Thinking too much

Jinji (10/12/2009 7:09:14 PM): ebentot
Eben (10/12/2009 7:09:37 PM): yep jepot
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:09:46 PM): talagang proud canon user
Eben (10/12/2009 7:09:52 PM): hehehe
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:10:13 PM): kainis me hawig ka dun sa geb ng clan kagabi
Eben (10/12/2009 7:10:25 PM): hahaha
Eben (10/12/2009 7:10:27 PM): di nga?
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:10:32 PM): nde naman halos
Eben (10/12/2009 7:10:33 PM): bat naman kainis??
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:10:41 PM): ung stature mo at ung resemblance ng face mo
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:10:48 PM): na miss ko lang si ebentot
Eben (10/12/2009 7:12:03 PM): wushu
Eben (10/12/2009 7:12:09 PM): musta naman ang buhay buhay?
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:12:23 PM): eto hayz ewan ko eben
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:12:28 PM): nasa crossroads na naman ako
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:12:32 PM): o paranoid lang talaga ako
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:12:36 PM): 2months na kami
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:12:46 PM): pero i still dunno kung tama ba itong pinili ko
Eben (10/12/2009 7:14:14 PM): y think too much?
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:14:20 PM): dunno bro
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:14:29 PM): am still having doubts
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:14:38 PM): lalo nat sa chatroom ko lang ng uzzap siya nakilala rin
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:14:47 PM): lam mo na
Eben (10/12/2009 7:14:48 PM): kung palagi ka mag-iisip.. nililimitahan mo lalo yung sarili mo na makaramdam
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:14:51 PM): pero matino naman siya
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:14:58 PM): pero eto nagiisip pa rin ako
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:15:11 PM): am trying to divert my attention
Eben (10/12/2009 7:16:56 PM): i was reading your previous posts
Eben (10/12/2009 7:17:01 PM): happy ka naman
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:17:21 PM): false happiness lang kaya?
Eben (10/12/2009 7:17:47 PM): di ako naniniwala sa false happiness e
Eben (10/12/2009 7:18:02 PM): kasi pagsinabi mong happy
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:18:21 PM): happy but still having doubts after na nde na naman kayo magkikita
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:18:31 PM): palagay mo am too clingy na?
Eben (10/12/2009 7:18:59 PM): kelan lang ba kayo nagkikita?
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:19:11 PM): nagkikita naman kami halos every week
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:19:24 PM): pero minsan kasi me mga panahon na alam mo na parang praning mode ako
Eben (10/12/2009 7:20:49 PM): hmm
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:21:13 PM): does it mean na wala akong tiwala sa kanya
Eben (10/12/2009 7:21:16 PM): jeff
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:21:30 PM): or ako lang ang mali sa relasyon na ito
Eben (10/12/2009 7:21:30 PM): dapat binibigyan niyo rin mga sarili niyo ng space
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:21:40 PM): dude ginawa ko nman yan
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:21:47 PM): nde ko naman iniisip un most of the time
Eben (10/12/2009 7:29:55 PM): basta wag na masyado mag isip
Eben (10/12/2009 7:29:59 PM): lagi ba kayo nag aaway?
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:30:14 PM): nade naman kami nagaaway
Eben (10/12/2009 7:30:34 PM): jin
Eben (10/12/2009 7:30:44 PM): enjoy mo lang mga mments na magkasama kayo
Eben (10/12/2009 7:30:50 PM): dont think too much
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:30:50 PM): its just ako lang may problema siguro
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:30:54 PM): im thinking too much
Eben (10/12/2009 7:30:59 PM): exactly
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:31:01 PM): thats my problem
Eben (10/12/2009 7:31:06 PM): you are what you think jeff...
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:31:12 PM): im attempting na maging ok at perfect ang relationship na ito
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:31:17 PM): since nasa huling biyahe na rin ako
Eben (10/12/2009 7:31:55 PM): ano ba ang definition mo ng perfect relationship?
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:32:04 PM): wala namang p[erfect eben
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:32:46 PM): hayz
Eben (10/12/2009 7:32:56 PM): kaya nga
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:33:01 PM): buti kpa nga at medyo ok at happy ka naman ngaun
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:33:21 PM): nde ko lang alam paano mawawala or alleviate din fears/doubts sa kanya
Eben (10/12/2009 7:33:41 PM): para mag work ang isang relationship kailangan nandun yung trust
Eben (10/12/2009 7:33:46 PM): yung pagiging open
Eben (10/12/2009 7:33:56 PM): lalo na sa communication
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:34:49 PM): trust, faith, open communication
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:35:00 PM): sinasabi ko naman sa kanya mga nasasaloob ko
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:35:12 PM): its just nde ko lang makuha ang affection na inaasahan ko sa kanya
Eben (10/12/2009 7:35:32 PM): is she aware sa mga expectations mo?
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:35:41 PM): alam naman niya
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:35:48 PM): pero wala naman siyang ginagawa
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:36:00 PM): nde ko naman siya sinasakal at pinapa impose na gawin niya un
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:36:17 PM): its just alam mo na. pag ako nagtatampo ako pa rin ang lalapit sa kanya
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:36:24 PM): i mean walang effort sa kanyang part
Eben (10/12/2009 7:36:42 PM): what if
Eben (10/12/2009 7:36:46 PM): subukan mong wag lumapit
Eben (10/12/2009 7:37:22 PM): vocal ba sya sa nararamdaman niya sa yo?
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:37:32 PM): wag lumapit?
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:37:34 PM): how?
Eben (10/12/2009 7:37:45 PM): halimbawa sa tampuhan niyo
Eben (10/12/2009 7:37:52 PM): since lagi ikaw ang lumalapit
Eben (10/12/2009 7:37:56 PM): for a change ba
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:38:21 PM): ewan ko dude
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:38:25 PM): walang effort eh
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:38:47 PM): pero pag nagkikita nman kami ginagawa naman niya ung alam niya para comfort ako
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:38:50 PM): pero nde ko maramdaman
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:38:57 PM): sinasabi ko sa kanya. kahit kaunting effort pa.
Eben (10/12/2009 7:39:43 PM): on your part ba, is there something na hinihiling nya sa yo?
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:40:00 PM): wala nga eh
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:40:05 PM): ako pa demanding ngaun
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:40:28 PM): ewan ko eben
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:40:33 PM): baka ganun lang personality niya
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:40:41 PM): alam mong maiksi lang pasensya ko
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:40:46 PM): pero binabago ko sarili ko para sa kanya
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:40:52 PM): sobrang hinahabaan ko na
Eben (10/12/2009 7:41:30 PM): have you tried asking him kung masaya ba sya sa relasyon niyo?
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:41:47 PM): happy naman daw siya
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:41:53 PM): ewan ko eben
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:41:57 PM): nde ko maintindihan sarili ko
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:42:10 PM): happy ba ako o am just thinking too much
Eben (10/12/2009 7:42:23 PM): you're just thinking too much
Eben (10/12/2009 7:42:39 PM): wag palagi naka focus sa doubts jeff
Eben (10/12/2009 7:42:48 PM): see yourself outside the relationship
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:43:12 PM): easy for you to say
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:43:29 PM): i just dont know where to start
Eben (10/12/2009 7:43:38 PM): inaamin ko madali talaga sabihin
Eben (10/12/2009 7:43:48 PM): i've been to a similar situation before
Eben (10/12/2009 7:43:54 PM): i think too much
Eben (10/12/2009 7:43:57 PM): i felt less
Eben (10/12/2009 7:44:06 PM): ang ending hiwalayan
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:44:16 PM): un na nga iniiwasan ko
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:45:38 PM): hayz pare
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:45:43 PM): ang hirap hirap nang ganito
Eben (10/12/2009 7:45:54 PM): sabi nga ng song
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:45:59 PM): minsan iniisip ko
Eben (10/12/2009 7:46:01 PM): nobody said it was easy
Eben (10/12/2009 7:46:04 PM): hehehe
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:46:11 PM): iwanan ang l;ahat at magsimula nang spiritual journey
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:46:14 PM): to know myself more
Eben (10/12/2009 7:46:41 PM): anytime na marealize mong ready ka na for that, just do it
Eben (10/12/2009 7:47:05 PM): kasi kung tatapusin mo 'to, tapos mag sisimula ka ng panibago, pero ganun pa rin ang mindset mo, wala pa rin
Eben (10/12/2009 7:47:15 PM): nagiging cycle na sya
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:47:41 PM): yeah true true
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:47:59 PM): hayz
Eben (10/12/2009 7:48:11 PM): anukaba..
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:48:13 PM): itong journey na ito.. kelangan ko bang pakalayo layo
Eben (10/12/2009 7:48:17 PM): 2 months pa lang yan
Eben (10/12/2009 7:48:25 PM): dami pa pwede mangyari
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:48:26 PM): alam ko pare
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:48:29 PM): testing the waters
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:51:24 PM): thanks bro
Eben (10/12/2009 7:51:39 PM): walang anuman
Eben (10/12/2009 7:51:44 PM): bee happy!
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:51:47 PM): sana nga
Eben (10/12/2009 7:51:49 PM): ako nga
Eben (10/12/2009 7:51:53 PM): im single pero happy naman
Eben (10/12/2009 7:51:54 PM): hehehehehe
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:51:56 PM): happiness is a subjective word
Eben (10/12/2009 7:52:30 PM): kung magagawa mo maging masaya kahit sa mga simpleng bagay... ok na rin yun
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:52:39 PM): hehe
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:52:46 PM): un nga wala sa mga tao ngaun
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:52:54 PM): appreciation of small things
Eben (10/12/2009 7:53:06 PM): korek
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:53:30 PM): oks. o sya nde na kita iistorbohin. pero salamat sa iyong advice pare.
Eben (10/12/2009 7:53:50 PM): hahaha i didn't do much naman
Eben (10/12/2009 7:53:53 PM): nakinig lang ako
Eben (10/12/2009 7:53:57 PM): sige thanks din
Eben (10/12/2009 7:54:02 PM): see you sa december
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:54:05 PM): take care always
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:54:12 PM): looking forward sa pagbabalik mo
Eben (10/12/2009 7:54:15 PM): oks
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:54:18 PM):