He Says

When you left, I lost a part of me…

"I’m not ready for a relationship yet. Kung magiging tayo, baka mapabayaan lang kita…"

"This were the last words we had shared with the person I truly treasured for about 5 months or so. I was very transparent about how I felt for him but I think that we are really not meant for each other. I tried to think of nasty things about him, about why the commitment that I requested didn’t pushed through, considering the fact that we are very close. Maybe it’s not enough that you knew a person for a specific period of time. I don’t know if we really had mutual feelings for each other or maybe I’m the only one who has feelings for him.

I’m now in a situation that I am thinking there is no hope for a stable relationship in this community. I am thinking that it’s all about "flavors of the month" innuendos. I wish and I hope I am terribly wrong. I hope and I pray that I may be able to surpass the pain I am feeling right now albeit all the memoirs that I have with him. It’s easy to forgive but its not that easy to forget all the things you’ve shared with your special someone. Till the maple tree sheds its leaves every winter, I will still cherish the things we have shared for a short span of time. Until then…"

-Anonymous, Friendster Blog