Letters from the Vault: To my Angel

the letters from the vault series were collections of messages (email, letters) i got from people who "come and (and unfortunately..) go" to my life way back years ago..

Thursday, March 28, 2002 2:01 AM

hi angel!

Bakit lagi mo na lang akong inaaway? Lagi mo na lang akong pinapaiyak? Nagtxt ka sakin bout that underwear thing! kung yun lang ang dahilan kung bakit tayo pa rin........ non-sense yun noh!!!!! kung mahal mo ko, kahit na ano pa underwear ko mamahalin mo pa rin ako. let's clear things once and for all.... i wanna know our relationship... kasi nalilito na talaga ko sa tin.. minsan you tell me that you love me pero hindi ko alam kung hanggang saan yun... hindi ko alam kung friends all we can be or ano? hanggang saan ba? alam kong hindi ka sanay sa ganung setting pero kailangan ko nang malaman... sana naman masabi mo na sakin.. para habang maaga mapaghandaan ko na yung mga mangyayari.... alam mo na.... nandyan pa si marc... pero kaibigan ko lang rin naman sya.... kasi like you he's also preparing himself sa relationship and things bout his plans in life...kaya hindi ako makasingit sa kanya... baka mamaya magsabay pa kayo na magsabi na handa na kayo, ako naman ang maiipit sa inyong dalawa.. kasi para sakin naman hindi nakabase lahat sa love yung nararamdaman ko e.. it's like the friendship that counts... and in that case ikaw yung mas matimbang pag friendship na yung pinag-uusapan.... kasi pag nagbreak kayo, you still ahve the friendship between you and your lover. tama ba? o cge... sana sa email mo may isasagot ka na sakin... o much better if you can say it to me straight.... ok.. i'l wait for it... basta ang alam ko...... i love you....... i love you........ i love you........ baby i love you, you are my life, my happiest moments were incomplete if you wern't by my side...you next to me there's no darkness i can over come.. yu are the raindrops, i am the sea... baby i'm so proud, proud to be your ????.... you make the confusion go away as you hold me.... i'm in love with you.. you set me free.... i can't do this things, my life without you here with me... coz i'm dangerously in love with you......... i love you... i love you... i love you......

it's me you're angel

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Wednesday, April 3, 2002 2:53 AM

I dont understand kung bakit lumalayo ka sakin... ako na nga gumagawa ng paraan para maging malapit tayo sa isa't-isa pero kaw yung nag-iisip nga mga bagay na hindi naman mahalaga.... i'll respect your decisioon na siguro hanggang magkaibigan na lang tayo.... siguro nga tama ka...... hanggang kaibigan na lang tayo.... pero i promise you na i'll always be here for you kahit magkaibigan lang tayo.. ok na rin yun siguro... i promise that i'll be good friend to you... i guess this is the end of our love story but it the beginning of the true frienship between the two of us.... i really wanna know if your really sick....it's bothering me so much.. so please let me know..... ok....

always remember that i love you.....

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Saturday, February 15, 2003 5:00 AM

musta? i've been trying to call you this past few days pero laging walang sumsagot sa fone.. as i've told you... i wont give up on you... mahal n mahal kita... il wait even if it takes forver... that's how much i love you... lam ko hindi mo ko mahal o ganun kahalaga syo pero nandito lang ako nagmamahal syo.... sounds corny pero un tlg...i always say... what if mahal din nya ko?..... what if kung importante din ako?... msaya sana ako..... i love you! kahit iba ang mhal mo..... kahit si *** ang mahal mo... love you.... hintay ako sa reply mo.....

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Tuesday, February 25, 2003 3:17 AM

i still dunno y m still hoping u wil love me.... khit n nssktan ako ok lng kasi para naman yun sa mhal ko..... kahit pa siguro anong mangyari kaw lang ang mamahalin ko ng ganito.... kahit magkaroon pa ng iba sa buhay ko ikaw lang tlga ang nand2...alam ko masakit pero lahat ng sakit kakayanin ko para lang sa'yo..... nnd2 lang naman ako e.... always here for u no matter wat..... if u only give me a chance to love u, il do my best to take care of you..... and love u and stay faithful 2u...... siguro karma na rin 2 sakin kasi mapaglaro kasi ako........marami akong nsktan kaya e2 na cguro ung balik nun...... triple pa sa mga sakit na binigay ko sa kanila.....basta nand2 lang ako mahal ko!