Of being a Loser and Confidence

eto na naman - dying scene na naman nabasa ko sa Mukamo Forums from a fellow forumer named "Buknoy" from the thread "Best Advice", his daily struggles sa pagpapa-chemotheraphy ng kanyang Dad, nawala siya ng work, nilayuan ng mga relatives, swallowed his pride to beg for help - but as always there's always an end.. after a couple of months his Dad passed away although last year pa itong na post and I hope and really really pray na bumalik ka sa forums - i want to talk to you, i want you to share your burdens and enjoy your life.. sa mga topics mo marami akong natutunan sa buhay, maraming mga pintuang nagbukas, mga daang lumitaw sa akin - naliwanagan ako sa bawat piraso ng advice na binibigay mo sa amin.. you really just don't know how you've changed me totally.. naiba ang pananaw ko sa buhay.. na marami akong dapat ipagpasalamat ngayon sa buhay at hindi ako loser.. na hindi ako ang pinakamalas na tao sa mundo..

i begged for advice/s, because i had admitted and accepted i WAS a luzer.
I asked for help because i believed i was helpless.
i tried getting-off the room where i was TRAPPED, yet i was locked-in.i had survived, and still fighting...

why??

because i cme to realized that life per se is unfair...

accept you are a looser if natures says you are.......and soon u'll realized how great it is to be a winner

accept that you are weak.....for its then and only then you'll know how far your strength can go...

accept that you have nothing....then you'll appreciate having a tablespoon of salt

accept that you are alone......then you'll appreciate the word companionship

i never tried escaping the so-called room where i was trapped...
neither destroying the door for me to get-off
instead i accepted all those facts, and tried asking for someone to hand-over to me the KEY...
still i am looking for it....and very much determined to have it.......

had i given the "confidence" .... is should have not "accepted" all those facts...
instead, i would reserve all those confidence and tried escaping the room where i am currently trapped
i should have been confident enough to just destroy the door for me to get off that room....

Good thing....i was coward once..........bcoz of that, i have learn valuing the word acceptance..