sayang Carl at medyo late na kitang nakilala - pareho lang tayo ng intention kung bakit i'm into blogging - to share my personal life to other people, kakainggit sila kasi nakilala mo sila. I wish i have still time to know more of you..
"When I decided to blog, my real intention was to meet friends, virtual or otherwise: share opinions, have a good laugh at each other's posts, hang out once in a while, just like when I first started blogging in my early college days.
.. In almost a year of re-blogging, I've met great people. Friendly people. Wonderful people. Reading their blogs made them part of my life, my life beyond the chaotic outside world which I (and perhaps, they, too) meant to escape from. And there they were. There we were. Enjoying every bit of our funny, bizarre, hurtful, happy, and fleeting everyday existence. We've become friends, one way or another. Many may not notice but I watch friends closely. I offer help in any way I can.
.. Friends are very important to me. I trust them so much so fast that I create a space for them in my life without asking if they are going to stay. If one of them leaves, that space I allotted stays empty forever. It kills me seeing that space. I am so vulnerable when it comes to friends because I have lost a friend many times. And many spaces in my life stay empty. I am now so empty. I am very defenseless when it comes to friends because I’d give, willingly, all for you."
-It's Time to Leave, Carl's Nandito Lang Ako (dahil ang magkaibigan.. hindi nag-iiwanan)
DST na naman
Dahil November na at implemented na naman ang Daylight Saving Time sa US/Canada; mapipilitan na naman kaming mag-adjust ng isang oras ang lahat nang nasa Manila site. Kaasar kasi ang init kaya ng 11am, yung mga may gusto kasi usually 1-ride lang sila at naka-aircon pa. Eh kaming mga malalayo na sumasakay ng MRT at jeep ang nahihirapan dahil mainit at pawis pa sa paglalakad papasok sa office. Pero sabi naman sa amin ng sup namin hindi naman magtatagal ang shift ng cust care and in a couple of months eh mababalik kahit 1hr ulit pag wala nang naka-occupy sa mga seats. Sana nga hindi na magtagal dahil sa idea pa lang na ganun oras ayoko na talaga.
Webwatch - Climate Time Machine
Snapshot of NASA's Climate Time Machine which shows the increasing trend of "alarming" average global temperature for the past decades. (credits: http://climate.jpl.nasa.gov/)Hit na Hit
Since June 2006 - Teh Other side of [Jin] already got..
Salamat po sa patuloy na pagtangkilik sa aking personal na blog at mananatili itong "ad-free" dahil sa aking paniniwala na ang tunay na layunin ng blog ay pang-personal at pakikipag-komunikasyon sa ibang tao sa blogosphere - hindi upang pagkakitaan na naiiba ang motibo sa paggawa nito. More blog entries to come!! ^^;
25,000+ hits!!
Salamat po sa patuloy na pagtangkilik sa aking personal na blog at mananatili itong "ad-free" dahil sa aking paniniwala na ang tunay na layunin ng blog ay pang-personal at pakikipag-komunikasyon sa ibang tao sa blogosphere - hindi upang pagkakitaan na naiiba ang motibo sa paggawa nito. More blog entries to come!! ^^;
Falling Oil, Rising Fare Rollback
Crude Oil (petroleum); Dubai Fateh Monthly Price, 5 year chart - indexmundi.com
Kaninang umaga nag rollback na ng Php2/liter ang mga oil players sa bansa and sa may amin ang Seaoil diesel price was pegged at Php 41+/liter na lang. Kaunti na lang at babagsak na siya sa Php39 and kagaya nga ng sinabi ng mga transport groups pag umabot sa ganung range - handa nilang ibalik sa Php 7.50 ang minimum fare and just looking at the chart above for the Dubai Crude which we import - there is a higher possibility na mangyayari nga ito siguro by early December. Kahit papano pampalubag-loob sa nagdarahop na mamamayang Pinoy. Wag naman sana patagalin pa ang rollback kagaya ng ginagawa ng"Big 3" kung saan "nalulugi" daw sila, ano pa kaya ang idadahilan nila next time - puro "tubo" na lang iniisip niyo. Isipin nyo naman ang kapakanan ng nakararami.
He Says
"... I told myself I gotta have you. I just knew right then that I wanted you. I dunno why and it doesn’t matter.
...it’s the things that we don’t know that keep us going — the future, Heaven, God. The Uncertain is the foundation of faith. And I have faith in myself that I will do anything to not lose you. Even though I can’t give you a reason."
-Awkward, Yoshke.com
...it’s the things that we don’t know that keep us going — the future, Heaven, God. The Uncertain is the foundation of faith. And I have faith in myself that I will do anything to not lose you. Even though I can’t give you a reason."
-Awkward, Yoshke.com
Mauntog na sana
Dear K,Alam ko, religiously mong binabasa ang blog ko. Alam ko rin ang problema mo ngayon kay N. Binibigyan naman kita ng advice thru comment sa blog mo. Hindi ko talaga maintindihan kung bakit ayaw mo pa rin siyang bitawan. Ano bang meron siya na alam mo nang taken for granted ka na nga - sige Ok lang sa iyo at iniisip mo na magbabago siya. Actually hindi ko talaga alam or I have no idea kung anung nangyayari sa inyo dahil ayaw niyo namang magsalita, maski sa text umiiwas kayo. Wala rin akong karapatan makialam sa inyo. Pero naaawa ako sa iyo dahil ikaw ang nahihirapan. Ikaw ang nagsa-sacrifice para tumagal pa kayo. Kailan ka pa mauuntog sa katotohanan. Hanggang kailan mo pahihirapan ang sarili mo? Bahala ka na, buhay mo naman iyan. Ayaw mo namang mag-usap tayo nang personal. Sana nga gumising ka.. na ayos na ang lahat at finally ang mga inaasam mo sa buhay. Pasensya na.. at umabot pa sa ganito na kailangan ko pang gumawa ng entry tungkol dito.
Less Rain More Harm
Kagabi sabay kami ni Garry na umuwi. Gusto ko sana makarating sa amin before 9am dahil sobrang pagod sa work kaya gusto ko na makatulog nang maaga. Umaambon nang kaunti pero mula Ayala kita mo na ang haba ng mga taong nag-aantay para makasakay nang bus. Instead kasi na pumila kami sa MRT-Ayala, nag bus na kami to MRT-Buendia para iwasan ang sobrang "box-office" na pila, ewan ko ba bakit hindi nila ginagawaan ng paraan ito may ilang space naman sa left side para dagdagan ang lane pero hindi nila ginagawa, mga inutil.
Mga past 7am ako nakarating sa MRT-Quezon Ave; 45 mins earlier than usual. Akala ko pa naman makakauwi ako nang maaga. Dahil sa pesteng ambon at kaunting pag-ulan na yan, "heavy traffic" na naman as usual, 3rd time ko na itong naranasan since working at Makati CBD. Buti na lang kamo at maaga pa kaya hindi pa ganun kadami ang tao na nagaabang ng masasakyan. After a couple of minutes - finally, nakasakay na rin ako. Ang bango nang nakatabi ko pero hindi ko siya tinitingnan, kahit papano nawala ang pagod ko. Pag-uwi sa haus - as usual again nasa baba pa rin sila at nanonood - gusto ko sana kahit kaunti makapanood ng anime pero andyan sila sa baba. Sinabi kong umakyat na sila pero ayaw pa rin - hindi na ako umimik at maagang nakatulog na lang.
Mga past 7am ako nakarating sa MRT-Quezon Ave; 45 mins earlier than usual. Akala ko pa naman makakauwi ako nang maaga. Dahil sa pesteng ambon at kaunting pag-ulan na yan, "heavy traffic" na naman as usual, 3rd time ko na itong naranasan since working at Makati CBD. Buti na lang kamo at maaga pa kaya hindi pa ganun kadami ang tao na nagaabang ng masasakyan. After a couple of minutes - finally, nakasakay na rin ako. Ang bango nang nakatabi ko pero hindi ko siya tinitingnan, kahit papano nawala ang pagod ko. Pag-uwi sa haus - as usual again nasa baba pa rin sila at nanonood - gusto ko sana kahit kaunti makapanood ng anime pero andyan sila sa baba. Sinabi kong umakyat na sila pero ayaw pa rin - hindi na ako umimik at maagang nakatulog na lang.
Countdown Meme!
Mula kay Camie aka Pandesal. Countdown meme!
10 things you wish you could say to ten different people right now
1)To my Parents - thanks for the years you've taught me on how to live and love.
2) To my siblings - study hard and wag nyong sayangin pinaghihirapan namin.
3) To my best friend Angelo - thank you for over 15 years of friendship - i'm just a text away whenever you need me, biro mo mula elementary friends na tayo - good luck sa buhay at sa mga pangarap, ika ni Mana - keep on walking!
4) To the PS boys (Angelo, Rene, Factor, Abundio etc.) - salamat nga pala sa lahat - sa ilang taon na pagsasama natin at kung saan lahat nagsimula ang lahat - Playstation!, play like there's no tomorrow!
5) To my old classmates - lalo na nung elementary, sana matuloy na ang reunion natin, miss you guys, ano na kaya itsura nyo?, sino ang may asawa? sino ang walang lovelife (ouch!)
6) To former teachers/instructors - salamat po sa pagtuturo sa amin nung bata pa kami hanggang sa pag-graduate sa college - kayo na ang aming naging pangalawang magulang. Utang namin sa inyo kung nasan kami ngayon.
7) To my online buddies/friends - salamat at kahit hindi ko kapiling kayo o kalapit man lang - kahit sa Internet lang - salamat sa pagbibigay buhay sa katauhan ni Jinjiruks - dahil sa inyo, naipahayag ng inyong lingkod ang kanyang saloobin - mga hindi masabi nang harapan, dito dinadaan. Mga problema at saya - napagsasaluhan natin.
8) To my ex's - thank you for teaching me how to become strong and know kelan ibibigay ang puso at paganahin ang isip. Wala nang hard feelings - nakapag-move on na kahit papano. Mahal pa rin at hindi naman nawawala iyon. Good luck na lang sa bagong relationship nyo. I pray for your success on your endeavors in life.
9) To the Supreme Being - thanks for creating me and everyone else. Sana magparamdam ka na nag-eexist ka talaga para magkaroon na lang ng iisang religion, pawiin mo na ang kalungkutan, pighati etc., ayokong magunaw ang mundo pero kailangan ng malaking pagbabago dito. Siya nawa.
10) To myself - wala akong masasabi dahil nagkwekwento ka naman dito sa blog. Alam mo na iyon sa sarili mo at hindi na kailangang magsalita pa. Ikaw gumagawa ng path sa buhay mo. Learn to appreciate everything. Smile always. Think positive. Have trust and faith. Someday.. somewhere - makikita mo rin ang hinahanap mo at liligaya ka rin!
09 things about yourself
1) I easily get irritated (iba ang angry dun, yung iba kasi iniisip na galit ako)
2) Hindi ako marunong lumangoy.
3) Peborit ko ang tokwa (yung malutong o bagong luto)
4) Called it pessimism pero mas inaalala ko ang negative effects bago man ito mangyari.
5) Adik ako sa video games mula bata pa, i could withstand hunger for more than 12 hours para lang maglaro.
6) Hindi ako tumitigil sa game hanggat hindi ko natatapos ang quest or nakukumpleto ang mga gamit.
7) Takot ako sa ipis, buti kung malinis eh.
8) Mahilig ako sa mga pusa. (pang 6th generation na ang pusa namin ngayon and ewan ko kung masusundan pa ito.)
9) Hindi ako sanay matulog na nakapatay ang ilaw at naka-on dapat ang fan.
08 ways to win your heart
1) Video gamer ka rin dapat.
2) Food na gusto ko.
3) Romantic.
4) Inaalala ako palagi.
5) Ipaglalaban ako kung kanino.
6) Mapatawa mo ako.
7) Salungatin mo ako, makipag debate ka sa isang issue.
8) Wag corny.
07 things that cross your mind a lot
1) Mga gagawin sa office
2) Kung Friday na ba?
3) Kung anung quest ang tatapusin ngayon sa Cabal Online
4) Kung mahahanap ko pa kaya ang taong para sa akin
5) Mga videogame quotes na nakaka-emo
6) Mga planong bilhin na appliances
7) Mga utang na dapat bayaran
06 things you do before you fall asleep
1) Maligo
2) Brush teh teeh
3) Ihanda mga gamit
4) Set ang alarm sa cellphone
5) Manood hanggang antukin
6) Magpantasya muna
05 people who mean a lot
1) Parents
2) Siblings
3) PS Boys
4) Mga tao na bayani sa kanilang paraan
5) Ibang mga tao na dumaan sa buhay ko
04 things you're wearing right now
1) Slacks
2) Company shirt
3) Socks
4) Shorts + Brief
03 songs that you listen to often (currently)
1) Will you wait for me - Kavana
2) When you say nothing at all - Ronan Keating
3) Spirit Dreams Inside - L'Arc-en-Ciel
02 things you want to do before you die
1) To serve my purpose and existence
2) To feel worthful to the people around me
01 confession
Magbasa ka ng blog kaya.
10 things you wish you could say to ten different people right now
1)To my Parents - thanks for the years you've taught me on how to live and love.
2) To my siblings - study hard and wag nyong sayangin pinaghihirapan namin.
3) To my best friend Angelo - thank you for over 15 years of friendship - i'm just a text away whenever you need me, biro mo mula elementary friends na tayo - good luck sa buhay at sa mga pangarap, ika ni Mana - keep on walking!
4) To the PS boys (Angelo, Rene, Factor, Abundio etc.) - salamat nga pala sa lahat - sa ilang taon na pagsasama natin at kung saan lahat nagsimula ang lahat - Playstation!, play like there's no tomorrow!
5) To my old classmates - lalo na nung elementary, sana matuloy na ang reunion natin, miss you guys, ano na kaya itsura nyo?, sino ang may asawa? sino ang walang lovelife (ouch!)
6) To former teachers/instructors - salamat po sa pagtuturo sa amin nung bata pa kami hanggang sa pag-graduate sa college - kayo na ang aming naging pangalawang magulang. Utang namin sa inyo kung nasan kami ngayon.
7) To my online buddies/friends - salamat at kahit hindi ko kapiling kayo o kalapit man lang - kahit sa Internet lang - salamat sa pagbibigay buhay sa katauhan ni Jinjiruks - dahil sa inyo, naipahayag ng inyong lingkod ang kanyang saloobin - mga hindi masabi nang harapan, dito dinadaan. Mga problema at saya - napagsasaluhan natin.
8) To my ex's - thank you for teaching me how to become strong and know kelan ibibigay ang puso at paganahin ang isip. Wala nang hard feelings - nakapag-move on na kahit papano. Mahal pa rin at hindi naman nawawala iyon. Good luck na lang sa bagong relationship nyo. I pray for your success on your endeavors in life.
9) To the Supreme Being - thanks for creating me and everyone else. Sana magparamdam ka na nag-eexist ka talaga para magkaroon na lang ng iisang religion, pawiin mo na ang kalungkutan, pighati etc., ayokong magunaw ang mundo pero kailangan ng malaking pagbabago dito. Siya nawa.
10) To myself - wala akong masasabi dahil nagkwekwento ka naman dito sa blog. Alam mo na iyon sa sarili mo at hindi na kailangang magsalita pa. Ikaw gumagawa ng path sa buhay mo. Learn to appreciate everything. Smile always. Think positive. Have trust and faith. Someday.. somewhere - makikita mo rin ang hinahanap mo at liligaya ka rin!
09 things about yourself
1) I easily get irritated (iba ang angry dun, yung iba kasi iniisip na galit ako)
2) Hindi ako marunong lumangoy.
3) Peborit ko ang tokwa (yung malutong o bagong luto)
4) Called it pessimism pero mas inaalala ko ang negative effects bago man ito mangyari.
5) Adik ako sa video games mula bata pa, i could withstand hunger for more than 12 hours para lang maglaro.
6) Hindi ako tumitigil sa game hanggat hindi ko natatapos ang quest or nakukumpleto ang mga gamit.
7) Takot ako sa ipis, buti kung malinis eh.
8) Mahilig ako sa mga pusa. (pang 6th generation na ang pusa namin ngayon and ewan ko kung masusundan pa ito.)
9) Hindi ako sanay matulog na nakapatay ang ilaw at naka-on dapat ang fan.
08 ways to win your heart
1) Video gamer ka rin dapat.
2) Food na gusto ko.
3) Romantic.
4) Inaalala ako palagi.
5) Ipaglalaban ako kung kanino.
6) Mapatawa mo ako.
7) Salungatin mo ako, makipag debate ka sa isang issue.
8) Wag corny.
07 things that cross your mind a lot
1) Mga gagawin sa office
2) Kung Friday na ba?
3) Kung anung quest ang tatapusin ngayon sa Cabal Online
4) Kung mahahanap ko pa kaya ang taong para sa akin
5) Mga videogame quotes na nakaka-emo
6) Mga planong bilhin na appliances
7) Mga utang na dapat bayaran
06 things you do before you fall asleep
1) Maligo
2) Brush teh teeh
3) Ihanda mga gamit
4) Set ang alarm sa cellphone
5) Manood hanggang antukin
6) Magpantasya muna
05 people who mean a lot
1) Parents
2) Siblings
3) PS Boys
4) Mga tao na bayani sa kanilang paraan
5) Ibang mga tao na dumaan sa buhay ko
04 things you're wearing right now
1) Slacks
2) Company shirt
3) Socks
4) Shorts + Brief
03 songs that you listen to often (currently)
1) Will you wait for me - Kavana
2) When you say nothing at all - Ronan Keating
3) Spirit Dreams Inside - L'Arc-en-Ciel
02 things you want to do before you die
1) To serve my purpose and existence
2) To feel worthful to the people around me
01 confession
Magbasa ka ng blog kaya.
He Says
credits: Square-Enix, Thanks for such an epic game!!Cloud and Zack. Ending scene.
Zack: Live. You'll be my living legacy. My honor and dreams. I give them all to you.
Cloud: I'll be your living legacy.. Good night.. Thank you, Zack.
-Zack Fair (The soldier who dreams of becoming a Hero!), Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core
Same.Old.Weekend
- played Cabal Online - Lv.75 yay!, pwede na sa Lake in the Dusk
- planning to purchase "Golden Fortune Pig" at Cabal Cash Shop
- weekend Jogging - kaya lang umuulan yesterday kaya hindi natuloy
- anime marathon for Saturday and Sunday - D. Gray-Man
- sharing the ideas of putting up a "computer cafe" business
- still "zero" lovelife and walang ginagawa tungkol dito
- I don't know bakit emo ako sa office pero sa home hindi naman
- naawa sa sarili dahil parang "Stage 4" cancer na ang hair ko sa nipis
- planong palitan mga lumang gamit sa bahay
- after SSS loan, sa Pag-Ibig naman para malaki ang next loan
- creating more friends at the blogosphere
- it's time to change the blogger and friendster layout
- planning to purchase "Golden Fortune Pig" at Cabal Cash Shop
- weekend Jogging - kaya lang umuulan yesterday kaya hindi natuloy
- anime marathon for Saturday and Sunday - D. Gray-Man
- sharing the ideas of putting up a "computer cafe" business
- still "zero" lovelife and walang ginagawa tungkol dito
- I don't know bakit emo ako sa office pero sa home hindi naman
- naawa sa sarili dahil parang "Stage 4" cancer na ang hair ko sa nipis
- planong palitan mga lumang gamit sa bahay
- after SSS loan, sa Pag-Ibig naman para malaki ang next loan
- creating more friends at the blogosphere
- it's time to change the blogger and friendster layout
He Says
hahaha, hindi ko mapigilan ang pagtawa ko sa entry na ito ni Odinski. Bakit kaya ganun pag usapang sex talaga, marami ang natatawa, ano kayang dahilan kung bakit.
"When it rains it pours ika nga nila. Kapag ganitong walang tigil ang pagbuhos ng ulan ay walang tigil rin na nag-uumapaw ang kalibugan ng karamihan."
-Taglibog sa Tag-ulan, Odins' Red Riding Odin Hood
and another one commented..
"Pagkain lang pala katapat ng libog. I now need more food than I thought haha."
"When it rains it pours ika nga nila. Kapag ganitong walang tigil ang pagbuhos ng ulan ay walang tigil rin na nag-uumapaw ang kalibugan ng karamihan."
-Taglibog sa Tag-ulan, Odins' Red Riding Odin Hood
and another one commented..
"Pagkain lang pala katapat ng libog. I now need more food than I thought haha."
***
Nakaka-flatter talaga minsan na pinupuri ka ng supervisor mo sa initiaitive na ginagawa mo habang wala siya ng mga ilang araw..
'till we meet again pamangkin..
Although I'm not really his tito, iyon na ang tawagan namin dati ni Aaron (one of the first few bloggers i've met on the blogosphere); i don't know what happened and it must have been painful for you kung ano man nang nangyari with that "someone" pero i'm just hoping na wag mo na sana ituloy ang pag-alis sa blogosphere - kaunti na lang mga kagaya mo na from the heart talaga kung mag-kwento. This not a goodbye - pag Ok ka na please come back..
"It has been part of my being to be sentimental. It is also very important for me to maintain a sense of identity and it include my blog. However, it always take a lot of courage to overcome something, especially letting go.I've never been the kind of person who forgive and then forget. All incidences in my life created a mark in my heart. It is just sad that the bad ones are the one who created the greatest scars. It has always been painful for me to wake up in the morning and continue the battle of my life with the situation I have. Life has always been beautiful but I don't see it clear as it is because some memories of the past which I want to refer to as nightmares. They've never been any helpful for me to become a better person. Maybe it's about time now to let go of the past to be able to move on without any worries. I just feel sad that one of my decision is to permanently leave this blog and all the personally owned links connected to this blog. Yeah, it's a tough decision but it's final. However, I know it will be for the better. I will still blog but at this time, to a more private one. I decided to keep it private for the reason that I'm now forgiving and forgetting at the same time all those memories especially all those people who caused me pain and daily worries and i want to start anew. Til our paths cross again. Bye bye!"
-The End, Aarons' The Whereabouts
"It has been part of my being to be sentimental. It is also very important for me to maintain a sense of identity and it include my blog. However, it always take a lot of courage to overcome something, especially letting go.I've never been the kind of person who forgive and then forget. All incidences in my life created a mark in my heart. It is just sad that the bad ones are the one who created the greatest scars. It has always been painful for me to wake up in the morning and continue the battle of my life with the situation I have. Life has always been beautiful but I don't see it clear as it is because some memories of the past which I want to refer to as nightmares. They've never been any helpful for me to become a better person. Maybe it's about time now to let go of the past to be able to move on without any worries. I just feel sad that one of my decision is to permanently leave this blog and all the personally owned links connected to this blog. Yeah, it's a tough decision but it's final. However, I know it will be for the better. I will still blog but at this time, to a more private one. I decided to keep it private for the reason that I'm now forgiving and forgetting at the same time all those memories especially all those people who caused me pain and daily worries and i want to start anew. Til our paths cross again. Bye bye!"
-The End, Aarons' The Whereabouts
Maagang Biyahe
Reasons kung bakit maaga ako umaalis..
- Pawisin ako, bago pa sumikat ang araw at uminit makaalis na ako.
- Ayoko ng sobrang traffic lalo na pag rush hour na at 7am.
- Malamig ang biyahe pag madaling-araw.
- Para maagang makarating sa office, makapag-update sa cyberlife.
- Para tapusin mga hindi ko nagawang office work kinagabihan.
- Pawisin ako, bago pa sumikat ang araw at uminit makaalis na ako.
- Ayoko ng sobrang traffic lalo na pag rush hour na at 7am.
- Malamig ang biyahe pag madaling-araw.
- Para maagang makarating sa office, makapag-update sa cyberlife.
- Para tapusin mga hindi ko nagawang office work kinagabihan.
He Says
halaw mula sa entry ng aking blogmate na si Eben, pawang katotohanan ng buhay - na masakit pero kailangang tanggapin..
"Hindi lungkot o takot ang mahirap sa pag-iisa kundi ang pagtanggap na sa bilyon-bilyong tao sa mundo, wala man lang nakipaglaban upang makasama ka."
"Gamitin ang puso para alagaan ang taong malapit sayo. Gamitin ang utak para alagaan ang sarili mo."
"Parang elevator lang yan eh, bakit mo pagsisiksikan ung sarili mo kung walang pwesto para sayo. Eh meron naman hagdan, ayaw mo lang pansinin."
-Mga Dapat Tandaan Sa Pag-Ibig, Eben's Finding Eben
"Hindi lungkot o takot ang mahirap sa pag-iisa kundi ang pagtanggap na sa bilyon-bilyong tao sa mundo, wala man lang nakipaglaban upang makasama ka."
"Gamitin ang puso para alagaan ang taong malapit sayo. Gamitin ang utak para alagaan ang sarili mo."
"Parang elevator lang yan eh, bakit mo pagsisiksikan ung sarili mo kung walang pwesto para sayo. Eh meron naman hagdan, ayaw mo lang pansinin."
-Mga Dapat Tandaan Sa Pag-Ibig, Eben's Finding Eben
Dear Ex
i know your not into blogging and into the net; but this song is dedicated to you, kasi hanggang ngayon mahal pa rin kita, kahit masakit at mahirap mag move-on. You said a year ago thru a phonecall that your not closing your door to me and i just want to ask..
Will You Wait For Me
Kavana
I need to talk with you again,
why did you go away,
All our time together, just feels like yesterday,
I never thought I'd seen,
a single day without you,
the things we take for granted,we can sometimes lose.
And if I promise not to feel this pain,
Will I see you again,
will I see you again.
Cos time will pass me by, may be I'll never learn to smile,
But i know I will make it through,
if you wait for me.
(won't you wait for me.)
And all the tears I cry,
no matter how I try.
They will never bring you home to me,
won't you wait for me in heaven.
Do you remember how it was,
when we never seemed to care.
The days went by so quickly,
cos I thought you'd always be there.
It's hard to let you go,
though I know that I must try.
I feel like I've been cheated,
cos we never said goodbye.
And if I promise not to feel this pain,
Will I see you again.
Cos I miss you so,
and I need to know,
Will you wait for me.
Kavana
I need to talk with you again,
why did you go away,
All our time together, just feels like yesterday,
I never thought I'd seen,
a single day without you,
the things we take for granted,we can sometimes lose.
And if I promise not to feel this pain,
Will I see you again,
will I see you again.
Cos time will pass me by, may be I'll never learn to smile,
But i know I will make it through,
if you wait for me.
(won't you wait for me.)
And all the tears I cry,
no matter how I try.
They will never bring you home to me,
won't you wait for me in heaven.
Do you remember how it was,
when we never seemed to care.
The days went by so quickly,
cos I thought you'd always be there.
It's hard to let you go,
though I know that I must try.
I feel like I've been cheated,
cos we never said goodbye.
And if I promise not to feel this pain,
Will I see you again.
Cos I miss you so,
and I need to know,
Will you wait for me.
Ganito Ka ba?
Famous Lines....alin dito ang nagamit mo hehe!
1. Minamalat na naman ang puso ko..
*** Paano kasi, laging sinisigaw ang pangalan mo..
2. Ikaw ba may-ari ng Crayola??
*** Ikaw kasi nagbibigay ng kulay sa buhay ko..
3. Uy picture tayo!!
*** Para ma-develop tayo!!
4. Kung ikaw ay bola at ako ang player, mashushoot ba kita??
*** Hinde, para lagi kita mamimiss..
5. Can i take your picture??
*** 'Coz i want to show Santa exactly what i want for Christmas!!
6. Exam ka ba??
*** Gustong gusto na kasi kitang i-take home eh!!
7. Lecture mo ba ako??
*** Lab kasi kita..
8. Centrum ka ba??
*** Kasi you make my life complete!!
9. Miss pwede ba kita maging driver??
*** Para ikaw na magpapatakbo ng buhay ko..
10. Mahilig ka ba sa asukal??
*** Ang tamis kasi ng mga ngiti mo..
11. Pinaglihi ka ba sa keyboard??
*** Kasi type kita..
12. I hate to say this but... You are like my underwear..
*** 'Coz i can't last a day without you!!
13. Ibibili kita ng salbabida..
*** Kasi malulunod ka sa pagmamahal ko..
14. Pwede ba kitang maging sidecar??
*** Single kasi ako eh..
15.Me lisensya ka ba??
*** Coz you're driving me crazy eh..
16. May kilala ka bang gumagawa ng relo??
*** May sira ata relo ko.. Pag ikaw kasi kasama ko, humi*hinto ang oras ko..
17. I'm a bee..
*** Can you be my honey??
18. Am i a bad shooter??
*** Coz i keep on missing you..
19. Naniniwala ka ba sa love at first sight??
*** O gusto mong dumaan ulit ako??
20. Mabilis ka siguro sa mga puzzle noh??
*** Kasi kakasimula pa lang ng araw ko, pero nabuo mo na agad..
21. Excuse me.. Are you a dictionary??
*** Because you give meaning to my life..
22. Bangin ka ba??
*** Nahuhulog kasi ako sa'yo..
23. Pagod na pagod ka na noh??
*** Maghapon at magdamag kana kasing tumatakbo sa isipan ko eh..
24. Me butas ba puso mo??
*** Kasi natrap na ako sa loob, can't find my way out!!
25. Anung height mo??
*** Pano ka nagkasya sa loob ng puso ko..
26. Hey, did you fart??
*** Coz you blew me away!!
27. Sana "V" na lang ako..
*** Para i'm always right next to "U"
28. Nde tayo tao..Nde tayo hayop...BAGAY tayo...BAGAY tlga tayo...
29. Ako ay isang exam...kaya sagutin mo na ako...
30. Mag empake ka...sama ka sakin....punta tayo home for the aged......
*** Kasi i wanna grow old with you......
31. Alarm clock ka ba?
*** Kasi ginising mo ang natutulog kong puso.....
32. Alam mo bang parang 7-11 ang puso ko?......
*** Kasi 24 oras bukas para sayo.....
33. Nung mahalin kita.....daig ko pa ang na traffic sa edsa......
*** I can't move on....
34. Nakalunok ka ba ng kwitis?
*** Pag ngumiti ka kc...may spark....
35. "Pag ako gumawa ng planeta, gusto ko ikaw ang axis ko..
*** Para sayo lang iikot ang mundo ko.."
36. You look like someone I know
*** My next Girlfriend
37. Ako na magbabayad ng tuition fee mo!
*** Basta pag-aralan mo lang na mahalin ako.
38. Feeling ko mouse tayong dalawa...
*** You know, we just click.
39. Excuse me, tatanong ko lang kung didiretsuhin ko bang daan na 'to,
*** O may ibang shortcut sa puso mo?
40. May free time ka ba? Samahan mo naman ako sa psychiatrist. ..
*** Magdala daw kasi ako ng kinababaliwan ko.
1. Minamalat na naman ang puso ko..
*** Paano kasi, laging sinisigaw ang pangalan mo..
2. Ikaw ba may-ari ng Crayola??
*** Ikaw kasi nagbibigay ng kulay sa buhay ko..
3. Uy picture tayo!!
*** Para ma-develop tayo!!
4. Kung ikaw ay bola at ako ang player, mashushoot ba kita??
*** Hinde, para lagi kita mamimiss..
5. Can i take your picture??
*** 'Coz i want to show Santa exactly what i want for Christmas!!
6. Exam ka ba??
*** Gustong gusto na kasi kitang i-take home eh!!
7. Lecture mo ba ako??
*** Lab kasi kita..
8. Centrum ka ba??
*** Kasi you make my life complete!!
9. Miss pwede ba kita maging driver??
*** Para ikaw na magpapatakbo ng buhay ko..
10. Mahilig ka ba sa asukal??
*** Ang tamis kasi ng mga ngiti mo..
11. Pinaglihi ka ba sa keyboard??
*** Kasi type kita..
12. I hate to say this but... You are like my underwear..
*** 'Coz i can't last a day without you!!
13. Ibibili kita ng salbabida..
*** Kasi malulunod ka sa pagmamahal ko..
14. Pwede ba kitang maging sidecar??
*** Single kasi ako eh..
15.Me lisensya ka ba??
*** Coz you're driving me crazy eh..
16. May kilala ka bang gumagawa ng relo??
*** May sira ata relo ko.. Pag ikaw kasi kasama ko, humi*hinto ang oras ko..
17. I'm a bee..
*** Can you be my honey??
18. Am i a bad shooter??
*** Coz i keep on missing you..
19. Naniniwala ka ba sa love at first sight??
*** O gusto mong dumaan ulit ako??
20. Mabilis ka siguro sa mga puzzle noh??
*** Kasi kakasimula pa lang ng araw ko, pero nabuo mo na agad..
21. Excuse me.. Are you a dictionary??
*** Because you give meaning to my life..
22. Bangin ka ba??
*** Nahuhulog kasi ako sa'yo..
23. Pagod na pagod ka na noh??
*** Maghapon at magdamag kana kasing tumatakbo sa isipan ko eh..
24. Me butas ba puso mo??
*** Kasi natrap na ako sa loob, can't find my way out!!
25. Anung height mo??
*** Pano ka nagkasya sa loob ng puso ko..
26. Hey, did you fart??
*** Coz you blew me away!!
27. Sana "V" na lang ako..
*** Para i'm always right next to "U"
28. Nde tayo tao..Nde tayo hayop...BAGAY tayo...BAGAY tlga tayo...
29. Ako ay isang exam...kaya sagutin mo na ako...
30. Mag empake ka...sama ka sakin....punta tayo home for the aged......
*** Kasi i wanna grow old with you......
31. Alarm clock ka ba?
*** Kasi ginising mo ang natutulog kong puso.....
32. Alam mo bang parang 7-11 ang puso ko?......
*** Kasi 24 oras bukas para sayo.....
33. Nung mahalin kita.....daig ko pa ang na traffic sa edsa......
*** I can't move on....
34. Nakalunok ka ba ng kwitis?
*** Pag ngumiti ka kc...may spark....
35. "Pag ako gumawa ng planeta, gusto ko ikaw ang axis ko..
*** Para sayo lang iikot ang mundo ko.."
36. You look like someone I know
*** My next Girlfriend
37. Ako na magbabayad ng tuition fee mo!
*** Basta pag-aralan mo lang na mahalin ako.
38. Feeling ko mouse tayong dalawa...
*** You know, we just click.
39. Excuse me, tatanong ko lang kung didiretsuhin ko bang daan na 'to,
*** O may ibang shortcut sa puso mo?
40. May free time ka ba? Samahan mo naman ako sa psychiatrist. ..
*** Magdala daw kasi ako ng kinababaliwan ko.
Force Archer Guide
repost ko lang sa blog ko para hindi ko makalimutan.. Cabal Online is IMHO is the best game after World of Warcraft! (toinks! - blog ko 'to kaya walang pakialamanan!)
Force Archers or FA’s as most ppl call them, are basicly support characters cause all the buffs and heal they got, but they can also add some serious damage cause of the low casting time skill and decent damage they can do. Like the other quick guide, I’ll simply tell u what skills are worth having per rank and some tips on how to play a FA.
Novice: Get Power Shot and Fire Arrow to 9. Combo with Power Shot, Magic Arrow and Fire Arrow until u get Power Shot and Fire Arrow to 9, where u can combo with just 2 skills. Get regeneration aswell. Upgrade Skill: Vitality Mastery. Get Dash from sword skills aswell, but u can decide whether u do this early on or u wait til u got a certain magic rank. If will suggest to get to level 40+ to wear adept stuff so u dont waste too much time exping sword.
Apprentice: Get Repulsive Armor and max it to 20 ASAP, its your first final buff. Get Critical Shot and drop Power Shot. Combo with 3 skills until u get Critical Shot to 9 where u can combo with Critical Shot and Fire Arrow. If u plan to not combo much, u can get Precision to 20. Upgrade Skill: Reflex.
Regular: Get Explosion Shot, Fire Lance and Terra Lance and make them 9. Drop Magic Arrow and Fire Arrow. U can combo with Critical Shot(9) and Explosion Shot(9), or make them 12 and combo with 3 skills (use Fire/Terra Lance plus the other 2). Dont get Eagle Eye until u hit level 140 (Rank 15). Its a final buff but it cant stack with Vital Force (HP buff) so its better to leave it til u can stack both. U can also get Blind to 20 if u plan to do bosses. Upgrade Skill: Drop Reflex and get Defensive Sense.
Expert: Get Stone Cannon to 9 and Lower Defense. Lower Defense is a debuff great for PvP but u can get it to 9 if u dont have spare points. Eventually max it to 20. Lower Defense is also great for luring mobs cause it makes them agro. Some ppl like Poison Arrow cause it has Damage Over Time, but its kinda slow so its up to u. Upgrade Skill: Force Control.
A.Expert: This is where the fun starts. Get Shadow Shot, Mana Condense and Vital Force. Mana Condense and Vital Force are final buffs so u need them at 20. Drop Explosion Shot and replace it with Shadow Shot level 9 if u combo with 2 skills or level 12 if u combo with 3 skills. Get Sharpness to 20 if u plan to play more support. At lvl140, Sharpness stacks with Warrior and Bladers attack skills.
Master: Get Great Heal to 20. Dont get Vital Bless until u hit 140. Its a final buff but it cant stack with Vital Force (HP buff). Dont get Resist Intention until u hit 140 cause it cant stack with other more important buffs, besides its a PvP only skill. Upgrade Skill: Reflex or leave it blank til G.Master skills so u can buy 2 G.Master upgrades instead.
A.Master: Get Thrusting Arrow to 20.
G.Master: Get Gravity Distortion and make it 9. Get Art of Healing to 20. Upgrade Skill: U got many choices here. U can get Damage Absorb if mobs are hitting u too hard, Ruling Force if u need a damage boost, Sixth Sense if your Defense Rate is too low. I would go for Damage Absorb to make it safer. Later on u can buy them all but since u only have 5 upgrade slots, u need to choose just 1. If u left your Master slot free and got 2 free slots, u can get Damage Absorb plus Sixth Sense for safer PvE.
Completer: Get Shooting Star to 9 or 12 depending on your combo. Get Mass Heal to 20
Transcender: Get Art of Sniping to 20. Upgrade Skill: The last u didnt pick, I will go for Sixth Sense. U can also leave the slot free so u can buy Change Force skill to start skilling up sword with magic skills. Up to u.
By this time u should have these buffs and these magic attack skills:
Repulsive Armor lvl20
Eagle Eye lvl20 (only by lvl140+)
Mana Condense lvl20
Vital Force lvl20
Greater Heal lvl20
Mass Heal lvl20
Art of Healing lvl20
Art of Sniping lvl20
Thrusting Arrow lvl20
Resist Intention lvlX (only by lvl140+)
Vital Bless lvl9 (only by lvl140+)
Precision lvl20 (if u dont combo and u just spam skills)
Sharpness lvl20 (if u wanna play more support)
Lower Defense lvl20
Blind lvl20 (if u wanna help with bosses)
Critical Shot lvl20
Stone Cannon lvl18-20
Shadow Shot lvl20
Gravity Distortion lvl9
Shooting Star lvl9
Lightning Cannon lvl20 (if u do the stunlock combo)
Fire/Terra Lance lvl18-20 (if u use them)
Poison Arrow lvl18-20 (if u do the stunlock combo)
Upgrade Skills: Since u can only have 6, u have to pick from different upgrades. PvP wise, u want more defense and damage. PvE wise, u want more defense rate and defense.
PvE upgrades:Vitality MasteryForce Control or Defensive Sense (more dmg vs more defense)Force RulingDamage AbsorbReflexSixth Sense
PvP upgrades:Vitality MasteryForce ControlForce RulingDefensive SenseDamage AbsorbSixth Sense
Combos:
PvE Combo: Gravity Distortion(9) + Lightning Cannon(20) + Poison Arrow(20) + Shadow Shot(20) + Stone Cannon(20) (99% stunlock combo but breaks if G.Master has no room to cast)
PvE Combo2: Gravity Distortion(9) + Shooting Star (9 or 12) + Critical Shot (20) + Shadow Shot(20) + Lightining Cannon(20) (Stuns and doesnt break when G.Master has no room, but u get hit once)PvP Combo: Grativy Distortion(9) + Critical Shot(20) + Shadow Shot(20) + Poison Arrow(20)
Just keep in mind, that the lower the skill is in rank (apprentice, expert, etc.) the more it will be affected by high defense. For example Critical Shot does amazing damage, but u will find out that it does 10 damage to some high defense targets. For example Lake in Dusk final boss will receive no damage from critical shot and lances, while Cannons and other higher rank skills will hit for a lot more.
There’s a breaking point were the defense makes skill damage ridiculously LOW. If that happens in PvP or PvE, switch to higher ranked skills. U can pass that breaking point by boosting your Magic or by being higher in level aswell.: Get Power Shot and Fire Arrow to 9. Combo with Power Shot, Magic Arrow and Fire Arrow until u get Power Shot and Fire Arrow to 9, where u can combo with just 2 skills. Get regeneration aswell. Upgrade Skill: Vitality Mastery. Get Dash from sword skills aswell, but u can decide whether u do this early on or u wait til u got a certain magic rank. If will suggest to get to level 40+ to wear adept stuff so u dont waste too much time exping sword.
Force Archers or FA’s as most ppl call them, are basicly support characters cause all the buffs and heal they got, but they can also add some serious damage cause of the low casting time skill and decent damage they can do. Like the other quick guide, I’ll simply tell u what skills are worth having per rank and some tips on how to play a FA.
Novice: Get Power Shot and Fire Arrow to 9. Combo with Power Shot, Magic Arrow and Fire Arrow until u get Power Shot and Fire Arrow to 9, where u can combo with just 2 skills. Get regeneration aswell. Upgrade Skill: Vitality Mastery. Get Dash from sword skills aswell, but u can decide whether u do this early on or u wait til u got a certain magic rank. If will suggest to get to level 40+ to wear adept stuff so u dont waste too much time exping sword.
Apprentice: Get Repulsive Armor and max it to 20 ASAP, its your first final buff. Get Critical Shot and drop Power Shot. Combo with 3 skills until u get Critical Shot to 9 where u can combo with Critical Shot and Fire Arrow. If u plan to not combo much, u can get Precision to 20. Upgrade Skill: Reflex.
Regular: Get Explosion Shot, Fire Lance and Terra Lance and make them 9. Drop Magic Arrow and Fire Arrow. U can combo with Critical Shot(9) and Explosion Shot(9), or make them 12 and combo with 3 skills (use Fire/Terra Lance plus the other 2). Dont get Eagle Eye until u hit level 140 (Rank 15). Its a final buff but it cant stack with Vital Force (HP buff) so its better to leave it til u can stack both. U can also get Blind to 20 if u plan to do bosses. Upgrade Skill: Drop Reflex and get Defensive Sense.
Expert: Get Stone Cannon to 9 and Lower Defense. Lower Defense is a debuff great for PvP but u can get it to 9 if u dont have spare points. Eventually max it to 20. Lower Defense is also great for luring mobs cause it makes them agro. Some ppl like Poison Arrow cause it has Damage Over Time, but its kinda slow so its up to u. Upgrade Skill: Force Control.
A.Expert: This is where the fun starts. Get Shadow Shot, Mana Condense and Vital Force. Mana Condense and Vital Force are final buffs so u need them at 20. Drop Explosion Shot and replace it with Shadow Shot level 9 if u combo with 2 skills or level 12 if u combo with 3 skills. Get Sharpness to 20 if u plan to play more support. At lvl140, Sharpness stacks with Warrior and Bladers attack skills.
Master: Get Great Heal to 20. Dont get Vital Bless until u hit 140. Its a final buff but it cant stack with Vital Force (HP buff). Dont get Resist Intention until u hit 140 cause it cant stack with other more important buffs, besides its a PvP only skill. Upgrade Skill: Reflex or leave it blank til G.Master skills so u can buy 2 G.Master upgrades instead.
A.Master: Get Thrusting Arrow to 20.
G.Master: Get Gravity Distortion and make it 9. Get Art of Healing to 20. Upgrade Skill: U got many choices here. U can get Damage Absorb if mobs are hitting u too hard, Ruling Force if u need a damage boost, Sixth Sense if your Defense Rate is too low. I would go for Damage Absorb to make it safer. Later on u can buy them all but since u only have 5 upgrade slots, u need to choose just 1. If u left your Master slot free and got 2 free slots, u can get Damage Absorb plus Sixth Sense for safer PvE.
Completer: Get Shooting Star to 9 or 12 depending on your combo. Get Mass Heal to 20
Transcender: Get Art of Sniping to 20. Upgrade Skill: The last u didnt pick, I will go for Sixth Sense. U can also leave the slot free so u can buy Change Force skill to start skilling up sword with magic skills. Up to u.
By this time u should have these buffs and these magic attack skills:
Repulsive Armor lvl20
Eagle Eye lvl20 (only by lvl140+)
Mana Condense lvl20
Vital Force lvl20
Greater Heal lvl20
Mass Heal lvl20
Art of Healing lvl20
Art of Sniping lvl20
Thrusting Arrow lvl20
Resist Intention lvlX (only by lvl140+)
Vital Bless lvl9 (only by lvl140+)
Precision lvl20 (if u dont combo and u just spam skills)
Sharpness lvl20 (if u wanna play more support)
Lower Defense lvl20
Blind lvl20 (if u wanna help with bosses)
Critical Shot lvl20
Stone Cannon lvl18-20
Shadow Shot lvl20
Gravity Distortion lvl9
Shooting Star lvl9
Lightning Cannon lvl20 (if u do the stunlock combo)
Fire/Terra Lance lvl18-20 (if u use them)
Poison Arrow lvl18-20 (if u do the stunlock combo)
Upgrade Skills: Since u can only have 6, u have to pick from different upgrades. PvP wise, u want more defense and damage. PvE wise, u want more defense rate and defense.
PvE upgrades:Vitality MasteryForce Control or Defensive Sense (more dmg vs more defense)Force RulingDamage AbsorbReflexSixth Sense
PvP upgrades:Vitality MasteryForce ControlForce RulingDefensive SenseDamage AbsorbSixth Sense
Combos:
PvE Combo: Gravity Distortion(9) + Lightning Cannon(20) + Poison Arrow(20) + Shadow Shot(20) + Stone Cannon(20) (99% stunlock combo but breaks if G.Master has no room to cast)
PvE Combo2: Gravity Distortion(9) + Shooting Star (9 or 12) + Critical Shot (20) + Shadow Shot(20) + Lightining Cannon(20) (Stuns and doesnt break when G.Master has no room, but u get hit once)PvP Combo: Grativy Distortion(9) + Critical Shot(20) + Shadow Shot(20) + Poison Arrow(20)
Just keep in mind, that the lower the skill is in rank (apprentice, expert, etc.) the more it will be affected by high defense. For example Critical Shot does amazing damage, but u will find out that it does 10 damage to some high defense targets. For example Lake in Dusk final boss will receive no damage from critical shot and lances, while Cannons and other higher rank skills will hit for a lot more.
There’s a breaking point were the defense makes skill damage ridiculously LOW. If that happens in PvP or PvE, switch to higher ranked skills. U can pass that breaking point by boosting your Magic or by being higher in level aswell.: Get Power Shot and Fire Arrow to 9. Combo with Power Shot, Magic Arrow and Fire Arrow until u get Power Shot and Fire Arrow to 9, where u can combo with just 2 skills. Get regeneration aswell. Upgrade Skill: Vitality Mastery. Get Dash from sword skills aswell, but u can decide whether u do this early on or u wait til u got a certain magic rank. If will suggest to get to level 40+ to wear adept stuff so u dont waste too much time exping sword.
Cheesy naman
grr.. si Mugen talaga, although were not that close, i've been his follower (sa blog) for months right now - reading his blog and minsan nadadala ako sa mga entries niya up to the point na nagiging emotero na ako. Let me just share a part of his conversation with an "acquaintance". Kinikilig na naman ako. Iniisip ko kasi na ako nagsasabi. (assuming and expecting ka na naman - bad for your heart!)
"I'm looking for someone younger but can think more mature for his age."
"I'm looking for someone older and can think more mature than me."
"I'm not getting younger and I hope to find someone who'd be willing to grow old with me."
"I'm 27 and I think I'm not getting younger as well. That's why when I found what makes your heart beat, I decided to stick with you up to now."
"I think I love you na..."
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.
.
"I'm yours."
"I'm looking for someone younger but can think more mature for his age."
"I'm looking for someone older and can think more mature than me."
"I'm not getting younger and I hope to find someone who'd be willing to grow old with me."
"I'm 27 and I think I'm not getting younger as well. That's why when I found what makes your heart beat, I decided to stick with you up to now."
"I think I love you na..."
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"I'm yours."
He Says
"I'll tell you why. You're afraid. You're afraid that you will never find any happiness other than the one you have now, which stops you from making risks."
-Ascendance to Emancipation, Mugens' Pulsar
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