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Thinking too much
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:09:14 PM): ebentot
Eben (10/12/2009 7:09:37 PM): yep jepot
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:09:46 PM): talagang proud canon user
Eben (10/12/2009 7:09:52 PM): hehehe
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:10:13 PM): kainis me hawig ka dun sa geb ng clan kagabi
Eben (10/12/2009 7:10:25 PM): hahaha
Eben (10/12/2009 7:10:27 PM): di nga?
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:10:32 PM): nde naman halos
Eben (10/12/2009 7:10:33 PM): bat naman kainis??
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:10:41 PM): ung stature mo at ung resemblance ng face mo
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:10:48 PM): na miss ko lang si ebentot
Eben (10/12/2009 7:12:03 PM): wushu
Eben (10/12/2009 7:12:09 PM): musta naman ang buhay buhay?
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:12:23 PM): eto hayz ewan ko eben
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:12:28 PM): nasa crossroads na naman ako
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:12:32 PM): o paranoid lang talaga ako
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:12:36 PM): 2months na kami
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:12:46 PM): pero i still dunno kung tama ba itong pinili ko
Eben (10/12/2009 7:14:14 PM): y think too much?
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:14:20 PM): dunno bro
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:14:29 PM): am still having doubts
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:14:38 PM): lalo nat sa chatroom ko lang ng uzzap siya nakilala rin
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:14:47 PM): lam mo na
Eben (10/12/2009 7:14:48 PM): kung palagi ka mag-iisip.. nililimitahan mo lalo yung sarili mo na makaramdam
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:14:51 PM): pero matino naman siya
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:14:58 PM): pero eto nagiisip pa rin ako
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:15:11 PM): am trying to divert my attention
Eben (10/12/2009 7:16:56 PM): i was reading your previous posts
Eben (10/12/2009 7:17:01 PM): happy ka naman
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:17:21 PM): false happiness lang kaya?
Eben (10/12/2009 7:17:47 PM): di ako naniniwala sa false happiness e
Eben (10/12/2009 7:18:02 PM): kasi pagsinabi mong happy
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:18:21 PM): happy but still having doubts after na nde na naman kayo magkikita
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:18:31 PM): palagay mo am too clingy na?
Eben (10/12/2009 7:18:59 PM): kelan lang ba kayo nagkikita?
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:19:11 PM): nagkikita naman kami halos every week
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:19:24 PM): pero minsan kasi me mga panahon na alam mo na parang praning mode ako
Eben (10/12/2009 7:20:49 PM): hmm
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:21:13 PM): does it mean na wala akong tiwala sa kanya
Eben (10/12/2009 7:21:16 PM): jeff
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:21:30 PM): or ako lang ang mali sa relasyon na ito
Eben (10/12/2009 7:21:30 PM): dapat binibigyan niyo rin mga sarili niyo ng space
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:21:40 PM): dude ginawa ko nman yan
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:21:47 PM): nde ko naman iniisip un most of the time
Eben (10/12/2009 7:29:55 PM): basta wag na masyado mag isip
Eben (10/12/2009 7:29:59 PM): lagi ba kayo nag aaway?
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:30:14 PM): nade naman kami nagaaway
Eben (10/12/2009 7:30:34 PM): jin
Eben (10/12/2009 7:30:44 PM): enjoy mo lang mga mments na magkasama kayo
Eben (10/12/2009 7:30:50 PM): dont think too much
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:30:50 PM): its just ako lang may problema siguro
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:30:54 PM): im thinking too much
Eben (10/12/2009 7:30:59 PM): exactly
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:31:01 PM): thats my problem
Eben (10/12/2009 7:31:06 PM): you are what you think jeff...
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:31:12 PM): im attempting na maging ok at perfect ang relationship na ito
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:31:17 PM): since nasa huling biyahe na rin ako
Eben (10/12/2009 7:31:55 PM): ano ba ang definition mo ng perfect relationship?
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:32:04 PM): wala namang p[erfect eben
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:32:46 PM): hayz
Eben (10/12/2009 7:32:56 PM): kaya nga
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:33:01 PM): buti kpa nga at medyo ok at happy ka naman ngaun
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:33:21 PM): nde ko lang alam paano mawawala or alleviate din fears/doubts sa kanya
Eben (10/12/2009 7:33:41 PM): para mag work ang isang relationship kailangan nandun yung trust
Eben (10/12/2009 7:33:46 PM): yung pagiging open
Eben (10/12/2009 7:33:56 PM): lalo na sa communication
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:34:49 PM): trust, faith, open communication
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:35:00 PM): sinasabi ko naman sa kanya mga nasasaloob ko
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:35:12 PM): its just nde ko lang makuha ang affection na inaasahan ko sa kanya
Eben (10/12/2009 7:35:32 PM): is she aware sa mga expectations mo?
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:35:41 PM): alam naman niya
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:35:48 PM): pero wala naman siyang ginagawa
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:36:00 PM): nde ko naman siya sinasakal at pinapa impose na gawin niya un
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:36:17 PM): its just alam mo na. pag ako nagtatampo ako pa rin ang lalapit sa kanya
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:36:24 PM): i mean walang effort sa kanyang part
Eben (10/12/2009 7:36:42 PM): what if
Eben (10/12/2009 7:36:46 PM): subukan mong wag lumapit
Eben (10/12/2009 7:37:22 PM): vocal ba sya sa nararamdaman niya sa yo?
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:37:32 PM): wag lumapit?
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:37:34 PM): how?
Eben (10/12/2009 7:37:45 PM): halimbawa sa tampuhan niyo
Eben (10/12/2009 7:37:52 PM): since lagi ikaw ang lumalapit
Eben (10/12/2009 7:37:56 PM): for a change ba
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:38:21 PM): ewan ko dude
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:38:25 PM): walang effort eh
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:38:47 PM): pero pag nagkikita nman kami ginagawa naman niya ung alam niya para comfort ako
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:38:50 PM): pero nde ko maramdaman
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:38:57 PM): sinasabi ko sa kanya. kahit kaunting effort pa.
Eben (10/12/2009 7:39:43 PM): on your part ba, is there something na hinihiling nya sa yo?
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:40:00 PM): wala nga eh
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:40:05 PM): ako pa demanding ngaun
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:40:28 PM): ewan ko eben
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:40:33 PM): baka ganun lang personality niya
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:40:41 PM): alam mong maiksi lang pasensya ko
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:40:46 PM): pero binabago ko sarili ko para sa kanya
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:40:52 PM): sobrang hinahabaan ko na
Eben (10/12/2009 7:41:30 PM): have you tried asking him kung masaya ba sya sa relasyon niyo?
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:41:47 PM): happy naman daw siya
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:41:53 PM): ewan ko eben
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:41:57 PM): nde ko maintindihan sarili ko
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:42:10 PM): happy ba ako o am just thinking too much
Eben (10/12/2009 7:42:23 PM): you're just thinking too much
Eben (10/12/2009 7:42:39 PM): wag palagi naka focus sa doubts jeff
Eben (10/12/2009 7:42:48 PM): see yourself outside the relationship
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:43:12 PM): easy for you to say
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:43:29 PM): i just dont know where to start
Eben (10/12/2009 7:43:38 PM): inaamin ko madali talaga sabihin
Eben (10/12/2009 7:43:48 PM): i've been to a similar situation before
Eben (10/12/2009 7:43:54 PM): i think too much
Eben (10/12/2009 7:43:57 PM): i felt less
Eben (10/12/2009 7:44:06 PM): ang ending hiwalayan
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:44:16 PM): un na nga iniiwasan ko
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:45:38 PM): hayz pare
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:45:43 PM): ang hirap hirap nang ganito
Eben (10/12/2009 7:45:54 PM): sabi nga ng song
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:45:59 PM): minsan iniisip ko
Eben (10/12/2009 7:46:01 PM): nobody said it was easy
Eben (10/12/2009 7:46:04 PM): hehehe
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:46:11 PM): iwanan ang l;ahat at magsimula nang spiritual journey
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:46:14 PM): to know myself more
Eben (10/12/2009 7:46:41 PM): anytime na marealize mong ready ka na for that, just do it
Eben (10/12/2009 7:47:05 PM): kasi kung tatapusin mo 'to, tapos mag sisimula ka ng panibago, pero ganun pa rin ang mindset mo, wala pa rin
Eben (10/12/2009 7:47:15 PM): nagiging cycle na sya
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:47:41 PM): yeah true true
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:47:59 PM): hayz
Eben (10/12/2009 7:48:11 PM): anukaba..
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:48:13 PM): itong journey na ito.. kelangan ko bang pakalayo layo
Eben (10/12/2009 7:48:17 PM): 2 months pa lang yan
Eben (10/12/2009 7:48:25 PM): dami pa pwede mangyari
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:48:26 PM): alam ko pare
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:48:29 PM): testing the waters
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:51:24 PM): thanks bro
Eben (10/12/2009 7:51:39 PM): walang anuman
Eben (10/12/2009 7:51:44 PM): bee happy!
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:51:47 PM): sana nga
Eben (10/12/2009 7:51:49 PM): ako nga
Eben (10/12/2009 7:51:53 PM): im single pero happy naman
Eben (10/12/2009 7:51:54 PM): hehehehehe
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:51:56 PM): happiness is a subjective word
Eben (10/12/2009 7:52:30 PM): kung magagawa mo maging masaya kahit sa mga simpleng bagay... ok na rin yun
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:52:39 PM): hehe
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:52:46 PM): un nga wala sa mga tao ngaun
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:52:54 PM): appreciation of small things
Eben (10/12/2009 7:53:06 PM): korek
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:53:30 PM): oks. o sya nde na kita iistorbohin. pero salamat sa iyong advice pare.
Eben (10/12/2009 7:53:50 PM): hahaha i didn't do much naman
Eben (10/12/2009 7:53:53 PM): nakinig lang ako
Eben (10/12/2009 7:53:57 PM): sige thanks din
Eben (10/12/2009 7:54:02 PM): see you sa december
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:54:05 PM): take care always
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:54:12 PM): looking forward sa pagbabalik mo
Eben (10/12/2009 7:54:15 PM): oks
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:54:18 PM):
Eben (10/12/2009 7:09:37 PM): yep jepot
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:09:46 PM): talagang proud canon user
Eben (10/12/2009 7:09:52 PM): hehehe
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:10:13 PM): kainis me hawig ka dun sa geb ng clan kagabi
Eben (10/12/2009 7:10:25 PM): hahaha
Eben (10/12/2009 7:10:27 PM): di nga?
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:10:32 PM): nde naman halos
Eben (10/12/2009 7:10:33 PM): bat naman kainis??
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:10:41 PM): ung stature mo at ung resemblance ng face mo
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:10:48 PM): na miss ko lang si ebentot
Eben (10/12/2009 7:12:03 PM): wushu
Eben (10/12/2009 7:12:09 PM): musta naman ang buhay buhay?
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:12:23 PM): eto hayz ewan ko eben
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:12:28 PM): nasa crossroads na naman ako
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:12:32 PM): o paranoid lang talaga ako
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:12:36 PM): 2months na kami
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:12:46 PM): pero i still dunno kung tama ba itong pinili ko
Eben (10/12/2009 7:14:14 PM): y think too much?
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:14:20 PM): dunno bro
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:14:29 PM): am still having doubts
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:14:38 PM): lalo nat sa chatroom ko lang ng uzzap siya nakilala rin
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:14:47 PM): lam mo na
Eben (10/12/2009 7:14:48 PM): kung palagi ka mag-iisip.. nililimitahan mo lalo yung sarili mo na makaramdam
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:14:51 PM): pero matino naman siya
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:14:58 PM): pero eto nagiisip pa rin ako
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:15:11 PM): am trying to divert my attention
Eben (10/12/2009 7:16:56 PM): i was reading your previous posts
Eben (10/12/2009 7:17:01 PM): happy ka naman
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:17:21 PM): false happiness lang kaya?
Eben (10/12/2009 7:17:47 PM): di ako naniniwala sa false happiness e
Eben (10/12/2009 7:18:02 PM): kasi pagsinabi mong happy
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:18:21 PM): happy but still having doubts after na nde na naman kayo magkikita
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:18:31 PM): palagay mo am too clingy na?
Eben (10/12/2009 7:18:59 PM): kelan lang ba kayo nagkikita?
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:19:11 PM): nagkikita naman kami halos every week
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:19:24 PM): pero minsan kasi me mga panahon na alam mo na parang praning mode ako
Eben (10/12/2009 7:20:49 PM): hmm
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:21:13 PM): does it mean na wala akong tiwala sa kanya
Eben (10/12/2009 7:21:16 PM): jeff
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:21:30 PM): or ako lang ang mali sa relasyon na ito
Eben (10/12/2009 7:21:30 PM): dapat binibigyan niyo rin mga sarili niyo ng space
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:21:40 PM): dude ginawa ko nman yan
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:21:47 PM): nde ko naman iniisip un most of the time
Eben (10/12/2009 7:29:55 PM): basta wag na masyado mag isip
Eben (10/12/2009 7:29:59 PM): lagi ba kayo nag aaway?
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:30:14 PM): nade naman kami nagaaway
Eben (10/12/2009 7:30:34 PM): jin
Eben (10/12/2009 7:30:44 PM): enjoy mo lang mga mments na magkasama kayo
Eben (10/12/2009 7:30:50 PM): dont think too much
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:30:50 PM): its just ako lang may problema siguro
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:30:54 PM): im thinking too much
Eben (10/12/2009 7:30:59 PM): exactly
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:31:01 PM): thats my problem
Eben (10/12/2009 7:31:06 PM): you are what you think jeff...
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:31:12 PM): im attempting na maging ok at perfect ang relationship na ito
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:31:17 PM): since nasa huling biyahe na rin ako
Eben (10/12/2009 7:31:55 PM): ano ba ang definition mo ng perfect relationship?
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:32:04 PM): wala namang p[erfect eben
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:32:46 PM): hayz
Eben (10/12/2009 7:32:56 PM): kaya nga
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:33:01 PM): buti kpa nga at medyo ok at happy ka naman ngaun
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:33:21 PM): nde ko lang alam paano mawawala or alleviate din fears/doubts sa kanya
Eben (10/12/2009 7:33:41 PM): para mag work ang isang relationship kailangan nandun yung trust
Eben (10/12/2009 7:33:46 PM): yung pagiging open
Eben (10/12/2009 7:33:56 PM): lalo na sa communication
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:34:49 PM): trust, faith, open communication
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:35:00 PM): sinasabi ko naman sa kanya mga nasasaloob ko
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:35:12 PM): its just nde ko lang makuha ang affection na inaasahan ko sa kanya
Eben (10/12/2009 7:35:32 PM): is she aware sa mga expectations mo?
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:35:41 PM): alam naman niya
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:35:48 PM): pero wala naman siyang ginagawa
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:36:00 PM): nde ko naman siya sinasakal at pinapa impose na gawin niya un
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:36:17 PM): its just alam mo na. pag ako nagtatampo ako pa rin ang lalapit sa kanya
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:36:24 PM): i mean walang effort sa kanyang part
Eben (10/12/2009 7:36:42 PM): what if
Eben (10/12/2009 7:36:46 PM): subukan mong wag lumapit
Eben (10/12/2009 7:37:22 PM): vocal ba sya sa nararamdaman niya sa yo?
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:37:32 PM): wag lumapit?
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:37:34 PM): how?
Eben (10/12/2009 7:37:45 PM): halimbawa sa tampuhan niyo
Eben (10/12/2009 7:37:52 PM): since lagi ikaw ang lumalapit
Eben (10/12/2009 7:37:56 PM): for a change ba
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:38:21 PM): ewan ko dude
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:38:25 PM): walang effort eh
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:38:47 PM): pero pag nagkikita nman kami ginagawa naman niya ung alam niya para comfort ako
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:38:50 PM): pero nde ko maramdaman
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:38:57 PM): sinasabi ko sa kanya. kahit kaunting effort pa.
Eben (10/12/2009 7:39:43 PM): on your part ba, is there something na hinihiling nya sa yo?
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:40:00 PM): wala nga eh
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:40:05 PM): ako pa demanding ngaun
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:40:28 PM): ewan ko eben
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:40:33 PM): baka ganun lang personality niya
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:40:41 PM): alam mong maiksi lang pasensya ko
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:40:46 PM): pero binabago ko sarili ko para sa kanya
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:40:52 PM): sobrang hinahabaan ko na
Eben (10/12/2009 7:41:30 PM): have you tried asking him kung masaya ba sya sa relasyon niyo?
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:41:47 PM): happy naman daw siya
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:41:53 PM): ewan ko eben
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:41:57 PM): nde ko maintindihan sarili ko
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:42:10 PM): happy ba ako o am just thinking too much
Eben (10/12/2009 7:42:23 PM): you're just thinking too much
Eben (10/12/2009 7:42:39 PM): wag palagi naka focus sa doubts jeff
Eben (10/12/2009 7:42:48 PM): see yourself outside the relationship
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:43:12 PM): easy for you to say
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:43:29 PM): i just dont know where to start
Eben (10/12/2009 7:43:38 PM): inaamin ko madali talaga sabihin
Eben (10/12/2009 7:43:48 PM): i've been to a similar situation before
Eben (10/12/2009 7:43:54 PM): i think too much
Eben (10/12/2009 7:43:57 PM): i felt less
Eben (10/12/2009 7:44:06 PM): ang ending hiwalayan
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:44:16 PM): un na nga iniiwasan ko
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:45:38 PM): hayz pare
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:45:43 PM): ang hirap hirap nang ganito
Eben (10/12/2009 7:45:54 PM): sabi nga ng song
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:45:59 PM): minsan iniisip ko
Eben (10/12/2009 7:46:01 PM): nobody said it was easy
Eben (10/12/2009 7:46:04 PM): hehehe
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:46:11 PM): iwanan ang l;ahat at magsimula nang spiritual journey
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:46:14 PM): to know myself more
Eben (10/12/2009 7:46:41 PM): anytime na marealize mong ready ka na for that, just do it
Eben (10/12/2009 7:47:05 PM): kasi kung tatapusin mo 'to, tapos mag sisimula ka ng panibago, pero ganun pa rin ang mindset mo, wala pa rin
Eben (10/12/2009 7:47:15 PM): nagiging cycle na sya
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:47:41 PM): yeah true true
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:47:59 PM): hayz
Eben (10/12/2009 7:48:11 PM): anukaba..
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:48:13 PM): itong journey na ito.. kelangan ko bang pakalayo layo
Eben (10/12/2009 7:48:17 PM): 2 months pa lang yan
Eben (10/12/2009 7:48:25 PM): dami pa pwede mangyari
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:48:26 PM): alam ko pare
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:48:29 PM): testing the waters
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:51:24 PM): thanks bro
Eben (10/12/2009 7:51:39 PM): walang anuman
Eben (10/12/2009 7:51:44 PM): bee happy!
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:51:47 PM): sana nga
Eben (10/12/2009 7:51:49 PM): ako nga
Eben (10/12/2009 7:51:53 PM): im single pero happy naman
Eben (10/12/2009 7:51:54 PM): hehehehehe
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:51:56 PM): happiness is a subjective word
Eben (10/12/2009 7:52:30 PM): kung magagawa mo maging masaya kahit sa mga simpleng bagay... ok na rin yun
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:52:39 PM): hehe
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:52:46 PM): un nga wala sa mga tao ngaun
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:52:54 PM): appreciation of small things
Eben (10/12/2009 7:53:06 PM): korek
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:53:30 PM): oks. o sya nde na kita iistorbohin. pero salamat sa iyong advice pare.
Eben (10/12/2009 7:53:50 PM): hahaha i didn't do much naman
Eben (10/12/2009 7:53:53 PM): nakinig lang ako
Eben (10/12/2009 7:53:57 PM): sige thanks din
Eben (10/12/2009 7:54:02 PM): see you sa december
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:54:05 PM): take care always
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:54:12 PM): looking forward sa pagbabalik mo
Eben (10/12/2009 7:54:15 PM): oks
Jinji (10/12/2009 7:54:18 PM):
He Says
“Hindi mo dapat iniiyakan ang nakaraan.Isipin mo,bakit nasa harap ang mata? Ito ay para lagi mong nakikita ang iyong hinaharap...”
-Mula kay Doraemon, Erik's Period
-Mula kay Doraemon, Erik's Period
Hay Brownout na naman
-Paguwi kaninang umaga sa bahay. Brownout. Bweset. Wala namang bagyo. Dapat sana nadamay na kami nung nawalang ng kuryente ang Cainta/Antipolo kaso hindi eh. Wala namang reported na maintenance sa kanilang website. Ewan. Pasalamat sila at malamig ang panahon at nakatulog ako. Kung hindi na naman ako makakatulog nito.
-Hapon na nagising, wala paring kuryente. Buti sana kung may tubig eh kaso wala rin. Mabuti pa sa tiyahin ko kahit brownout merong tubig. Buti na lang at puno ang drum ng tubig, sandali lang naligo at umalis na rin. Medyo umaambon-ambon sa labas.
-Pagdating sa Ayala-MRT, pagsakay sa The Fort bus, grabe naman ang traffic sa McKinley road, ilang minuto rin ang inabot. Buti na lang nakarating ako sa office on-time at hindi late.
-Sana pag-uwi may kuryente na. Kainis!
-Hapon na nagising, wala paring kuryente. Buti sana kung may tubig eh kaso wala rin. Mabuti pa sa tiyahin ko kahit brownout merong tubig. Buti na lang at puno ang drum ng tubig, sandali lang naligo at umalis na rin. Medyo umaambon-ambon sa labas.
-Pagdating sa Ayala-MRT, pagsakay sa The Fort bus, grabe naman ang traffic sa McKinley road, ilang minuto rin ang inabot. Buti na lang nakarating ako sa office on-time at hindi late.
-Sana pag-uwi may kuryente na. Kainis!
Nag-iisip
Ang dami-dami kong iniisip ngayon na hindi ko alam kung ano ang uunahin ko ngayon. Lalo na ditong sa mga huling pinagpo-post ko sa aking blog. Talaga nga bang natural o pinipilit ko lang ang pagmamahal na itong nararamdaman ko. Nakakainis, hindi ko na sana iniisip ganitong bagay not until nabasa ko ang isang entry from a fellow blogger.
Iniisip ko kasi sa sarili ko, gusto kong magtagal ang relationship namin. Pero hindi ko alam or ma-assess kung tama ba itong path na tinatahak ko ngayon. Marami na akong na-invest emotional, physically at lahat ng "ly" dito, masasaktan lang ako nang labis pag hindi nag-workout ito. Hindi naman nawawala ang risk sa bawat action na gagawin natin sa buhay, kasama na dito ang relasyon natin sa ibang tao lalo na sa iyong minamahal.
Ewan ko, kelangan ko siguro ng isang tao na magpapaliwanag sa akin kung nasaan na mismo ako at kung ano ang palagay niya sa landas na dinadaanan ko ngayon. Kung masasaktan ba ako? Kung masisiyahan ba ako? Pero sino ba naman makakapagsabi kundi sarili mo lang sa estado ng relasyon mo ngayon sa kanya.
Iniisip ko kasi sa sarili ko, gusto kong magtagal ang relationship namin. Pero hindi ko alam or ma-assess kung tama ba itong path na tinatahak ko ngayon. Marami na akong na-invest emotional, physically at lahat ng "ly" dito, masasaktan lang ako nang labis pag hindi nag-workout ito. Hindi naman nawawala ang risk sa bawat action na gagawin natin sa buhay, kasama na dito ang relasyon natin sa ibang tao lalo na sa iyong minamahal.
Ewan ko, kelangan ko siguro ng isang tao na magpapaliwanag sa akin kung nasaan na mismo ako at kung ano ang palagay niya sa landas na dinadaanan ko ngayon. Kung masasaktan ba ako? Kung masisiyahan ba ako? Pero sino ba naman makakapagsabi kundi sarili mo lang sa estado ng relasyon mo ngayon sa kanya.
He Says
demet, kainis ka Kane - bakit ko ba sinusundan ang blog mo, siguro there is something that connects us sa situation mo ngayon.. Grr!
"Your intellect will war with your emotions kasi. There might come a point in time where you might have to force yourself to like him? As opposed to naturally liking him.."
"But now, you are re-evaluating your relationship and allowing yourself to see aspects of him which you didn't allow yourself to see before. Maiinis ka, you might be irritated by certain things and you will have to decide if he is still worth it.."
".. you've always followed your instincts. You've always trusted it. Just remember, the heart is as important as the mind. It will tell you about the soul. Whatever you decide, it must be absolute. If you decide to cut him off, it must be absolute or else there will be points of stress as he will want to communicate."
"If you decide to fight for him, it must be absolute also. You must want it completely, absolutely, or else there will be leakages. The heart and mind must be one.."
-Of Fates That Could Be , Kane's Human, All Too Human
not related sa previous quotes pero nag-iwan na naman ng pitak sa aking puso, don't worry JM nasa mabuting kamay na ang kaibigan mo, bumaba man siya sa biyahe tiyak kong may papalit naman para sumakay kasama ka sa landas na tinatawag nating buhay..
"Sabi ko wag muna at ako ang mauuna. Dahil sa’yo, mas naintindihan ko ang mga importanteng bagay sa mundo. Dahil sa’yo, nagbago ang buhay ko. Naging mas maayos. Katulad ng pangako natin noon sa isa’t isa, walang kalimutan.
Natutunan kong saglit lang ang itinatagal ng bawat isa. Kailangang maging bukas ang sarili para sa magagandang pagkakataon. At kahit anong pilit na isakay ang mas maraming tao, kailangang may bumaba muna para may makasakay na bago. Bago na kayang baguhin ang buhay mo, katulad ng sinundan niya. "
-Goodbye Matt, JM's Works, Garbage, and a Piece of Paper
"Your intellect will war with your emotions kasi. There might come a point in time where you might have to force yourself to like him? As opposed to naturally liking him.."
"But now, you are re-evaluating your relationship and allowing yourself to see aspects of him which you didn't allow yourself to see before. Maiinis ka, you might be irritated by certain things and you will have to decide if he is still worth it.."
".. you've always followed your instincts. You've always trusted it. Just remember, the heart is as important as the mind. It will tell you about the soul. Whatever you decide, it must be absolute. If you decide to cut him off, it must be absolute or else there will be points of stress as he will want to communicate."
"If you decide to fight for him, it must be absolute also. You must want it completely, absolutely, or else there will be leakages. The heart and mind must be one.."
-Of Fates That Could Be , Kane's Human, All Too Human
not related sa previous quotes pero nag-iwan na naman ng pitak sa aking puso, don't worry JM nasa mabuting kamay na ang kaibigan mo, bumaba man siya sa biyahe tiyak kong may papalit naman para sumakay kasama ka sa landas na tinatawag nating buhay..
"Sabi ko wag muna at ako ang mauuna. Dahil sa’yo, mas naintindihan ko ang mga importanteng bagay sa mundo. Dahil sa’yo, nagbago ang buhay ko. Naging mas maayos. Katulad ng pangako natin noon sa isa’t isa, walang kalimutan.
Natutunan kong saglit lang ang itinatagal ng bawat isa. Kailangang maging bukas ang sarili para sa magagandang pagkakataon. At kahit anong pilit na isakay ang mas maraming tao, kailangang may bumaba muna para may makasakay na bago. Bago na kayang baguhin ang buhay mo, katulad ng sinundan niya. "
-Goodbye Matt, JM's Works, Garbage, and a Piece of Paper
Pers Taym Nong
Naalimpungatan ako kanina sa kasarapan ng aking pagtulog mula sa ingay na naman ng TV namin habang pinapanood nila ang Wowowee. Ayun sa kasamaang palad hindi na ako nakatulog after. Sinabi na lang sa akin na dumating si Rene (berks/kababata) para ihatid sa akin ang invitation para sa binyag ng kanyang bunsong anak. Nawala sa isip ko na bukas na pala iyon at isasabay sa pista sa kanilang barangay. Kinausap ako na pwede ba daw kaming mag ninong kasama si Cyril sa kanyang anak. Pumayag naman kami kaya eto, dali-dali nagpunta sa mall para bumili ng pang regalo.
Mga dapit-hapon na rin iyon nang makarating ako sa mall. Nabili ko naman agad siya at nag extra curricular nalang ako. Supposedly makikipagkita ako sa isang ebay seller para sa item. Pero dahil nga sa hinanap ko pa yung healthy options para bumili ng fish oil medyo nagtagal ako kakahanap na wala na naman palang stall. Takipsilim na nang umalis ako at dumiretso na sa MRT para pumasok.
Bukas maaaga naman ako dapat dahil alas-10 ang binyag. Actually 2nd na dapat na inaanak ko ito (nag proxy lang ako sa una pero ako pa rin ang hinabol at ginawang ninong). Puyatan na naman ito. Hehe!
Mga dapit-hapon na rin iyon nang makarating ako sa mall. Nabili ko naman agad siya at nag extra curricular nalang ako. Supposedly makikipagkita ako sa isang ebay seller para sa item. Pero dahil nga sa hinanap ko pa yung healthy options para bumili ng fish oil medyo nagtagal ako kakahanap na wala na naman palang stall. Takipsilim na nang umalis ako at dumiretso na sa MRT para pumasok.
Bukas maaaga naman ako dapat dahil alas-10 ang binyag. Actually 2nd na dapat na inaanak ko ito (nag proxy lang ako sa una pero ako pa rin ang hinabol at ginawang ninong). Puyatan na naman ito. Hehe!
He Says
Worthiness..
"I'd like to think I'm a good judge of character. But I have been wrong before. Does that mean I shouldn't trust again? There are no guarantees in life. I just have to trust myself, trust you and hope that we are indeed worthy of each other."
Promise of Love..
"When you saw me the first time I was in complete desolation. Full of grief yet filled with hope. And now, here you are, trying to complete my wholeness. I hope you can be my twin flame while I traverse the pitfalls and goodness of life."
-So Goodbye, These Days Are Gone, Kane's Human, All Too Human
"I have thought a lot about this. I think this is what is happening. M is trying to find out who he is and what he wants. He has options and he is coming into his own self as an adult, as an individual. He needs someone who can walk him through his options, but not impose on him who he is and is not, who he should be and should be not, what he should do or not do.
I think for awhile, I tended to "parent" him. I did mean well, I wanted what I thought was best for him. But I realized you have to make people make their own decisions, even if you think it's a mistake. I also realized there are times when he simply wanted me to listen. That he didn't need me to say what I think."
-I Hope, Therefore, I am, Kane's Human, All Too Human
"I'd like to think I'm a good judge of character. But I have been wrong before. Does that mean I shouldn't trust again? There are no guarantees in life. I just have to trust myself, trust you and hope that we are indeed worthy of each other."
Promise of Love..
"When you saw me the first time I was in complete desolation. Full of grief yet filled with hope. And now, here you are, trying to complete my wholeness. I hope you can be my twin flame while I traverse the pitfalls and goodness of life."
-So Goodbye, These Days Are Gone, Kane's Human, All Too Human
"I have thought a lot about this. I think this is what is happening. M is trying to find out who he is and what he wants. He has options and he is coming into his own self as an adult, as an individual. He needs someone who can walk him through his options, but not impose on him who he is and is not, who he should be and should be not, what he should do or not do.
I think for awhile, I tended to "parent" him. I did mean well, I wanted what I thought was best for him. But I realized you have to make people make their own decisions, even if you think it's a mistake. I also realized there are times when he simply wanted me to listen. That he didn't need me to say what I think."
-I Hope, Therefore, I am, Kane's Human, All Too Human
Almost Perfect
Hayzt ang sarap ng weather kaninang hapon. Sana laging ganun. Sky was overcast (white and gray cumulunimbus clouds). Sarap ng malamig na hangin na dumadampi sa iyong pisngi. Pakiramdam ko nalinis ang aking katawan at kaluluwa. Sana ganito lagi ang panahon. An almost perfect weather to me.
Back to Normal
Yesterday morning, feeling ko lalagnatin ako. Nagpaulan kasi ako last Friday night at siksikan pa sa MRT-Ayala that time. Pagkauwi sa bahay, nagpaantok lang sandali pero nilalamig ako kaya nagkumot na usually hindi ko ginagawa.
Wala nang sama ng panahon at nagbabalik na sa dati ang lahat pagkagising ko. Wala rin namang magawa sa bahay. Wala paring GPRS sa aming area kaya hindi ako makapag-Uzzap. Maski ang SmartCall wala ring silbi. Ewan.
Kinagabihan. Sobrang bored. Naglakad-lakad lang sa labas namin. Nilakad ko papuntang Mercury, bumili lang ng ice cream and chips then umuwi na rin. Pagkauwi nanood ng DVD, natapos ko na rin ang X-Files (for about 3 months), medyo nabitin ako sa ending kaya dapat mapanood ko ang movies nito dahil andun ang sequel. Hayz, anu naman kaya ang susunod kong panonoorin.
Madaling araw na ako nakatulog. To kill time, i opened up my digicam, tiningnan mga old pics. Natatawa nalang ako sa mga pictures namin sa CosPlay with my berks. Miss their company, sila lang nakakapag-patawa sa akin nang ganun. Iba talaga pag barkada at kababata mo. Alam nila ang kiliti mo at kung hanggang san lang distansya nila para hindi ka masaktan. Hindi katulad ng ibang tao. Walang pakialam sa iyong nararamdaman.
Wala nang sama ng panahon at nagbabalik na sa dati ang lahat pagkagising ko. Wala rin namang magawa sa bahay. Wala paring GPRS sa aming area kaya hindi ako makapag-Uzzap. Maski ang SmartCall wala ring silbi. Ewan.
Kinagabihan. Sobrang bored. Naglakad-lakad lang sa labas namin. Nilakad ko papuntang Mercury, bumili lang ng ice cream and chips then umuwi na rin. Pagkauwi nanood ng DVD, natapos ko na rin ang X-Files (for about 3 months), medyo nabitin ako sa ending kaya dapat mapanood ko ang movies nito dahil andun ang sequel. Hayz, anu naman kaya ang susunod kong panonoorin.
Madaling araw na ako nakatulog. To kill time, i opened up my digicam, tiningnan mga old pics. Natatawa nalang ako sa mga pictures namin sa CosPlay with my berks. Miss their company, sila lang nakakapag-patawa sa akin nang ganun. Iba talaga pag barkada at kababata mo. Alam nila ang kiliti mo at kung hanggang san lang distansya nila para hindi ka masaktan. Hindi katulad ng ibang tao. Walang pakialam sa iyong nararamdaman.
She Says
"huwag mong ipilit ang mga bagay na parang bang inubos mo na ang buong lakas mo sa pagtulak sa pader. kahit anong gawin mo, hindi yan gagalaw, hindi yan mabubuwag, hindi yan mahuhulog sa iyo. ito yung klase ng hiling na alam mong hinding hindi tutuparin ng bathalumang sinasamba mo dahil kapag pinagbigyan ka niya, maaring pagtawanan lang siya ng mga santo at anghel sa langit.
hindi mo sinadya na puro kapintasan ang nakikita mo. ang bait mo pa nga ng lagay na yan dahil hinahanapan mo pa siya ng magandang ugali na maaaring maging palusot sa lahat ng ito. dakila kang maituturing dahil nagpasensiya at naghintay ka–kahit kailan hindi mo natural iyon. binigyan mo ng panahon ang puso mo para makakita ng rason para magpatuloy pero tulad ng dati, binigo ka na naman nito. masyado ng mahaba ang panahong ginugol mo para sa paulit ulit na pagbubulagbulagan. hindi nga yata pagbubulagbulagan ang salita pero aminin mong ginawa mo rin iyan. masaklap pero tinanggap mo ito ng maluwag habang lumuluha ka pauwi sakay ng tricycle at nalaman mo na wala pa palang panukli si manong drayber kaya mas lalong nanghinayang kang mabuhay."
-Broken Heart, Xienah's Chiksilog
hindi mo sinadya na puro kapintasan ang nakikita mo. ang bait mo pa nga ng lagay na yan dahil hinahanapan mo pa siya ng magandang ugali na maaaring maging palusot sa lahat ng ito. dakila kang maituturing dahil nagpasensiya at naghintay ka–kahit kailan hindi mo natural iyon. binigyan mo ng panahon ang puso mo para makakita ng rason para magpatuloy pero tulad ng dati, binigo ka na naman nito. masyado ng mahaba ang panahong ginugol mo para sa paulit ulit na pagbubulagbulagan. hindi nga yata pagbubulagbulagan ang salita pero aminin mong ginawa mo rin iyan. masaklap pero tinanggap mo ito ng maluwag habang lumuluha ka pauwi sakay ng tricycle at nalaman mo na wala pa palang panukli si manong drayber kaya mas lalong nanghinayang kang mabuhay."
-Broken Heart, Xienah's Chiksilog
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