Emo

I failed to understand a few things.
I even, at times, close my mind from matters I never want to face.
I get depressed.
I mess up when I can't manage everything coming by.
I just look blankly out there when I can't help myself anymore.
I mourn, I become sad.
I try to transform my emotions into something else, just to forget.
I lie.
I make mistakes.
I get jealous and upset.
I feel down.
I am hurt.....
but I still choose to exist.
Just because..