He Says

-can't get you out of my mind.

-can't lie to myself how deeply im in to you.

-can't pretend that you are not the one.

-can't complete the whole day without you and your simple presence.

But

Why i can't have you?

-Afraid to confess.. :-(

 

-you are the pulse beating in my heart

-you are the light which i am seeing love now

-you are my strength deep from within

-you are the rhythm playing in my soul

-and now i am singing this song.

'that i love you, i have loved you all along, and i miss you, been far away for far too long, i keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go, stop breathing if i dont see you anymore..'

--can't get enough words when im talking to you, i become so timid. Now this feeling is getting harder and harder

-bulletin post by alfred dedicated just for you. 'oo ikaw nga wag ng magtanong kung sino' ingat po ikaw palagi. :-)

 

-its only my blanket who still cares to hug me till the sun rise up.

-Its only my pillow who cares to lean-on all night.

-its only my bed who cares to comfort me everytime i am tired.

-.But theres one thing that they cant give it to me.. The 'inspiration in accordance to love' bec. it is only YOU who can offer it me.

Goodnight po. :-S

 

"Tell me that you love me

Tell me that you care

Tell me that you need me

And I’ll be there

I’ll be there waiting

I will always love you

I will always stay true

There’s no one who loves you like I do

Come to me now

I will never leave you

I will stay here with you

Through the good and bad

I will stand true

I’m in love with you

Now were here together

Yesterday has past

Life is just beginning

Close to you at last"

-excerp from lyrics

 

Medyo matagal na ring mga araw at linggo ang nakalipas mula ng huli kitang nakita. Di ko tuloy matandaan ang mukha mo lalo na ang mga pagbabago sa'yo pero isa lang ang di mawala mawala yun ay ang nararamdaman ko sa'yo..

-hahaha, baduy ko. :-D histherical lang.

-Darn paranoia

 

 

yes, finally the feelings that i kept inside for a months past was released to the person i adore most.its hard to confess because of certain hindrances that i am thinking. The possibilities can really happen but still i made my choice. To be far far far away for a moment.

re-diverting my attention to work is one way to forget it. I am working for almost 13-14 hours a day. imagine? 8am- 10pm.. nakakatamad at nakakapagod pero ayos lang kayang kaya naman :D

"these are my confessions

Just when I thought I said all I could say

My chick on the side said got one on the way

These are my confessions

Man I'm thrown and I don't know what to do

I guess I gotta give part 2 of my confessions

If I'm gonna tell it then I gotta tell it all

Damn near cried when I got that phone call

I'm so throwed and I don't know what to do

But to give you part 2 of my confessions"

HAYZ.

 

-"You Confessions", Alfred via Friendster bulletin board