahaha
[22:28] aryehmedina8482: rofl
[22:28] aryehmedina8482: may sayad
[22:28] aryehmedina8482:
[22:29] jepoy_m: tagal na
[22:29] aryehmedina8482: tsk tsk tsk
[22:30] aryehmedina8482: ano nang balita?
[22:30] aryehmedina8482: i haven't seen angelo for some time na
[22:30] aryehmedina8482: tapos ala akong balita kay mark
[22:30] jepoy_m: wala naman.. nde pa ako quota sa work.. aaply sa maersk
[22:30] aryehmedina8482: si dex lam ko nag-aaral na
[22:30] jepoy_m: si angelo
[22:30] jepoy_m: kaw nde pumupunta
[22:30] aryehmedina8482: kasama mo sa RAN di ba?
[22:30] jepoy_m: BUSY KA masyado
[22:30] aryehmedina8482: eh?
[22:30] aryehmedina8482: ni di nga ako sinabihan a.
[22:31] aryehmedina8482: well
[22:31] aryehmedina8482: sabagay nga
[22:31] jepoy_m: sa la mesa
[22:31] jepoy_m: sumama ka
[22:31] aryehmedina8482: kasi usually nga naman pag weekends andun ako sa bahay ng Yellow Angel ko along with her family eh.
[22:31] jepoy_m: lapit lapit
[22:31] jepoy_m: maglalakad ka lang sa le mesa
[22:31] aryehmedina8482: kailan ba?
[22:32] jepoy_m: pag natuloy
[22:32] jepoy_m: mga kups kasi
[22:32] jepoy_m: nde nag rereply
[22:32] aryehmedina8482: sabi ko na nga ba.
[22:32] jepoy_m: buti naka unli ako
[22:32] jepoy_m: kung regular load nde talaga ako mag ttxt
[22:32] aryehmedina8482: kami ni joseph may bad sentiments about the old block section team spirit crap
[22:32] jepoy_m: hindi kasi alam sino ang convenor
[22:32] aryehmedina8482: (phobic dun sa last supposedly labas ng block section sa laguna)
[22:33] jepoy_m: alam ko un.. sori wala me pera dat time
[22:33] aryehmedina8482: sabi ko pa nga kay angelo sasagutin ko pa sya nun eh
[22:33] aryehmedina8482: alangya
[22:33] aryehmedina8482: wala
[22:33] aryehmedina8482: kaming what...?
[22:33] jepoy_m: wala pera
[22:33] aryehmedina8482: 5 lang?
[22:34] aryehmedina8482: alangya pamasahe na nga lang babayaran nyo e
[22:34] jepoy_m: nde ko alam
[22:34] aryehmedina8482: sasagutin na halos ni cha yung room
[22:34] aryehmedina8482: -_-
[22:34] jepoy_m: na pamasahe lang
[22:34] jepoy_m: wala naman nagsabi
[22:34] jepoy_m: kala ko yung 2k na sinasabi ni manalili
[22:34] jepoy_m: isa isa tayo
[22:34] aryehmedina8482: that's a probablity lang
[22:34] aryehmedina8482: come to think of it 2k nga ang dala ko nun
[22:34] aryehmedina8482: kaya nung pag-uwi nakapag dala ako ng pasalubong sa pamilya ko
[22:35] jepoy_m: oh well past is past
[22:35] aryehmedina8482: sya2x
[22:35] aryehmedina8482: tama.
[22:35] aryehmedina8482: pero like i said
[22:35] aryehmedina8482: phobic ako
[22:35] aryehmedina8482: pag nag push through yan
[22:35] aryehmedina8482: tawa na lang ako
[22:35] jepoy_m: hehe
[22:35] jepoy_m: at nde ka na naman sasama
[22:35] jepoy_m: kaw bahala
[22:35] aryehmedina8482: ah yeah.
[22:35] aryehmedina8482: most of the time
[22:36] aryehmedina8482: well i spend my weekend with my Yellow Angel (Sat) then on Church with the Youth Council Org (Sun)
[22:36] jepoy_m: hallelujah
[22:36] jepoy_m: save us from sins aryeh
[22:38] aryehmedina8482: Eh?
[22:38] jepoy_m: ok aryeh.. ill just pm or text you
[22:38] aryehmedina8482: am just a normal person like the rest.
[22:38] jepoy_m: back to werk muna ako
[22:38] aryehmedina8482: sya-sya
[22:38] aryehmedina8482: break a leg or something ^^;
[22:39] jepoy_m: ako not normal
[22:39] jepoy_m: paranormal
[22:39] aryehmedina8482: ^_^;;
[22:39] jepoy_m: quarter life crisis
[22:39] jepoy_m: ang hirap
[22:39] aryehmedina8482: bata ka pa iho
[22:39] aryehmedina8482: stop demanding too much on yourself
[22:40] jepoy_m: for the past 24 years.. may nangyari ba sa buhay ko?
[22:40] jepoy_m: kulang lang cguro ako sa pagmamahal
[22:42] aryehmedina8482: you're too emo, kid.
[22:42] aryehmedina8482: kaya ka nilalayuan ng pag-ibig.
[22:42] jepoy_m: cguro nga
[22:42] aryehmedina8482: I learned that the hard way.
[22:42] aryehmedina8482: Don't go threading my twisted past.
[22:42] jepoy_m: i dunno yheng
[22:42] aryehmedina8482: no seriously
[22:42] jepoy_m: minsan nakakasawa nang mabuhay
[22:42] aryehmedina8482: you haveta learn to smile a bit
[22:43] aryehmedina8482: yan yan
[22:43] aryehmedina8482: stop being too pessimistic.
[22:43] jepoy_m: life is full of sufferings
[22:43] jepoy_m: panandalian lang ang happiness
[22:43] aryehmedina8482: being truly honest to yourself would at least alleviate you from where you are right now.
[22:43] aryehmedina8482: again the pessimism.
[22:43] aryehmedina8482: believe me, jeff.
[22:44] jepoy_m: yeah
[22:44] aryehmedina8482: if you keep on rotating with all that pessimism of yours
[22:44] aryehmedina8482: nothing will happen to you.
[22:44] jepoy_m: nabasa ko na rin yang sa past blogs mo
[22:44] aryehmedina8482: its like you're using it as a shield.
[22:44] jepoy_m: sa livejournal
[22:44] aryehmedina8482: ehhehehe
[22:44] jepoy_m: being true to yourself
[22:44] aryehmedina8482: aking masugid na taga basa.
[22:44] jepoy_m: at sabihin mo nararamdaman mo
[22:44] jepoy_m: its better to take the risk than not taking at all
[22:44] aryehmedina8482: yeah.
[22:44] aryehmedina8482: Risk. Trust. Faith.
[22:45] jepoy_m: yeah.. from teh master itself
[22:45] aryehmedina8482: life's suppose to be that way.
[22:45] aryehmedina8482: Sadly...
[22:45] aryehmedina8482: kahit din ako
[22:45] aryehmedina8482: nawala
[22:45] aryehmedina8482: i mean
[22:45] aryehmedina8482: this... "Aryeh: Risk. Trust. Faith."
[22:45] aryehmedina8482: kahit ako nakalimutan ko din sya.
[22:46] aryehmedina8482: because ever since that goddamned thing came to life - I started to not believe what I used to believe into.
[22:46] aryehmedina8482: Its not that am blaming my fall to her...
[22:46] aryehmedina8482: But really...
[22:47] aryehmedina8482: At that time.
[22:47] aryehmedina8482: I really thought...
[22:47] aryehmedina8482: I was following a concept that was a mere myth.
[22:47] aryehmedina8482: A goddamned fiction.
[22:47] aryehmedina8482: I guess I am not.
[22:47] jepoy_m: pero
[22:47] aryehmedina8482: It just that talagang there are sometimes one must take a fall and still believe on what he beleives.
[22:47] jepoy_m: minahal mo si gen
[22:48] aryehmedina8482: In the past, yeah.
[22:48] aryehmedina8482: I did.
[22:48] aryehmedina8482: That was a lifetime ago.
[22:48] aryehmedina8482: Everybody moves on.
[22:48] aryehmedina8482: That's the trickiest part in what I believe.
[22:49] jepoy_m: napatawad mo nba si gen?
[22:49] aryehmedina8482: Honestly no.
[22:49] aryehmedina8482: I wouldn't.
[22:49] jepoy_m: why?
[22:49] aryehmedina8482: I have my reasons.
[22:49] jepoy_m: nde ka magkakaroon ng peace of mind nyan
[22:49] aryehmedina8482: But it'll be not honest for me to say that I could forgive her.
[22:49] aryehmedina8482: No.
[22:49] aryehmedina8482: Sometimes...
[22:50] jepoy_m: cguro time nlang makakapagsabi
[22:50] aryehmedina8482: You have to live it just that.
[22:50] aryehmedina8482: Yes.
[22:50] aryehmedina8482: Pero Jeff.
[22:50] jepoy_m: pag nagamot na ang deeper wounds
[22:50] aryehmedina8482: I am thankful.
[22:50] aryehmedina8482: That I did meet her.
[22:50] aryehmedina8482: Because if she didn't came to my life.
[22:51] aryehmedina8482: I probably wouldn't have learned.
[22:51] aryehmedina8482: I probably wouldn't have been with my Yellow Angel.
[22:51] jepoy_m: yeah, lahat naman ng dumadaan sa life natin.. nagiiwan ng memories and lessons
[22:51] aryehmedina8482: I probably wouldn't have plans on marrying my Yellow Angel.
[22:51] jepoy_m: really.. ikakasal kna?
[22:52] aryehmedina8482: Frankly...
[22:52] aryehmedina8482: If I am to be asked...
[22:52] aryehmedina8482: That's why am rushing things na.
[22:52] aryehmedina8482: Kaya i wanted to graduate from that hell-hole they call 'AMA Computer College'.
[22:52] jepoy_m: honga.. amen.. ilang years na kayo dyan
[22:53] aryehmedina8482: yeah 'kami'.
[22:53] aryehmedina8482: dami pa namin.
[22:53] aryehmedina8482: gulat ako
[22:53] jepoy_m: kayo kasi eh
[22:53] jepoy_m: mahal nyo pa si amable
[22:53] aryehmedina8482: I have no regrets with the path that I chose, Jeff.
[22:53] jepoy_m: 30k tuition fee.. tapos wala pang tubig dyan
[22:53] aryehmedina8482: over kill naman yung 30k
[22:53] jepoy_m: oi anu ka 30k sabi ni angelo
[22:53] aryehmedina8482: I haven't reach that yet.
[22:54] aryehmedina8482: no seriously
[22:54] aryehmedina8482: I haven't reached that mark yet.
[22:54] jepoy_m: pero im thankful.. kahit bulok ang ama.. at least nakilala ko kayo
[22:54] aryehmedina8482: -scratches head- wawa naman si Angelo kung ganun.
[22:54] aryehmedina8482: -laughs-
[22:54] aryehmedina8482: As I used to say back then
[22:55] aryehmedina8482: "Maybe God has some weird sense of a humor - of us getting together."
[22:55] jepoy_m: yeah.. probably.. since he is in his heaven.. lol
[22:55] jepoy_m: all is right with us
[22:55] aryehmedina8482: -laughs-
[22:55] aryehmedina8482: Amen.
[22:55] aryehmedina8482: -laughs-
[22:55] jepoy_m: ewan.. cge back to werk na ako
[22:56] jepoy_m: cge aryeh.. thanks for the sermon.. ill try to absorb lahat ng sinabi mo