A sigh.. escapes from Heaven

back to real world na naman ako ngayon, kung saan hindi nagkakatotoo mga nangyayari sa anime, almost 8 hours rin akong nakatulog buong Sunday. Hindi ko na nga napanood ang Inu-Yasha sinusubaybayan ko pa naman iyon. Mukhang naabot ko na ata ang satiation point ko sa net, na parang tinatamad na akong mag browse sa email, browser games etc. Imposible namang magbakasyon ka kasi napaka busy talaga, maski 1 day na pahinga, may work pa rin. Mahirap naman at alanganin mag abroad ngayon, kung sakali mang may balak ako, baka next year na lang. Malapit na kasi katapusan ng taon at parang alanganin, iyon ang tingin ko. Hirap talaga mabuhay sa mundong ito. Sabi ko nga kay mama tungkol sa abroad, "Ma, next year na lang ako mag-aabroad." Sabi naman ni mama, "Kahit hindi na, makakaraos din tayo sa kahirapan natin.. pero kung gusto mo talaga hindi kita pipilitin", buti naman at naiintindihan ni mama na ayoko ko pa mag abroad, ewan ko; nagdadalawang isip talaga ako. Kasi alin man ang piliin ko tiyak may masa-sacrifice talaga, you can't have the best of both worlds ika nga.

He says...
"To all you people who go to church if you fell something weird whenever you hear mass just take it in. I swear you'll feel definitely better afterwards. A lot of people go to church hoping to hear God. I don't want to sound holier that thou here or something (I most certainly am not !!) but sometimes you just have to let go of your body and listen. He's there, He's talking to you from the inside. Giving you a heads up on what you are doing. Reminding you where you stand and hoping that you make the right decisions afterwards (right and wrong is a matter of perspective though and that's according to Him). And sometimes, if you're lucky He will give you a heads up on where you are going.. ^_^"
Conversations with God on a hot Sunday morning, My Almost Wasted Life

tag: personal, abroad, Sunday