Napagtanto

Hayz akala ko naman matutuloy na ako sa binabalak ko sa UAE kaso after a couple of consultations with my peers and father ko, mas mabuting antayin ko na lang ang tawag mula sa mga agency na pinag-apply ko ngayon kasi mas sigurado at secure iyon at walang nang hassle pa sa application process kasi sabi ni Papa delikado raw yung gagawin ko na mag-apply ako ng tourist visa then saka na lang hahanap ng work dun para ma convert into working visa.. its too risky considering na its a risk na nga ang pag-aapply sa ibang bansa.. baka raw mahuli pa ako at makulong or deport pa. Tama-tama nga at nagbigay pa ng reason para hindi ko na ipagpatuloy iyon eh ang napanood ko sa Reporter's Notebook nina pareng Jiggy at mareng Maki about sa Kish Island sa Iran kung saan eh nagpupunta mga Pinoy na mag eexpire na ang visa at nag-aantay for renewal. Yung iba swerte at iba lalo na karamihan eh minalas at naubos na ang pera at palaboy-laboy na lang sa lugar na iyon. Nakakatakot ang ganun buti kung nasa Pinas ka lang eh may tutulong pa sa iyo eh doon iba ang culture doon, walang pakialam ang mga tao sa iyo doon. Kanya-kanya ika nga. Hay buhay! Tama nga si Dark Knight ma-drama talaga ako ngayon at super senti wala lang.. baka hindi pa ako nakakalagpas sa quarter-life crisis kong ito.

to alam mo na kung sino ka..
pakibalik sana yung nautang mong 1,500 sa akin, yung Citiatlas ko kasi kailangan ko pati na rin yung isang PS CD na napasama sa PS nang ibinalik ko sa iyo.. alam kong binabasa mo ito kung maari kahit ipa-LBC mo na lang sa amin..

dedicated to C1, C2, L and V.. (si Daniel lang nakakaalam ng mga initials na yan..)

CAN'T FIGHT THIS FEELING
(Reo Speedwagon)

I can't fight this feeling any longer.
And yet I'm still afraid to let it flow.
What started out as friendship,
Has grown stronger.
I only wish I had the strength to let it show.

I tell myself that I can't hold OUT forever.
I said there is no reason for my fear.
Cause I feel so secure when we're together.
You give my life direction,
You make everything so clear.

And even as I WANDER,
I'm keeping you in sight.
You're a candle in the window,
On a cold, dark winter's night.
And I'm getting closer than I ever THOUGHT I MIGHT.

And I can't fight this feeling anymore.
I've forgotten what I started fighting for.
It's time to bring this ship into the shore,
And throw away the oars, forever.

Cause I can't fight this feeling anymore.
I've forgotten what I started fighting for.
And if I have to crawl upon the floor,
Come crashing through your door,
Baby, I can't fight this feeling anymore.

My life has been such a whirlwind since I saw you.
I've been running round in circles in my mind.
And it always seems that I'm following you, girl,
Cause you take me to the places,
That alone I'd never find.

And even as I wander,
I'm keeping you in sight.
You're a candle in the wind,
On a cold, dark winter's night.
And I'm getting closer than I ever thought I might.

And I can't fight this feeling anymore.
I've forgotten what I started fighting for.
It's time to bring this ship into the shore,
And throw away the oars, forever.

Cause I can't fight this feeling anymore.
I've forgotten what I started fighting for.
And if I have to crawl upon the floor,
Come crashing through your door,
Baby, I can't fight this feeling anymore.