sayang Carl at medyo late na kitang nakilala - pareho lang tayo ng intention kung bakit i'm into blogging - to share my personal life to other people, kakainggit sila kasi nakilala mo sila. I wish i have still time to know more of you..
"When I decided to blog, my real intention was to meet friends, virtual or otherwise: share opinions, have a good laugh at each other's posts, hang out once in a while, just like when I first started blogging in my early college days.
.. In almost a year of re-blogging, I've met great people. Friendly people. Wonderful people. Reading their blogs made them part of my life, my life beyond the chaotic outside world which I (and perhaps, they, too) meant to escape from. And there they were. There we were. Enjoying every bit of our funny, bizarre, hurtful, happy, and fleeting everyday existence. We've become friends, one way or another. Many may not notice but I watch friends closely. I offer help in any way I can.
.. Friends are very important to me. I trust them so much so fast that I create a space for them in my life without asking if they are going to stay. If one of them leaves, that space I allotted stays empty forever. It kills me seeing that space. I am so vulnerable when it comes to friends because I have lost a friend many times. And many spaces in my life stay empty. I am now so empty. I am very defenseless when it comes to friends because I’d give, willingly, all for you."
-It's Time to Leave, Carl's Nandito Lang Ako (dahil ang magkaibigan.. hindi nag-iiwanan)
DST na naman
Dahil November na at implemented na naman ang Daylight Saving Time sa US/Canada; mapipilitan na naman kaming mag-adjust ng isang oras ang lahat nang nasa Manila site. Kaasar kasi ang init kaya ng 11am, yung mga may gusto kasi usually 1-ride lang sila at naka-aircon pa. Eh kaming mga malalayo na sumasakay ng MRT at jeep ang nahihirapan dahil mainit at pawis pa sa paglalakad papasok sa office. Pero sabi naman sa amin ng sup namin hindi naman magtatagal ang shift ng cust care and in a couple of months eh mababalik kahit 1hr ulit pag wala nang naka-occupy sa mga seats. Sana nga hindi na magtagal dahil sa idea pa lang na ganun oras ayoko na talaga.
Webwatch - Climate Time Machine
Snapshot of NASA's Climate Time Machine which shows the increasing trend of "alarming" average global temperature for the past decades. (credits: http://climate.jpl.nasa.gov/)Hit na Hit
Since June 2006 - Teh Other side of [Jin] already got..
Salamat po sa patuloy na pagtangkilik sa aking personal na blog at mananatili itong "ad-free" dahil sa aking paniniwala na ang tunay na layunin ng blog ay pang-personal at pakikipag-komunikasyon sa ibang tao sa blogosphere - hindi upang pagkakitaan na naiiba ang motibo sa paggawa nito. More blog entries to come!! ^^;
25,000+ hits!!
Salamat po sa patuloy na pagtangkilik sa aking personal na blog at mananatili itong "ad-free" dahil sa aking paniniwala na ang tunay na layunin ng blog ay pang-personal at pakikipag-komunikasyon sa ibang tao sa blogosphere - hindi upang pagkakitaan na naiiba ang motibo sa paggawa nito. More blog entries to come!! ^^;
Falling Oil, Rising Fare Rollback
Crude Oil (petroleum); Dubai Fateh Monthly Price, 5 year chart - indexmundi.com
Kaninang umaga nag rollback na ng Php2/liter ang mga oil players sa bansa and sa may amin ang Seaoil diesel price was pegged at Php 41+/liter na lang. Kaunti na lang at babagsak na siya sa Php39 and kagaya nga ng sinabi ng mga transport groups pag umabot sa ganung range - handa nilang ibalik sa Php 7.50 ang minimum fare and just looking at the chart above for the Dubai Crude which we import - there is a higher possibility na mangyayari nga ito siguro by early December. Kahit papano pampalubag-loob sa nagdarahop na mamamayang Pinoy. Wag naman sana patagalin pa ang rollback kagaya ng ginagawa ng"Big 3" kung saan "nalulugi" daw sila, ano pa kaya ang idadahilan nila next time - puro "tubo" na lang iniisip niyo. Isipin nyo naman ang kapakanan ng nakararami.
He Says
"... I told myself I gotta have you. I just knew right then that I wanted you. I dunno why and it doesn’t matter.
...it’s the things that we don’t know that keep us going — the future, Heaven, God. The Uncertain is the foundation of faith. And I have faith in myself that I will do anything to not lose you. Even though I can’t give you a reason."
-Awkward, Yoshke.com
...it’s the things that we don’t know that keep us going — the future, Heaven, God. The Uncertain is the foundation of faith. And I have faith in myself that I will do anything to not lose you. Even though I can’t give you a reason."
-Awkward, Yoshke.com
Mauntog na sana
Dear K,Alam ko, religiously mong binabasa ang blog ko. Alam ko rin ang problema mo ngayon kay N. Binibigyan naman kita ng advice thru comment sa blog mo. Hindi ko talaga maintindihan kung bakit ayaw mo pa rin siyang bitawan. Ano bang meron siya na alam mo nang taken for granted ka na nga - sige Ok lang sa iyo at iniisip mo na magbabago siya. Actually hindi ko talaga alam or I have no idea kung anung nangyayari sa inyo dahil ayaw niyo namang magsalita, maski sa text umiiwas kayo. Wala rin akong karapatan makialam sa inyo. Pero naaawa ako sa iyo dahil ikaw ang nahihirapan. Ikaw ang nagsa-sacrifice para tumagal pa kayo. Kailan ka pa mauuntog sa katotohanan. Hanggang kailan mo pahihirapan ang sarili mo? Bahala ka na, buhay mo naman iyan. Ayaw mo namang mag-usap tayo nang personal. Sana nga gumising ka.. na ayos na ang lahat at finally ang mga inaasam mo sa buhay. Pasensya na.. at umabot pa sa ganito na kailangan ko pang gumawa ng entry tungkol dito.
Less Rain More Harm
Kagabi sabay kami ni Garry na umuwi. Gusto ko sana makarating sa amin before 9am dahil sobrang pagod sa work kaya gusto ko na makatulog nang maaga. Umaambon nang kaunti pero mula Ayala kita mo na ang haba ng mga taong nag-aantay para makasakay nang bus. Instead kasi na pumila kami sa MRT-Ayala, nag bus na kami to MRT-Buendia para iwasan ang sobrang "box-office" na pila, ewan ko ba bakit hindi nila ginagawaan ng paraan ito may ilang space naman sa left side para dagdagan ang lane pero hindi nila ginagawa, mga inutil.
Mga past 7am ako nakarating sa MRT-Quezon Ave; 45 mins earlier than usual. Akala ko pa naman makakauwi ako nang maaga. Dahil sa pesteng ambon at kaunting pag-ulan na yan, "heavy traffic" na naman as usual, 3rd time ko na itong naranasan since working at Makati CBD. Buti na lang kamo at maaga pa kaya hindi pa ganun kadami ang tao na nagaabang ng masasakyan. After a couple of minutes - finally, nakasakay na rin ako. Ang bango nang nakatabi ko pero hindi ko siya tinitingnan, kahit papano nawala ang pagod ko. Pag-uwi sa haus - as usual again nasa baba pa rin sila at nanonood - gusto ko sana kahit kaunti makapanood ng anime pero andyan sila sa baba. Sinabi kong umakyat na sila pero ayaw pa rin - hindi na ako umimik at maagang nakatulog na lang.
Mga past 7am ako nakarating sa MRT-Quezon Ave; 45 mins earlier than usual. Akala ko pa naman makakauwi ako nang maaga. Dahil sa pesteng ambon at kaunting pag-ulan na yan, "heavy traffic" na naman as usual, 3rd time ko na itong naranasan since working at Makati CBD. Buti na lang kamo at maaga pa kaya hindi pa ganun kadami ang tao na nagaabang ng masasakyan. After a couple of minutes - finally, nakasakay na rin ako. Ang bango nang nakatabi ko pero hindi ko siya tinitingnan, kahit papano nawala ang pagod ko. Pag-uwi sa haus - as usual again nasa baba pa rin sila at nanonood - gusto ko sana kahit kaunti makapanood ng anime pero andyan sila sa baba. Sinabi kong umakyat na sila pero ayaw pa rin - hindi na ako umimik at maagang nakatulog na lang.
Countdown Meme!
Mula kay Camie aka Pandesal. Countdown meme!
10 things you wish you could say to ten different people right now
1)To my Parents - thanks for the years you've taught me on how to live and love.
2) To my siblings - study hard and wag nyong sayangin pinaghihirapan namin.
3) To my best friend Angelo - thank you for over 15 years of friendship - i'm just a text away whenever you need me, biro mo mula elementary friends na tayo - good luck sa buhay at sa mga pangarap, ika ni Mana - keep on walking!
4) To the PS boys (Angelo, Rene, Factor, Abundio etc.) - salamat nga pala sa lahat - sa ilang taon na pagsasama natin at kung saan lahat nagsimula ang lahat - Playstation!, play like there's no tomorrow!
5) To my old classmates - lalo na nung elementary, sana matuloy na ang reunion natin, miss you guys, ano na kaya itsura nyo?, sino ang may asawa? sino ang walang lovelife (ouch!)
6) To former teachers/instructors - salamat po sa pagtuturo sa amin nung bata pa kami hanggang sa pag-graduate sa college - kayo na ang aming naging pangalawang magulang. Utang namin sa inyo kung nasan kami ngayon.
7) To my online buddies/friends - salamat at kahit hindi ko kapiling kayo o kalapit man lang - kahit sa Internet lang - salamat sa pagbibigay buhay sa katauhan ni Jinjiruks - dahil sa inyo, naipahayag ng inyong lingkod ang kanyang saloobin - mga hindi masabi nang harapan, dito dinadaan. Mga problema at saya - napagsasaluhan natin.
8) To my ex's - thank you for teaching me how to become strong and know kelan ibibigay ang puso at paganahin ang isip. Wala nang hard feelings - nakapag-move on na kahit papano. Mahal pa rin at hindi naman nawawala iyon. Good luck na lang sa bagong relationship nyo. I pray for your success on your endeavors in life.
9) To the Supreme Being - thanks for creating me and everyone else. Sana magparamdam ka na nag-eexist ka talaga para magkaroon na lang ng iisang religion, pawiin mo na ang kalungkutan, pighati etc., ayokong magunaw ang mundo pero kailangan ng malaking pagbabago dito. Siya nawa.
10) To myself - wala akong masasabi dahil nagkwekwento ka naman dito sa blog. Alam mo na iyon sa sarili mo at hindi na kailangang magsalita pa. Ikaw gumagawa ng path sa buhay mo. Learn to appreciate everything. Smile always. Think positive. Have trust and faith. Someday.. somewhere - makikita mo rin ang hinahanap mo at liligaya ka rin!
09 things about yourself
1) I easily get irritated (iba ang angry dun, yung iba kasi iniisip na galit ako)
2) Hindi ako marunong lumangoy.
3) Peborit ko ang tokwa (yung malutong o bagong luto)
4) Called it pessimism pero mas inaalala ko ang negative effects bago man ito mangyari.
5) Adik ako sa video games mula bata pa, i could withstand hunger for more than 12 hours para lang maglaro.
6) Hindi ako tumitigil sa game hanggat hindi ko natatapos ang quest or nakukumpleto ang mga gamit.
7) Takot ako sa ipis, buti kung malinis eh.
8) Mahilig ako sa mga pusa. (pang 6th generation na ang pusa namin ngayon and ewan ko kung masusundan pa ito.)
9) Hindi ako sanay matulog na nakapatay ang ilaw at naka-on dapat ang fan.
08 ways to win your heart
1) Video gamer ka rin dapat.
2) Food na gusto ko.
3) Romantic.
4) Inaalala ako palagi.
5) Ipaglalaban ako kung kanino.
6) Mapatawa mo ako.
7) Salungatin mo ako, makipag debate ka sa isang issue.
8) Wag corny.
07 things that cross your mind a lot
1) Mga gagawin sa office
2) Kung Friday na ba?
3) Kung anung quest ang tatapusin ngayon sa Cabal Online
4) Kung mahahanap ko pa kaya ang taong para sa akin
5) Mga videogame quotes na nakaka-emo
6) Mga planong bilhin na appliances
7) Mga utang na dapat bayaran
06 things you do before you fall asleep
1) Maligo
2) Brush teh teeh
3) Ihanda mga gamit
4) Set ang alarm sa cellphone
5) Manood hanggang antukin
6) Magpantasya muna
05 people who mean a lot
1) Parents
2) Siblings
3) PS Boys
4) Mga tao na bayani sa kanilang paraan
5) Ibang mga tao na dumaan sa buhay ko
04 things you're wearing right now
1) Slacks
2) Company shirt
3) Socks
4) Shorts + Brief
03 songs that you listen to often (currently)
1) Will you wait for me - Kavana
2) When you say nothing at all - Ronan Keating
3) Spirit Dreams Inside - L'Arc-en-Ciel
02 things you want to do before you die
1) To serve my purpose and existence
2) To feel worthful to the people around me
01 confession
Magbasa ka ng blog kaya.
10 things you wish you could say to ten different people right now
1)To my Parents - thanks for the years you've taught me on how to live and love.
2) To my siblings - study hard and wag nyong sayangin pinaghihirapan namin.
3) To my best friend Angelo - thank you for over 15 years of friendship - i'm just a text away whenever you need me, biro mo mula elementary friends na tayo - good luck sa buhay at sa mga pangarap, ika ni Mana - keep on walking!
4) To the PS boys (Angelo, Rene, Factor, Abundio etc.) - salamat nga pala sa lahat - sa ilang taon na pagsasama natin at kung saan lahat nagsimula ang lahat - Playstation!, play like there's no tomorrow!
5) To my old classmates - lalo na nung elementary, sana matuloy na ang reunion natin, miss you guys, ano na kaya itsura nyo?, sino ang may asawa? sino ang walang lovelife (ouch!)
6) To former teachers/instructors - salamat po sa pagtuturo sa amin nung bata pa kami hanggang sa pag-graduate sa college - kayo na ang aming naging pangalawang magulang. Utang namin sa inyo kung nasan kami ngayon.
7) To my online buddies/friends - salamat at kahit hindi ko kapiling kayo o kalapit man lang - kahit sa Internet lang - salamat sa pagbibigay buhay sa katauhan ni Jinjiruks - dahil sa inyo, naipahayag ng inyong lingkod ang kanyang saloobin - mga hindi masabi nang harapan, dito dinadaan. Mga problema at saya - napagsasaluhan natin.
8) To my ex's - thank you for teaching me how to become strong and know kelan ibibigay ang puso at paganahin ang isip. Wala nang hard feelings - nakapag-move on na kahit papano. Mahal pa rin at hindi naman nawawala iyon. Good luck na lang sa bagong relationship nyo. I pray for your success on your endeavors in life.
9) To the Supreme Being - thanks for creating me and everyone else. Sana magparamdam ka na nag-eexist ka talaga para magkaroon na lang ng iisang religion, pawiin mo na ang kalungkutan, pighati etc., ayokong magunaw ang mundo pero kailangan ng malaking pagbabago dito. Siya nawa.
10) To myself - wala akong masasabi dahil nagkwekwento ka naman dito sa blog. Alam mo na iyon sa sarili mo at hindi na kailangang magsalita pa. Ikaw gumagawa ng path sa buhay mo. Learn to appreciate everything. Smile always. Think positive. Have trust and faith. Someday.. somewhere - makikita mo rin ang hinahanap mo at liligaya ka rin!
09 things about yourself
1) I easily get irritated (iba ang angry dun, yung iba kasi iniisip na galit ako)
2) Hindi ako marunong lumangoy.
3) Peborit ko ang tokwa (yung malutong o bagong luto)
4) Called it pessimism pero mas inaalala ko ang negative effects bago man ito mangyari.
5) Adik ako sa video games mula bata pa, i could withstand hunger for more than 12 hours para lang maglaro.
6) Hindi ako tumitigil sa game hanggat hindi ko natatapos ang quest or nakukumpleto ang mga gamit.
7) Takot ako sa ipis, buti kung malinis eh.
8) Mahilig ako sa mga pusa. (pang 6th generation na ang pusa namin ngayon and ewan ko kung masusundan pa ito.)
9) Hindi ako sanay matulog na nakapatay ang ilaw at naka-on dapat ang fan.
08 ways to win your heart
1) Video gamer ka rin dapat.
2) Food na gusto ko.
3) Romantic.
4) Inaalala ako palagi.
5) Ipaglalaban ako kung kanino.
6) Mapatawa mo ako.
7) Salungatin mo ako, makipag debate ka sa isang issue.
8) Wag corny.
07 things that cross your mind a lot
1) Mga gagawin sa office
2) Kung Friday na ba?
3) Kung anung quest ang tatapusin ngayon sa Cabal Online
4) Kung mahahanap ko pa kaya ang taong para sa akin
5) Mga videogame quotes na nakaka-emo
6) Mga planong bilhin na appliances
7) Mga utang na dapat bayaran
06 things you do before you fall asleep
1) Maligo
2) Brush teh teeh
3) Ihanda mga gamit
4) Set ang alarm sa cellphone
5) Manood hanggang antukin
6) Magpantasya muna
05 people who mean a lot
1) Parents
2) Siblings
3) PS Boys
4) Mga tao na bayani sa kanilang paraan
5) Ibang mga tao na dumaan sa buhay ko
04 things you're wearing right now
1) Slacks
2) Company shirt
3) Socks
4) Shorts + Brief
03 songs that you listen to often (currently)
1) Will you wait for me - Kavana
2) When you say nothing at all - Ronan Keating
3) Spirit Dreams Inside - L'Arc-en-Ciel
02 things you want to do before you die
1) To serve my purpose and existence
2) To feel worthful to the people around me
01 confession
Magbasa ka ng blog kaya.
He Says
credits: Square-Enix, Thanks for such an epic game!!Cloud and Zack. Ending scene.
Zack: Live. You'll be my living legacy. My honor and dreams. I give them all to you.
Cloud: I'll be your living legacy.. Good night.. Thank you, Zack.
-Zack Fair (The soldier who dreams of becoming a Hero!), Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core
Same.Old.Weekend
- played Cabal Online - Lv.75 yay!, pwede na sa Lake in the Dusk
- planning to purchase "Golden Fortune Pig" at Cabal Cash Shop
- weekend Jogging - kaya lang umuulan yesterday kaya hindi natuloy
- anime marathon for Saturday and Sunday - D. Gray-Man
- sharing the ideas of putting up a "computer cafe" business
- still "zero" lovelife and walang ginagawa tungkol dito
- I don't know bakit emo ako sa office pero sa home hindi naman
- naawa sa sarili dahil parang "Stage 4" cancer na ang hair ko sa nipis
- planong palitan mga lumang gamit sa bahay
- after SSS loan, sa Pag-Ibig naman para malaki ang next loan
- creating more friends at the blogosphere
- it's time to change the blogger and friendster layout
- planning to purchase "Golden Fortune Pig" at Cabal Cash Shop
- weekend Jogging - kaya lang umuulan yesterday kaya hindi natuloy
- anime marathon for Saturday and Sunday - D. Gray-Man
- sharing the ideas of putting up a "computer cafe" business
- still "zero" lovelife and walang ginagawa tungkol dito
- I don't know bakit emo ako sa office pero sa home hindi naman
- naawa sa sarili dahil parang "Stage 4" cancer na ang hair ko sa nipis
- planong palitan mga lumang gamit sa bahay
- after SSS loan, sa Pag-Ibig naman para malaki ang next loan
- creating more friends at the blogosphere
- it's time to change the blogger and friendster layout
He Says
hahaha, hindi ko mapigilan ang pagtawa ko sa entry na ito ni Odinski. Bakit kaya ganun pag usapang sex talaga, marami ang natatawa, ano kayang dahilan kung bakit.
"When it rains it pours ika nga nila. Kapag ganitong walang tigil ang pagbuhos ng ulan ay walang tigil rin na nag-uumapaw ang kalibugan ng karamihan."
-Taglibog sa Tag-ulan, Odins' Red Riding Odin Hood
and another one commented..
"Pagkain lang pala katapat ng libog. I now need more food than I thought haha."
"When it rains it pours ika nga nila. Kapag ganitong walang tigil ang pagbuhos ng ulan ay walang tigil rin na nag-uumapaw ang kalibugan ng karamihan."
-Taglibog sa Tag-ulan, Odins' Red Riding Odin Hood
and another one commented..
"Pagkain lang pala katapat ng libog. I now need more food than I thought haha."
***
Nakaka-flatter talaga minsan na pinupuri ka ng supervisor mo sa initiaitive na ginagawa mo habang wala siya ng mga ilang araw..
'till we meet again pamangkin..
Although I'm not really his tito, iyon na ang tawagan namin dati ni Aaron (one of the first few bloggers i've met on the blogosphere); i don't know what happened and it must have been painful for you kung ano man nang nangyari with that "someone" pero i'm just hoping na wag mo na sana ituloy ang pag-alis sa blogosphere - kaunti na lang mga kagaya mo na from the heart talaga kung mag-kwento. This not a goodbye - pag Ok ka na please come back..
"It has been part of my being to be sentimental. It is also very important for me to maintain a sense of identity and it include my blog. However, it always take a lot of courage to overcome something, especially letting go.I've never been the kind of person who forgive and then forget. All incidences in my life created a mark in my heart. It is just sad that the bad ones are the one who created the greatest scars. It has always been painful for me to wake up in the morning and continue the battle of my life with the situation I have. Life has always been beautiful but I don't see it clear as it is because some memories of the past which I want to refer to as nightmares. They've never been any helpful for me to become a better person. Maybe it's about time now to let go of the past to be able to move on without any worries. I just feel sad that one of my decision is to permanently leave this blog and all the personally owned links connected to this blog. Yeah, it's a tough decision but it's final. However, I know it will be for the better. I will still blog but at this time, to a more private one. I decided to keep it private for the reason that I'm now forgiving and forgetting at the same time all those memories especially all those people who caused me pain and daily worries and i want to start anew. Til our paths cross again. Bye bye!"
-The End, Aarons' The Whereabouts
"It has been part of my being to be sentimental. It is also very important for me to maintain a sense of identity and it include my blog. However, it always take a lot of courage to overcome something, especially letting go.I've never been the kind of person who forgive and then forget. All incidences in my life created a mark in my heart. It is just sad that the bad ones are the one who created the greatest scars. It has always been painful for me to wake up in the morning and continue the battle of my life with the situation I have. Life has always been beautiful but I don't see it clear as it is because some memories of the past which I want to refer to as nightmares. They've never been any helpful for me to become a better person. Maybe it's about time now to let go of the past to be able to move on without any worries. I just feel sad that one of my decision is to permanently leave this blog and all the personally owned links connected to this blog. Yeah, it's a tough decision but it's final. However, I know it will be for the better. I will still blog but at this time, to a more private one. I decided to keep it private for the reason that I'm now forgiving and forgetting at the same time all those memories especially all those people who caused me pain and daily worries and i want to start anew. Til our paths cross again. Bye bye!"
-The End, Aarons' The Whereabouts
Maagang Biyahe
Reasons kung bakit maaga ako umaalis..
- Pawisin ako, bago pa sumikat ang araw at uminit makaalis na ako.
- Ayoko ng sobrang traffic lalo na pag rush hour na at 7am.
- Malamig ang biyahe pag madaling-araw.
- Para maagang makarating sa office, makapag-update sa cyberlife.
- Para tapusin mga hindi ko nagawang office work kinagabihan.
- Pawisin ako, bago pa sumikat ang araw at uminit makaalis na ako.
- Ayoko ng sobrang traffic lalo na pag rush hour na at 7am.
- Malamig ang biyahe pag madaling-araw.
- Para maagang makarating sa office, makapag-update sa cyberlife.
- Para tapusin mga hindi ko nagawang office work kinagabihan.
He Says
halaw mula sa entry ng aking blogmate na si Eben, pawang katotohanan ng buhay - na masakit pero kailangang tanggapin..
"Hindi lungkot o takot ang mahirap sa pag-iisa kundi ang pagtanggap na sa bilyon-bilyong tao sa mundo, wala man lang nakipaglaban upang makasama ka."
"Gamitin ang puso para alagaan ang taong malapit sayo. Gamitin ang utak para alagaan ang sarili mo."
"Parang elevator lang yan eh, bakit mo pagsisiksikan ung sarili mo kung walang pwesto para sayo. Eh meron naman hagdan, ayaw mo lang pansinin."
-Mga Dapat Tandaan Sa Pag-Ibig, Eben's Finding Eben
"Hindi lungkot o takot ang mahirap sa pag-iisa kundi ang pagtanggap na sa bilyon-bilyong tao sa mundo, wala man lang nakipaglaban upang makasama ka."
"Gamitin ang puso para alagaan ang taong malapit sayo. Gamitin ang utak para alagaan ang sarili mo."
"Parang elevator lang yan eh, bakit mo pagsisiksikan ung sarili mo kung walang pwesto para sayo. Eh meron naman hagdan, ayaw mo lang pansinin."
-Mga Dapat Tandaan Sa Pag-Ibig, Eben's Finding Eben
Dear Ex
i know your not into blogging and into the net; but this song is dedicated to you, kasi hanggang ngayon mahal pa rin kita, kahit masakit at mahirap mag move-on. You said a year ago thru a phonecall that your not closing your door to me and i just want to ask..
Will You Wait For Me
Kavana
I need to talk with you again,
why did you go away,
All our time together, just feels like yesterday,
I never thought I'd seen,
a single day without you,
the things we take for granted,we can sometimes lose.
And if I promise not to feel this pain,
Will I see you again,
will I see you again.
Cos time will pass me by, may be I'll never learn to smile,
But i know I will make it through,
if you wait for me.
(won't you wait for me.)
And all the tears I cry,
no matter how I try.
They will never bring you home to me,
won't you wait for me in heaven.
Do you remember how it was,
when we never seemed to care.
The days went by so quickly,
cos I thought you'd always be there.
It's hard to let you go,
though I know that I must try.
I feel like I've been cheated,
cos we never said goodbye.
And if I promise not to feel this pain,
Will I see you again.
Cos I miss you so,
and I need to know,
Will you wait for me.
Kavana
I need to talk with you again,
why did you go away,
All our time together, just feels like yesterday,
I never thought I'd seen,
a single day without you,
the things we take for granted,we can sometimes lose.
And if I promise not to feel this pain,
Will I see you again,
will I see you again.
Cos time will pass me by, may be I'll never learn to smile,
But i know I will make it through,
if you wait for me.
(won't you wait for me.)
And all the tears I cry,
no matter how I try.
They will never bring you home to me,
won't you wait for me in heaven.
Do you remember how it was,
when we never seemed to care.
The days went by so quickly,
cos I thought you'd always be there.
It's hard to let you go,
though I know that I must try.
I feel like I've been cheated,
cos we never said goodbye.
And if I promise not to feel this pain,
Will I see you again.
Cos I miss you so,
and I need to know,
Will you wait for me.
Ganito Ka ba?
Famous Lines....alin dito ang nagamit mo hehe!
1. Minamalat na naman ang puso ko..
*** Paano kasi, laging sinisigaw ang pangalan mo..
2. Ikaw ba may-ari ng Crayola??
*** Ikaw kasi nagbibigay ng kulay sa buhay ko..
3. Uy picture tayo!!
*** Para ma-develop tayo!!
4. Kung ikaw ay bola at ako ang player, mashushoot ba kita??
*** Hinde, para lagi kita mamimiss..
5. Can i take your picture??
*** 'Coz i want to show Santa exactly what i want for Christmas!!
6. Exam ka ba??
*** Gustong gusto na kasi kitang i-take home eh!!
7. Lecture mo ba ako??
*** Lab kasi kita..
8. Centrum ka ba??
*** Kasi you make my life complete!!
9. Miss pwede ba kita maging driver??
*** Para ikaw na magpapatakbo ng buhay ko..
10. Mahilig ka ba sa asukal??
*** Ang tamis kasi ng mga ngiti mo..
11. Pinaglihi ka ba sa keyboard??
*** Kasi type kita..
12. I hate to say this but... You are like my underwear..
*** 'Coz i can't last a day without you!!
13. Ibibili kita ng salbabida..
*** Kasi malulunod ka sa pagmamahal ko..
14. Pwede ba kitang maging sidecar??
*** Single kasi ako eh..
15.Me lisensya ka ba??
*** Coz you're driving me crazy eh..
16. May kilala ka bang gumagawa ng relo??
*** May sira ata relo ko.. Pag ikaw kasi kasama ko, humi*hinto ang oras ko..
17. I'm a bee..
*** Can you be my honey??
18. Am i a bad shooter??
*** Coz i keep on missing you..
19. Naniniwala ka ba sa love at first sight??
*** O gusto mong dumaan ulit ako??
20. Mabilis ka siguro sa mga puzzle noh??
*** Kasi kakasimula pa lang ng araw ko, pero nabuo mo na agad..
21. Excuse me.. Are you a dictionary??
*** Because you give meaning to my life..
22. Bangin ka ba??
*** Nahuhulog kasi ako sa'yo..
23. Pagod na pagod ka na noh??
*** Maghapon at magdamag kana kasing tumatakbo sa isipan ko eh..
24. Me butas ba puso mo??
*** Kasi natrap na ako sa loob, can't find my way out!!
25. Anung height mo??
*** Pano ka nagkasya sa loob ng puso ko..
26. Hey, did you fart??
*** Coz you blew me away!!
27. Sana "V" na lang ako..
*** Para i'm always right next to "U"
28. Nde tayo tao..Nde tayo hayop...BAGAY tayo...BAGAY tlga tayo...
29. Ako ay isang exam...kaya sagutin mo na ako...
30. Mag empake ka...sama ka sakin....punta tayo home for the aged......
*** Kasi i wanna grow old with you......
31. Alarm clock ka ba?
*** Kasi ginising mo ang natutulog kong puso.....
32. Alam mo bang parang 7-11 ang puso ko?......
*** Kasi 24 oras bukas para sayo.....
33. Nung mahalin kita.....daig ko pa ang na traffic sa edsa......
*** I can't move on....
34. Nakalunok ka ba ng kwitis?
*** Pag ngumiti ka kc...may spark....
35. "Pag ako gumawa ng planeta, gusto ko ikaw ang axis ko..
*** Para sayo lang iikot ang mundo ko.."
36. You look like someone I know
*** My next Girlfriend
37. Ako na magbabayad ng tuition fee mo!
*** Basta pag-aralan mo lang na mahalin ako.
38. Feeling ko mouse tayong dalawa...
*** You know, we just click.
39. Excuse me, tatanong ko lang kung didiretsuhin ko bang daan na 'to,
*** O may ibang shortcut sa puso mo?
40. May free time ka ba? Samahan mo naman ako sa psychiatrist. ..
*** Magdala daw kasi ako ng kinababaliwan ko.
1. Minamalat na naman ang puso ko..
*** Paano kasi, laging sinisigaw ang pangalan mo..
2. Ikaw ba may-ari ng Crayola??
*** Ikaw kasi nagbibigay ng kulay sa buhay ko..
3. Uy picture tayo!!
*** Para ma-develop tayo!!
4. Kung ikaw ay bola at ako ang player, mashushoot ba kita??
*** Hinde, para lagi kita mamimiss..
5. Can i take your picture??
*** 'Coz i want to show Santa exactly what i want for Christmas!!
6. Exam ka ba??
*** Gustong gusto na kasi kitang i-take home eh!!
7. Lecture mo ba ako??
*** Lab kasi kita..
8. Centrum ka ba??
*** Kasi you make my life complete!!
9. Miss pwede ba kita maging driver??
*** Para ikaw na magpapatakbo ng buhay ko..
10. Mahilig ka ba sa asukal??
*** Ang tamis kasi ng mga ngiti mo..
11. Pinaglihi ka ba sa keyboard??
*** Kasi type kita..
12. I hate to say this but... You are like my underwear..
*** 'Coz i can't last a day without you!!
13. Ibibili kita ng salbabida..
*** Kasi malulunod ka sa pagmamahal ko..
14. Pwede ba kitang maging sidecar??
*** Single kasi ako eh..
15.Me lisensya ka ba??
*** Coz you're driving me crazy eh..
16. May kilala ka bang gumagawa ng relo??
*** May sira ata relo ko.. Pag ikaw kasi kasama ko, humi*hinto ang oras ko..
17. I'm a bee..
*** Can you be my honey??
18. Am i a bad shooter??
*** Coz i keep on missing you..
19. Naniniwala ka ba sa love at first sight??
*** O gusto mong dumaan ulit ako??
20. Mabilis ka siguro sa mga puzzle noh??
*** Kasi kakasimula pa lang ng araw ko, pero nabuo mo na agad..
21. Excuse me.. Are you a dictionary??
*** Because you give meaning to my life..
22. Bangin ka ba??
*** Nahuhulog kasi ako sa'yo..
23. Pagod na pagod ka na noh??
*** Maghapon at magdamag kana kasing tumatakbo sa isipan ko eh..
24. Me butas ba puso mo??
*** Kasi natrap na ako sa loob, can't find my way out!!
25. Anung height mo??
*** Pano ka nagkasya sa loob ng puso ko..
26. Hey, did you fart??
*** Coz you blew me away!!
27. Sana "V" na lang ako..
*** Para i'm always right next to "U"
28. Nde tayo tao..Nde tayo hayop...BAGAY tayo...BAGAY tlga tayo...
29. Ako ay isang exam...kaya sagutin mo na ako...
30. Mag empake ka...sama ka sakin....punta tayo home for the aged......
*** Kasi i wanna grow old with you......
31. Alarm clock ka ba?
*** Kasi ginising mo ang natutulog kong puso.....
32. Alam mo bang parang 7-11 ang puso ko?......
*** Kasi 24 oras bukas para sayo.....
33. Nung mahalin kita.....daig ko pa ang na traffic sa edsa......
*** I can't move on....
34. Nakalunok ka ba ng kwitis?
*** Pag ngumiti ka kc...may spark....
35. "Pag ako gumawa ng planeta, gusto ko ikaw ang axis ko..
*** Para sayo lang iikot ang mundo ko.."
36. You look like someone I know
*** My next Girlfriend
37. Ako na magbabayad ng tuition fee mo!
*** Basta pag-aralan mo lang na mahalin ako.
38. Feeling ko mouse tayong dalawa...
*** You know, we just click.
39. Excuse me, tatanong ko lang kung didiretsuhin ko bang daan na 'to,
*** O may ibang shortcut sa puso mo?
40. May free time ka ba? Samahan mo naman ako sa psychiatrist. ..
*** Magdala daw kasi ako ng kinababaliwan ko.
Force Archer Guide
repost ko lang sa blog ko para hindi ko makalimutan.. Cabal Online is IMHO is the best game after World of Warcraft! (toinks! - blog ko 'to kaya walang pakialamanan!)
Force Archers or FA’s as most ppl call them, are basicly support characters cause all the buffs and heal they got, but they can also add some serious damage cause of the low casting time skill and decent damage they can do. Like the other quick guide, I’ll simply tell u what skills are worth having per rank and some tips on how to play a FA.
Novice: Get Power Shot and Fire Arrow to 9. Combo with Power Shot, Magic Arrow and Fire Arrow until u get Power Shot and Fire Arrow to 9, where u can combo with just 2 skills. Get regeneration aswell. Upgrade Skill: Vitality Mastery. Get Dash from sword skills aswell, but u can decide whether u do this early on or u wait til u got a certain magic rank. If will suggest to get to level 40+ to wear adept stuff so u dont waste too much time exping sword.
Apprentice: Get Repulsive Armor and max it to 20 ASAP, its your first final buff. Get Critical Shot and drop Power Shot. Combo with 3 skills until u get Critical Shot to 9 where u can combo with Critical Shot and Fire Arrow. If u plan to not combo much, u can get Precision to 20. Upgrade Skill: Reflex.
Regular: Get Explosion Shot, Fire Lance and Terra Lance and make them 9. Drop Magic Arrow and Fire Arrow. U can combo with Critical Shot(9) and Explosion Shot(9), or make them 12 and combo with 3 skills (use Fire/Terra Lance plus the other 2). Dont get Eagle Eye until u hit level 140 (Rank 15). Its a final buff but it cant stack with Vital Force (HP buff) so its better to leave it til u can stack both. U can also get Blind to 20 if u plan to do bosses. Upgrade Skill: Drop Reflex and get Defensive Sense.
Expert: Get Stone Cannon to 9 and Lower Defense. Lower Defense is a debuff great for PvP but u can get it to 9 if u dont have spare points. Eventually max it to 20. Lower Defense is also great for luring mobs cause it makes them agro. Some ppl like Poison Arrow cause it has Damage Over Time, but its kinda slow so its up to u. Upgrade Skill: Force Control.
A.Expert: This is where the fun starts. Get Shadow Shot, Mana Condense and Vital Force. Mana Condense and Vital Force are final buffs so u need them at 20. Drop Explosion Shot and replace it with Shadow Shot level 9 if u combo with 2 skills or level 12 if u combo with 3 skills. Get Sharpness to 20 if u plan to play more support. At lvl140, Sharpness stacks with Warrior and Bladers attack skills.
Master: Get Great Heal to 20. Dont get Vital Bless until u hit 140. Its a final buff but it cant stack with Vital Force (HP buff). Dont get Resist Intention until u hit 140 cause it cant stack with other more important buffs, besides its a PvP only skill. Upgrade Skill: Reflex or leave it blank til G.Master skills so u can buy 2 G.Master upgrades instead.
A.Master: Get Thrusting Arrow to 20.
G.Master: Get Gravity Distortion and make it 9. Get Art of Healing to 20. Upgrade Skill: U got many choices here. U can get Damage Absorb if mobs are hitting u too hard, Ruling Force if u need a damage boost, Sixth Sense if your Defense Rate is too low. I would go for Damage Absorb to make it safer. Later on u can buy them all but since u only have 5 upgrade slots, u need to choose just 1. If u left your Master slot free and got 2 free slots, u can get Damage Absorb plus Sixth Sense for safer PvE.
Completer: Get Shooting Star to 9 or 12 depending on your combo. Get Mass Heal to 20
Transcender: Get Art of Sniping to 20. Upgrade Skill: The last u didnt pick, I will go for Sixth Sense. U can also leave the slot free so u can buy Change Force skill to start skilling up sword with magic skills. Up to u.
By this time u should have these buffs and these magic attack skills:
Repulsive Armor lvl20
Eagle Eye lvl20 (only by lvl140+)
Mana Condense lvl20
Vital Force lvl20
Greater Heal lvl20
Mass Heal lvl20
Art of Healing lvl20
Art of Sniping lvl20
Thrusting Arrow lvl20
Resist Intention lvlX (only by lvl140+)
Vital Bless lvl9 (only by lvl140+)
Precision lvl20 (if u dont combo and u just spam skills)
Sharpness lvl20 (if u wanna play more support)
Lower Defense lvl20
Blind lvl20 (if u wanna help with bosses)
Critical Shot lvl20
Stone Cannon lvl18-20
Shadow Shot lvl20
Gravity Distortion lvl9
Shooting Star lvl9
Lightning Cannon lvl20 (if u do the stunlock combo)
Fire/Terra Lance lvl18-20 (if u use them)
Poison Arrow lvl18-20 (if u do the stunlock combo)
Upgrade Skills: Since u can only have 6, u have to pick from different upgrades. PvP wise, u want more defense and damage. PvE wise, u want more defense rate and defense.
PvE upgrades:Vitality MasteryForce Control or Defensive Sense (more dmg vs more defense)Force RulingDamage AbsorbReflexSixth Sense
PvP upgrades:Vitality MasteryForce ControlForce RulingDefensive SenseDamage AbsorbSixth Sense
Combos:
PvE Combo: Gravity Distortion(9) + Lightning Cannon(20) + Poison Arrow(20) + Shadow Shot(20) + Stone Cannon(20) (99% stunlock combo but breaks if G.Master has no room to cast)
PvE Combo2: Gravity Distortion(9) + Shooting Star (9 or 12) + Critical Shot (20) + Shadow Shot(20) + Lightining Cannon(20) (Stuns and doesnt break when G.Master has no room, but u get hit once)PvP Combo: Grativy Distortion(9) + Critical Shot(20) + Shadow Shot(20) + Poison Arrow(20)
Just keep in mind, that the lower the skill is in rank (apprentice, expert, etc.) the more it will be affected by high defense. For example Critical Shot does amazing damage, but u will find out that it does 10 damage to some high defense targets. For example Lake in Dusk final boss will receive no damage from critical shot and lances, while Cannons and other higher rank skills will hit for a lot more.
There’s a breaking point were the defense makes skill damage ridiculously LOW. If that happens in PvP or PvE, switch to higher ranked skills. U can pass that breaking point by boosting your Magic or by being higher in level aswell.: Get Power Shot and Fire Arrow to 9. Combo with Power Shot, Magic Arrow and Fire Arrow until u get Power Shot and Fire Arrow to 9, where u can combo with just 2 skills. Get regeneration aswell. Upgrade Skill: Vitality Mastery. Get Dash from sword skills aswell, but u can decide whether u do this early on or u wait til u got a certain magic rank. If will suggest to get to level 40+ to wear adept stuff so u dont waste too much time exping sword.
Force Archers or FA’s as most ppl call them, are basicly support characters cause all the buffs and heal they got, but they can also add some serious damage cause of the low casting time skill and decent damage they can do. Like the other quick guide, I’ll simply tell u what skills are worth having per rank and some tips on how to play a FA.
Novice: Get Power Shot and Fire Arrow to 9. Combo with Power Shot, Magic Arrow and Fire Arrow until u get Power Shot and Fire Arrow to 9, where u can combo with just 2 skills. Get regeneration aswell. Upgrade Skill: Vitality Mastery. Get Dash from sword skills aswell, but u can decide whether u do this early on or u wait til u got a certain magic rank. If will suggest to get to level 40+ to wear adept stuff so u dont waste too much time exping sword.
Apprentice: Get Repulsive Armor and max it to 20 ASAP, its your first final buff. Get Critical Shot and drop Power Shot. Combo with 3 skills until u get Critical Shot to 9 where u can combo with Critical Shot and Fire Arrow. If u plan to not combo much, u can get Precision to 20. Upgrade Skill: Reflex.
Regular: Get Explosion Shot, Fire Lance and Terra Lance and make them 9. Drop Magic Arrow and Fire Arrow. U can combo with Critical Shot(9) and Explosion Shot(9), or make them 12 and combo with 3 skills (use Fire/Terra Lance plus the other 2). Dont get Eagle Eye until u hit level 140 (Rank 15). Its a final buff but it cant stack with Vital Force (HP buff) so its better to leave it til u can stack both. U can also get Blind to 20 if u plan to do bosses. Upgrade Skill: Drop Reflex and get Defensive Sense.
Expert: Get Stone Cannon to 9 and Lower Defense. Lower Defense is a debuff great for PvP but u can get it to 9 if u dont have spare points. Eventually max it to 20. Lower Defense is also great for luring mobs cause it makes them agro. Some ppl like Poison Arrow cause it has Damage Over Time, but its kinda slow so its up to u. Upgrade Skill: Force Control.
A.Expert: This is where the fun starts. Get Shadow Shot, Mana Condense and Vital Force. Mana Condense and Vital Force are final buffs so u need them at 20. Drop Explosion Shot and replace it with Shadow Shot level 9 if u combo with 2 skills or level 12 if u combo with 3 skills. Get Sharpness to 20 if u plan to play more support. At lvl140, Sharpness stacks with Warrior and Bladers attack skills.
Master: Get Great Heal to 20. Dont get Vital Bless until u hit 140. Its a final buff but it cant stack with Vital Force (HP buff). Dont get Resist Intention until u hit 140 cause it cant stack with other more important buffs, besides its a PvP only skill. Upgrade Skill: Reflex or leave it blank til G.Master skills so u can buy 2 G.Master upgrades instead.
A.Master: Get Thrusting Arrow to 20.
G.Master: Get Gravity Distortion and make it 9. Get Art of Healing to 20. Upgrade Skill: U got many choices here. U can get Damage Absorb if mobs are hitting u too hard, Ruling Force if u need a damage boost, Sixth Sense if your Defense Rate is too low. I would go for Damage Absorb to make it safer. Later on u can buy them all but since u only have 5 upgrade slots, u need to choose just 1. If u left your Master slot free and got 2 free slots, u can get Damage Absorb plus Sixth Sense for safer PvE.
Completer: Get Shooting Star to 9 or 12 depending on your combo. Get Mass Heal to 20
Transcender: Get Art of Sniping to 20. Upgrade Skill: The last u didnt pick, I will go for Sixth Sense. U can also leave the slot free so u can buy Change Force skill to start skilling up sword with magic skills. Up to u.
By this time u should have these buffs and these magic attack skills:
Repulsive Armor lvl20
Eagle Eye lvl20 (only by lvl140+)
Mana Condense lvl20
Vital Force lvl20
Greater Heal lvl20
Mass Heal lvl20
Art of Healing lvl20
Art of Sniping lvl20
Thrusting Arrow lvl20
Resist Intention lvlX (only by lvl140+)
Vital Bless lvl9 (only by lvl140+)
Precision lvl20 (if u dont combo and u just spam skills)
Sharpness lvl20 (if u wanna play more support)
Lower Defense lvl20
Blind lvl20 (if u wanna help with bosses)
Critical Shot lvl20
Stone Cannon lvl18-20
Shadow Shot lvl20
Gravity Distortion lvl9
Shooting Star lvl9
Lightning Cannon lvl20 (if u do the stunlock combo)
Fire/Terra Lance lvl18-20 (if u use them)
Poison Arrow lvl18-20 (if u do the stunlock combo)
Upgrade Skills: Since u can only have 6, u have to pick from different upgrades. PvP wise, u want more defense and damage. PvE wise, u want more defense rate and defense.
PvE upgrades:Vitality MasteryForce Control or Defensive Sense (more dmg vs more defense)Force RulingDamage AbsorbReflexSixth Sense
PvP upgrades:Vitality MasteryForce ControlForce RulingDefensive SenseDamage AbsorbSixth Sense
Combos:
PvE Combo: Gravity Distortion(9) + Lightning Cannon(20) + Poison Arrow(20) + Shadow Shot(20) + Stone Cannon(20) (99% stunlock combo but breaks if G.Master has no room to cast)
PvE Combo2: Gravity Distortion(9) + Shooting Star (9 or 12) + Critical Shot (20) + Shadow Shot(20) + Lightining Cannon(20) (Stuns and doesnt break when G.Master has no room, but u get hit once)PvP Combo: Grativy Distortion(9) + Critical Shot(20) + Shadow Shot(20) + Poison Arrow(20)
Just keep in mind, that the lower the skill is in rank (apprentice, expert, etc.) the more it will be affected by high defense. For example Critical Shot does amazing damage, but u will find out that it does 10 damage to some high defense targets. For example Lake in Dusk final boss will receive no damage from critical shot and lances, while Cannons and other higher rank skills will hit for a lot more.
There’s a breaking point were the defense makes skill damage ridiculously LOW. If that happens in PvP or PvE, switch to higher ranked skills. U can pass that breaking point by boosting your Magic or by being higher in level aswell.: Get Power Shot and Fire Arrow to 9. Combo with Power Shot, Magic Arrow and Fire Arrow until u get Power Shot and Fire Arrow to 9, where u can combo with just 2 skills. Get regeneration aswell. Upgrade Skill: Vitality Mastery. Get Dash from sword skills aswell, but u can decide whether u do this early on or u wait til u got a certain magic rank. If will suggest to get to level 40+ to wear adept stuff so u dont waste too much time exping sword.
Cheesy naman
grr.. si Mugen talaga, although were not that close, i've been his follower (sa blog) for months right now - reading his blog and minsan nadadala ako sa mga entries niya up to the point na nagiging emotero na ako. Let me just share a part of his conversation with an "acquaintance". Kinikilig na naman ako. Iniisip ko kasi na ako nagsasabi. (assuming and expecting ka na naman - bad for your heart!)
"I'm looking for someone younger but can think more mature for his age."
"I'm looking for someone older and can think more mature than me."
"I'm not getting younger and I hope to find someone who'd be willing to grow old with me."
"I'm 27 and I think I'm not getting younger as well. That's why when I found what makes your heart beat, I decided to stick with you up to now."
"I think I love you na..."
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.
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"I'm yours."
"I'm looking for someone younger but can think more mature for his age."
"I'm looking for someone older and can think more mature than me."
"I'm not getting younger and I hope to find someone who'd be willing to grow old with me."
"I'm 27 and I think I'm not getting younger as well. That's why when I found what makes your heart beat, I decided to stick with you up to now."
"I think I love you na..."
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"I'm yours."
He Says
"I'll tell you why. You're afraid. You're afraid that you will never find any happiness other than the one you have now, which stops you from making risks."
-Ascendance to Emancipation, Mugens' Pulsar
Gamers' weekend
Friday. Kaming mga malapit sa North area (Quezon City adjacent areas) ang nagpunta sa wake ng dad ng officemate namin kasama si Boss Darwin (Oper. Mgr. namin). Sumakay ng MRT to North Ave., mahaba ang pila sa jeepney kaya pinakyaw nalang namin ang isang FX, Php250 ang singil; nagmamadali kasi kami (hopefully makakaabot sa mass), medyo traffic dahil rush hour. Nakarating rin kami sa church - sinalubong kami ni Garry with his wife and son. Hindi na kami nakaabot, medyo hindi pa nakakatulog nang maayos si Garry kaya mukhang haggard - kaunting usap-usap, pakilala sa friends and relatives. After a couple of minutes umuwi na rin kami dahil medyo gumagabi na at alanganin ang area sa way namin palabas. Malaki na ang pinagbago ng Congressional Avenue, dati parang deserted area siya like Regalado sa Fairview pero ngayon, grabe na ang improvement - puro commercial establishments na siya.
Saturday. Dahil nga sa ginabi na nang uwi - hindi na ako nakapag-jogging (nakakainis dahil 2 weeks na nga eh), tinanghali nang gising, siguro bumabawi lang ang biological clock ng aking katawan sa mga araw na 3-4 hours lang talaga ang tulog ko. As usual weekends is the time for gaming and bonding with my peers. Marami na rin akong dinadayong mga computer shop para paglaruan at makahanap ng mura rate and promos; eh nakita ko itong bagong shop boasting it's 3.5MBps connection so sinubukan ko siya and may promo silang unlimited for Php150 - Ok ang area at mabilis talaga ang connection pero problema ko lang eh uber init talaga kasi nakabukas ang pintuan at ang mainit na hangin eh dumadaan sa akin, kaya naman tagaktak ang aking pawis. Hindi na ako nakalagpas ng 12 hours nun dahil groggy na ako, kung aircon lang sana eh makakatagal pa ako. Hindi kami nagkita nila Angelo at Rene - kasi busy ata sila that time kaya mag-isa lang ako.
Sunday. And again for the 2nd time - hindi na naman ako nagising nang maaga (although 6am eh pwede pa, mas gusto ko kasi na around 5am magising dahil alanganin na sa pag jogging iyon at pasikat na ang araw). Nag-usap ulit kami nina Rene na magkita at around 8.30 dun sa bagong shop ulit. Problema ko lang, hindi ako nakapag-load kaya ang hirap ng usapan namin. Isa pa itong si Angelo - hindi naman nagte-text sa akin. Ilang hours akong nag-antay sa supposedly na waiting area namin up to 10am pero wala man lang dumating, hindi ko alam kung nag-text ba sila dahil kampante akong darating sila at iniwan ko ang cellphone ko. Problema pa, yung 2 shop pag Sunday eh tanghali na magbubukas siguro kaya hindi ko alam kung matutuloy pa kami. Umuwi na lang ako at inisip na baka nga hindi na tuloy at busy sila. ag-uwi sa bahay, kumain muna sandali, nag-ayos ng mga bagay sa tindahan. Then all of a sudden nag-text at missed call sina Rene at Angelo na andun na daw sila sa meeting place, kaasar-talaga - sayang lang ang pamasahe talaga. Humiram na lang ako sa tindahan then umalis ulit para kitain sila. Sa may Dunkin Donuts kami nagkita ni Angelo kasama ng pinsan niya - wala pa si Rene - nag-text siya na may alam daw siyangh shop na Php10/hr pero hindi aircon. Ok na rin at least makakatipid ako. So ayun nagpunta kami dun na nagkita and naglaro. Ok naman ang shop, mabilis kahit papano, balak ko nga pag weekends - dun na lang maglaro.
After playing, umuwi na kami by 5am then si Angelo pupunta daw kina Cyril at may kukunin lang - wala pa ring nagbago kay Cyril at sa kanila - mayaman na naman siya, dapat pinapaayos na nila ang bahay nila - parang fortress kasi sa kulob ang lugar. Ayun inggit ako dahil kaya ng astig ang laptop niya at dun siya naglalaro. Well balak ko talagang bumili ng laptop - isa sa mga wish list ko yan na sana magkaroon na ako hopefully next year - maliit lang kasi sa amin kaya hindi pwede ang PC talaga. Then after that pumunta na kami kina Rene to watch anime - waa! Mukhang magbabalik ang anime addiction ko nito sa napanood ko - D. Gray Man ang title and ang bilis ng plot at balance ang story, sobrang hooked-up kami na hindi namin namalayan na 8pm na pala at kailangan na namin umuwi. Hmm! Napapaisip tuloy ako na bumili na ng DVD (opo low-tech VCD pa rin ang nasa haus, baka nga sira na iyon) at manghiram kay Rene ng iba pang anime.
Cabal accomplishments. Lv. 70 na Force Archer ko from Lv.66, maxed out support skills and still upgrading Thrusting arrow at A. Master rank, Class Rank and Battle style level-ups. More chats with my guild-mates. Right now pinagiisipan ko nang taasan ang crafting skills para makatipid nang malaki. Got to learn some combos that does additional damage/effects at my current skills right now.
Wish/To buy List. DVD Player and a Laptop (don't know sa specs pa.. pero iniisip ko na).
Saturday. Dahil nga sa ginabi na nang uwi - hindi na ako nakapag-jogging (nakakainis dahil 2 weeks na nga eh), tinanghali nang gising, siguro bumabawi lang ang biological clock ng aking katawan sa mga araw na 3-4 hours lang talaga ang tulog ko. As usual weekends is the time for gaming and bonding with my peers. Marami na rin akong dinadayong mga computer shop para paglaruan at makahanap ng mura rate and promos; eh nakita ko itong bagong shop boasting it's 3.5MBps connection so sinubukan ko siya and may promo silang unlimited for Php150 - Ok ang area at mabilis talaga ang connection pero problema ko lang eh uber init talaga kasi nakabukas ang pintuan at ang mainit na hangin eh dumadaan sa akin, kaya naman tagaktak ang aking pawis. Hindi na ako nakalagpas ng 12 hours nun dahil groggy na ako, kung aircon lang sana eh makakatagal pa ako. Hindi kami nagkita nila Angelo at Rene - kasi busy ata sila that time kaya mag-isa lang ako.
Sunday. And again for the 2nd time - hindi na naman ako nagising nang maaga (although 6am eh pwede pa, mas gusto ko kasi na around 5am magising dahil alanganin na sa pag jogging iyon at pasikat na ang araw). Nag-usap ulit kami nina Rene na magkita at around 8.30 dun sa bagong shop ulit. Problema ko lang, hindi ako nakapag-load kaya ang hirap ng usapan namin. Isa pa itong si Angelo - hindi naman nagte-text sa akin. Ilang hours akong nag-antay sa supposedly na waiting area namin up to 10am pero wala man lang dumating, hindi ko alam kung nag-text ba sila dahil kampante akong darating sila at iniwan ko ang cellphone ko. Problema pa, yung 2 shop pag Sunday eh tanghali na magbubukas siguro kaya hindi ko alam kung matutuloy pa kami. Umuwi na lang ako at inisip na baka nga hindi na tuloy at busy sila. ag-uwi sa bahay, kumain muna sandali, nag-ayos ng mga bagay sa tindahan. Then all of a sudden nag-text at missed call sina Rene at Angelo na andun na daw sila sa meeting place, kaasar-talaga - sayang lang ang pamasahe talaga. Humiram na lang ako sa tindahan then umalis ulit para kitain sila. Sa may Dunkin Donuts kami nagkita ni Angelo kasama ng pinsan niya - wala pa si Rene - nag-text siya na may alam daw siyangh shop na Php10/hr pero hindi aircon. Ok na rin at least makakatipid ako. So ayun nagpunta kami dun na nagkita and naglaro. Ok naman ang shop, mabilis kahit papano, balak ko nga pag weekends - dun na lang maglaro.
After playing, umuwi na kami by 5am then si Angelo pupunta daw kina Cyril at may kukunin lang - wala pa ring nagbago kay Cyril at sa kanila - mayaman na naman siya, dapat pinapaayos na nila ang bahay nila - parang fortress kasi sa kulob ang lugar. Ayun inggit ako dahil kaya ng astig ang laptop niya at dun siya naglalaro. Well balak ko talagang bumili ng laptop - isa sa mga wish list ko yan na sana magkaroon na ako hopefully next year - maliit lang kasi sa amin kaya hindi pwede ang PC talaga. Then after that pumunta na kami kina Rene to watch anime - waa! Mukhang magbabalik ang anime addiction ko nito sa napanood ko - D. Gray Man ang title and ang bilis ng plot at balance ang story, sobrang hooked-up kami na hindi namin namalayan na 8pm na pala at kailangan na namin umuwi. Hmm! Napapaisip tuloy ako na bumili na ng DVD (opo low-tech VCD pa rin ang nasa haus, baka nga sira na iyon) at manghiram kay Rene ng iba pang anime.
Cabal accomplishments. Lv. 70 na Force Archer ko from Lv.66, maxed out support skills and still upgrading Thrusting arrow at A. Master rank, Class Rank and Battle style level-ups. More chats with my guild-mates. Right now pinagiisipan ko nang taasan ang crafting skills para makatipid nang malaki. Got to learn some combos that does additional damage/effects at my current skills right now.
Wish/To buy List. DVD Player and a Laptop (don't know sa specs pa.. pero iniisip ko na).
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"Jamie saved my life. She taught me everything. About life, hope and the long journey ahead. I'll always miss her. But our love is like the wind. I can't see it, but I can feel it." -Landon Carter, A Walk to Remember
Emo.Thur.O
Gaya nga ng text sa akin ni Yoshke - I'm so Emo talaga sa mga blog entries ko. Ewan ko ba - bakit pag nagbabasa ako ng mga entries regarding kung gaano kasaya ang mag couple/partner eh tinatamaan talaga ako nang matindi na pinapamukha sa akin na kung gaano kalaki ang nawawala sa akin right now na up to now zero pa rin ang aking lovelife. Na kakanta ba ako ng "mangarap ka na lang ba.. o maging katotohanan pa!". Mula MRT papunta sa amin. Parang Biyernes Santo at daig pa ng namatayan ang itsura ko. Ang lungkot-lungkot ko, pakiramdam ko, wala na akong pag-asa sa buhay; na hanggang ganito na lang ako - na hindi ko na mahahanap ang taong magmamahal sa akin - inaantay ko kasi na siya mismo ang gumawa ng spark - sawa na ako kaka-initiate, i'm expecting and assuming too much, kaya matindi ang bawi sa akin pag nabigo ako. Maluha-luha akong nag-iisip - nangangarap, umaasa kahit papano - na malapit na siyang dumating sa akin buhay. Grr! Ayoko nang ganitong situation - nagmumukha akong helpless at walang laban sa mga bato sa akin ng tadhana.
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He says
"Magkaiba kasi tayong dalawa. Bata ka pa at maraming ambisyon sa buhay. Hindi na kasi ako ambisyoso. Napakasimple na kasi ng definition ko ng buhay..oo ng happiness. Akala mo sa iyo maraming mawawala, pero sa akin ikaw.. ikaw na ang mundo ko, nakatayo na kasi lahat ng pangarap ko sa iyo. Eh sa ganun kasi akong magmahal eh. "
-Anonymous
Tama na nga yan, kakainis - lalo lang akong naiinggit pag nagbabasa ako ng mga blog na ganito. Natutunaw ako sa sweetness ng blog entry na ito nung sila pa (opo, break-up entry - sorry kung hindi ko malalagay ang link ^^; kaya anonymous na rin ang source), eto apektado na naman ako - daydream na naman sa imposibleng manyari - mga kahibangan ko, mga "asa" moments.
-Anonymous
Tama na nga yan, kakainis - lalo lang akong naiinggit pag nagbabasa ako ng mga blog na ganito. Natutunaw ako sa sweetness ng blog entry na ito nung sila pa (opo, break-up entry - sorry kung hindi ko malalagay ang link ^^; kaya anonymous na rin ang source), eto apektado na naman ako - daydream na naman sa imposibleng manyari - mga kahibangan ko, mga "asa" moments.
Prospect na naman
Kanina - umabot na ng 6am bago pa ako makasabay ng jeep papuntang terminal. Inabutan na ako ng sikat ng araw kakaantay. Ano kaya ang nangyari bakit kaunti lang ang dumaan na jeep sa may amin. Yung usual na kasabay ko sa mga oras na iyon, nag tricycle na lang pero inantay ko na lang - kaming 2 ni Coke guy (i think he works at Coke dahil na rin sa sling bag at shirt niya) ang huling nakasakay.6.45am na ako nakarating sa MRT kanina, buti naman kesa umabot pa ako ng 7am dun - tiyak matatagalan akong makasakay pag nagkataon. Si prospect crush nakasabay ko na naman kanina - hmm! ganung oras pala siya sumasakay ng MRT; although siguro common lang ang looks niya pero para sa akin malakas ang appeal niya. Napapansin niya rin siguro na nakakasabay niya ako lagi - kaya lang sa Shaw station ang baba niya at sa Ayala naman ako. Sana magkatinginan kami ulit para malaman niyang interesado ako sa kanya. Mas cute siya pag walang glass. As usual - i'll implement the "don't expect and assume" policy once more. Mahirap na - baka umasa lang sa wala. Mabuti nang ganun na lang muna - kasi kung mutual naman eh gagawa rin siya ng paraan. Basta bahala na.
Wala na naman kaming accounts kaya eto nakakapag-blog ako. Sana nga half day na lang kami ngayon. Gusto ko na umuwi at maglaro na lang muna. Stressed out na ako at toxic na sa work. Hehe! Kaka-senti minsan pag-uwi. I need a break. I need a partner. I need a lover. Joke.
Emo.Tue.ns
Kahapon karir mode na naman sa function namin. Grabe. After 6-7 hours of work, sobrang pagod naramdaman ko. Hindi ko talaga kaya lumagpas pa at 140% unless adjusted sa oras. Ang hirap talaga kumita ng pera.Biglang nag-emo mode ulit, kahit biruan lang with Peng (officemate). Kasasabi lang niya na "pinapakawalan na kita..", bigla akong napag-isip na naman (ako kasi pag medyo nakaka-relate - iniisip ko ang sarili ko sa ganung situation at ano magiging reactions ko) - paano kaya pag sinabi sa akin yan ng taong sobra kong mahal. Kakalas kaya ako o patuloy na kakapit at umaasa na masasalba pa ang relation namin, with matching senti na background music and pa-iyak effect pa naming dalawa. Grr. To be honest, nanahimik ako ng ilang minuto after that. Biglang nalungkot na naman. Ayoko umabot sa ganon na kailangan pa niyang sabihin mga bagay na iyon. Hindi ko papayagan na umabot sa ganon. Pero asa pa ako. Wala naman talaga atang gagawa nun sa akin, gustuhin ko man o hindi.
Pagu-uwi sa haus, as usual - sasabihin na naman na si Auntie eh nanghihiram ng pera para sa finals ng pinsan ko. Ayoko lang kasi yung ginagawa ni mama na ginagawaan pa ng story para lang mabayaran ang mga utang, ayoko rin na nagsasabi siya ng "oo" agad without consulting me first - eh sa akin naman manggagaling ang pera kaya dapat antayin niya muna ako bago mag desisyon nang pabigla-bigla. Lagi na lang late ako nakakatulog, nasanay na siguro ang katawan sa ganung oras, sa totoo lang ang hirap gumising ng 4.30am palagi. Naiinggit ako sa ibang malalapit lang sa Makati na kahit 7-8am pa sila magising eh Ok lang. Kakapagod ang route ko. Kaya naman pag weekends eh sinusulit ko talaga at wala ako sa bahay lagi.
Cos.Emo.Wik.End
Saturday. Wala gaano nangyari. The usual day. Text lang kung sino pupunta sa CosplayMania sa Sunday. Sayang hindi makakasama si Rene, at hindi siguro si Angelo. Baka si Factor at Adar lang makakasama ko. Hinanda ko na ang digicam at baka makalimutan ko pa. Maagang nakatulog sa pagod siguro at pambawi sa mga araw na puyat lagi.
Sunday. Tanghali na ako nakaalis sa amin at uber init - kaasar. Mga 11am na ako nakarating sa Megamall. Si Factor una kong nakita. Marami nang tao pero hindi kagaya sa mga nagdaang cosplays na mahaba ang pila. Maliit ang MegaTradeHall3 - dapat lumipat na lang sila sa ibang hall dahil siksikan talaga. Usual pumila for freebies sa gaming booth of E-Games, LevelUpGames and Lineage II. Sayang wala ang shirt na hinahanap ko - kaya cap na black ang binili ko. Siksikan sa loob - picture time with the cosplayers.
Sayang nga lang at hindi ko inaasahan na maagang na-lowbat at 2 pairs lang ng battery ang dala ko that time. Dumating si Adar bandang 2pm na. Pinagpatuloy picture time - kakatuwa sina Zack, Vincent at Tifa dahil halos clone nila ang nag cosplay. Daming kawaii girls - as usual umandar na naman ang pagka-menyak mode kaya halos lahat ng shot eh iyon ang laman. Mga 7pm na kami nakauwi at hindi na tinapos ang event. Nakita ko ibang taga-Mukamo member and naka AHC shirt pa sila. Hindi naman nila nakita si Alodia, hanggang salita lang naman talaga sila. 9pm na nakauwi. Binigay ang ticket na pina-book dahil darating ang pinsan from Mother side - same name pa kami. Nov.6 ang dating niya at bukas ipapadala sa kanila ang ticket.
Monday. Walang pasok. US Holiday. Cabal mode pero 9hours lang siguro. Yay! Lv.65 na ako at pwede na sa Fort Ruina. Pwede na ako sa Epaulets+5 kaso hahanap pa ako ng EOG ayoko ng EOS kasi. A.Master na ang magic skill rank, 3 skills na lang at lilipat na ako sa sword skills naman. Bagong mundo ang Ruina kaya excited ako. Ngayon lang ulit nakakita ng orange at red na kalaban (puro yellow at gray na kasi sa old world). Hindi ko pa masyado iniisip ang equipts right now. Focus ako sa skills muna then equiptments siguro.
Tuesday. May pasok na. Back to real world na naman. Sana nga maging totoo na lang fantasy. Nahihirapan na ako masyado sa pakikipag-ugnayan sa mga tao dito. Hindi mo alam kung sino ang totoo o hindi. Basta sa sarili ko, hindi ko na lang sila iintindihan - masaya ako dahil andyan ang online gaming as a diversion ko. Pero kahapon - nag-emo mode na naman ako, nakita ko kasi ulit ang Friendster ng 1st ex ko. Tanga ko hindi ko siya pinaglaban. Naunahan ako ng takot at sindak (mabuti pang 'wag na lang sabihin kung sino ang may gawa - so much for bad memories). Nababasa ko mga testi sa kanya, thanking na buti na lang nakilala siya, mabait, caring atbp qualities na rarely mo nang makikita sa iba ngayon. Wala na kaming contact and recently lang niya ako na-add sa friends list niya.
Alam ko may syota siya ngayon and malamang hindi na niya ako kilala dahil sandali lang naman talaga kami. Pero kung pwede lang ibalik ang panahon - gagawin ko ang lahat para sa aming relation. Pagod na kasi ako kakahanap at kakahintay. Nakakamatay ang mga eksena ng 2 magsing-irog na nagpapakita ng pagmamahalan. Nanliliit ako - nahihiya, iniisip ang sarili bakit hanggang ngayon - single ka pa rin?, bakit pihikan ka masyado. Ano ba ang hinahanap mo?, ano ba ang problema?
Sunday. Tanghali na ako nakaalis sa amin at uber init - kaasar. Mga 11am na ako nakarating sa Megamall. Si Factor una kong nakita. Marami nang tao pero hindi kagaya sa mga nagdaang cosplays na mahaba ang pila. Maliit ang MegaTradeHall3 - dapat lumipat na lang sila sa ibang hall dahil siksikan talaga. Usual pumila for freebies sa gaming booth of E-Games, LevelUpGames and Lineage II. Sayang wala ang shirt na hinahanap ko - kaya cap na black ang binili ko. Siksikan sa loob - picture time with the cosplayers.
Sayang nga lang at hindi ko inaasahan na maagang na-lowbat at 2 pairs lang ng battery ang dala ko that time. Dumating si Adar bandang 2pm na. Pinagpatuloy picture time - kakatuwa sina Zack, Vincent at Tifa dahil halos clone nila ang nag cosplay. Daming kawaii girls - as usual umandar na naman ang pagka-menyak mode kaya halos lahat ng shot eh iyon ang laman. Mga 7pm na kami nakauwi at hindi na tinapos ang event. Nakita ko ibang taga-Mukamo member and naka AHC shirt pa sila. Hindi naman nila nakita si Alodia, hanggang salita lang naman talaga sila. 9pm na nakauwi. Binigay ang ticket na pina-book dahil darating ang pinsan from Mother side - same name pa kami. Nov.6 ang dating niya at bukas ipapadala sa kanila ang ticket.
Monday. Walang pasok. US Holiday. Cabal mode pero 9hours lang siguro. Yay! Lv.65 na ako at pwede na sa Fort Ruina. Pwede na ako sa Epaulets+5 kaso hahanap pa ako ng EOG ayoko ng EOS kasi. A.Master na ang magic skill rank, 3 skills na lang at lilipat na ako sa sword skills naman. Bagong mundo ang Ruina kaya excited ako. Ngayon lang ulit nakakita ng orange at red na kalaban (puro yellow at gray na kasi sa old world). Hindi ko pa masyado iniisip ang equipts right now. Focus ako sa skills muna then equiptments siguro.
Tuesday. May pasok na. Back to real world na naman. Sana nga maging totoo na lang fantasy. Nahihirapan na ako masyado sa pakikipag-ugnayan sa mga tao dito. Hindi mo alam kung sino ang totoo o hindi. Basta sa sarili ko, hindi ko na lang sila iintindihan - masaya ako dahil andyan ang online gaming as a diversion ko. Pero kahapon - nag-emo mode na naman ako, nakita ko kasi ulit ang Friendster ng 1st ex ko. Tanga ko hindi ko siya pinaglaban. Naunahan ako ng takot at sindak (mabuti pang 'wag na lang sabihin kung sino ang may gawa - so much for bad memories). Nababasa ko mga testi sa kanya, thanking na buti na lang nakilala siya, mabait, caring atbp qualities na rarely mo nang makikita sa iba ngayon. Wala na kaming contact and recently lang niya ako na-add sa friends list niya.
Alam ko may syota siya ngayon and malamang hindi na niya ako kilala dahil sandali lang naman talaga kami. Pero kung pwede lang ibalik ang panahon - gagawin ko ang lahat para sa aming relation. Pagod na kasi ako kakahanap at kakahintay. Nakakamatay ang mga eksena ng 2 magsing-irog na nagpapakita ng pagmamahalan. Nanliliit ako - nahihiya, iniisip ang sarili bakit hanggang ngayon - single ka pa rin?, bakit pihikan ka masyado. Ano ba ang hinahanap mo?, ano ba ang problema?
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while blog hopping through a friendster blog; I suddenly bump to this blog entry and as usual nakaka-relate na naman ang inyong lingkod..
No one would believe that i too cry at night. its not the typical thing for me to do, but i do cry. its just that i don't usually share what i feel with people around me. because i don't want them to carry my burden. i know they too have lots of burden to carry, so why would i let them carry mine? wouldn't it be fair if i just keep it to myself?
Behind my smiles, my laughter lies the pain i kept for years. failures, disappointments, and the like that i know for sure would make you too feel down, dumb and useless to others. What the heck! what matters most is that we’re kicking. doesn't matter where or who, how much effort we exert, or the force we applied. we’re kicking and that's it!
We are still here, breathing, our heart is still pumping. no matter how fast or slow, still, our heart beats. My point is that, no matter how heavy the load, how many times we cry or sob during the night. we are still alive. meaning that we overcame those burdens, the agonies and pain. so why would you dunk your self to the nook when you can get the best out of the situation?
Remember, whatever we encounter, it only makes us stronger and wiser.
-The Joy Behind every Tears
No one would believe that i too cry at night. its not the typical thing for me to do, but i do cry. its just that i don't usually share what i feel with people around me. because i don't want them to carry my burden. i know they too have lots of burden to carry, so why would i let them carry mine? wouldn't it be fair if i just keep it to myself?
Behind my smiles, my laughter lies the pain i kept for years. failures, disappointments, and the like that i know for sure would make you too feel down, dumb and useless to others. What the heck! what matters most is that we’re kicking. doesn't matter where or who, how much effort we exert, or the force we applied. we’re kicking and that's it!
We are still here, breathing, our heart is still pumping. no matter how fast or slow, still, our heart beats. My point is that, no matter how heavy the load, how many times we cry or sob during the night. we are still alive. meaning that we overcame those burdens, the agonies and pain. so why would you dunk your self to the nook when you can get the best out of the situation?
Remember, whatever we encounter, it only makes us stronger and wiser.
-The Joy Behind every Tears
Batang Bading part 2
BUBUKA ANG BULAKLAK
Bubukesh ang floweret
jojosok ang reynabelz
shochurva ng chachapa jembot jembot fah
boom tiyayavushtiyayavush chenes
boom tiyayavushtiyayavush chenes
boom tiyayavushtiyayavush chenes
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PEN PEN DE SARAHPEN
Pen pen de chorvaloode kemerloo
de eklavoohao
hao de chenelyn
de ba yutech
si friti dapat iipit
goldness-filak
chumochorvasa
tabi ng chenes
shoyang fula
talong na fula
shoyang fute
talong na mapute
chuk chak chenes
chuk chak chenes
namo uz ek
***
AKO AY MAY ALAGA
aketch may nyologa
solang majuba
juntot ay majoba
majinis ang nyukha
halgay niya aketch
halgay ko rin siyasi
kaya mekey mudwa
laging magkajoma
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SAMPUNG MGA DALIRI
jompung mga joliri
jomay at tiil
joluwang jenga
joluwang tameyk
jilong na magandich
majijiit ng ngipin
majurap ilafez
jilang majiit
nagjojobing
wag kang magjijinungaling
***
INDIAN PANA
indian shona
shoshona-shona
shotlong jitlog
jojolog jolog
indian jona
jojona-jona
shotlong jitlog
jojolog jolog
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AKO AY MAY LOBO
akez ay may lobing
nag flysung sa heaven
wiz ko na na sighting
nyomutok na palerz
shoyang lang ang adeks
pang buysung ng lobing
nyuti pa pang lafez
nyomusog pa akez
Teh Peso See-Saw
After appreciating as high as Php40, bumabagsak na naman ang piso approaching the Php48 level, pabor na naman sa mga OFW lalo na't palapit na ang Pasko. Pero sa tingin ko mas marami pa rin ang down effects nito kesa sa upside. Ang inflation o presyo ng mga primary commodities eh tataas na naman, talagang tuyo't na naman mga daraan na holiday sa bansa.Sermon
credits: Sean Ferguson Tado ka talaga! Tuwing makakakita ka nalang ng cute eh lagi kang "day dreaming" na ano kaya itsura pag naging kayo, tipong ang saya-saya niyong magkasama. Na sana hindi na matapos ang araw na iyon na magkasama kayo - magkayakap, sabay nangangarap kung ano pa kaya pwedeng mangyari sa inyo, hanggang sa pagtanda magkasama pa rin. Hindi naman masama mangarap pero mahirap ding mag expect na may ganung tao na nag-eexist. Tanga mo talaga - tigilan mo na nayang kalokohan mo - wala kang mapapala diyan, frustration lang makukuha mo. Kagabi tinamaan ka na naman sa sinabi ni Marian Dimaandal (Malou de Guzman) sa Kahit Isang Saglit - na kahit malapit ang minamahal mo - parang daang-daang milya pa rin ang agwat niya sa iyo, kahit katabi mo lang siya, hindi mo pa rin maabot, mabuti pang malayo na lang siya para kahit papano makalimutan mo (kelangan makuha ko ang exact quotes na sinabi niya ^^;).
Naawa ako sa iyo - ilang buwan (o taon) ka nang nag-iisa - hindi mo pa rin mahanap ang taong parta sa iyo, ang kukumpleto sa pagkatao mo, ang magpapasaya sa iyo (sa puso lalo na!), ang taong ipaglalaban ka, ang taong handang ibigay ang lahat para sa iyo. Mapili ka kasi eh - gusto mo talaga kahit papano hindi kagaya mong pangit (na may kaunting itsura man lang!) at yung mga binanggit kanina. Sana nga mahanap mo na siya - tuwing nag-iisa ka, nakikita kitang malungkot at napapaiyak na lang nang biglaan. Pinipilit mong maging matapang kahit alam mong hindi mo na kaya. Na marami kang iniisip at problema, pero sa kabila ng lahat - alam mo sa sarili mo na may "pag-asa" pa at kung matiyaga ka lang mag-aantay - darating rin ang taong hinahanap mo. Malay mo makasalubong mo siya sa mga darating na araw. Malapit na ang araw na iyon. Umasa ka!
Sumasaiyo,
Konsensya
Dear Ex
Dear Ex,
May panahon at pagkakataon talaga na kahit anong iwas o tanggi mo eh naalala mo pa rin ang iyong ex. *Sigh* Hanggang ngayon, iniisip pa rin kita ngayon. Hindi ko alam kung mahal pa kita, pero nalulungkot ako ngayon - lalo na ngayon at umuulan at malamig. Wala akong kayakap na magbibigay init at liwanag sa tahimik at malungkot kong mundo.
May panahon at pagkakataon talaga na kahit anong iwas o tanggi mo eh naalala mo pa rin ang iyong ex. *Sigh* Hanggang ngayon, iniisip pa rin kita ngayon. Hindi ko alam kung mahal pa kita, pero nalulungkot ako ngayon - lalo na ngayon at umuulan at malamig. Wala akong kayakap na magbibigay init at liwanag sa tahimik at malungkot kong mundo.
Teh Falling Dow
The Dow Jones Industrial Average is a price-weighted average of 30 blue-chip stocks that are generally the leaders in their industry. It has been a widely followed indicator of the stock market since October 1, 1928. On September 15, 2008, a financial crisis became evident when Lehman Brothers filed Chapter 11 bankruptcy. The DJIA lost more than 500 points for only the sixth time in history, returning to its mid-July lows below the 11,000 level. A series of bailout packages, including the Emergency Economic Stabilization Act of 2008, proposed and implemented by the Federal Reserve and U.S. Treasury, as well as FDIC-sponsored bank mergers, did not prevent further volatility. September 29 brought a decline of 777.68 points (6.98%), the largest one day point loss, followed on September 30 by a rebound of 485.21 points (4.68%), the third largest one-day point gain in history. Further losses on October 6 (including a record 800-point intraday tumble) and October 7 brought the Dow to five-year lows below the 9,500 point level, representing a 52-week loss of one-third from its record high.
As of October 7, 2008 - The Dow Jones Industrial Average dropped 508.39, or 5.1 percent, to 9,447.11, giving it a 29 percent retreat in 2008 that would also be the worst in 71 years. The index has shed more than 1,400 points, or nearly 13 percent of its value, in the past five sessions. A little historical factoid: 508 points is how much the Dow lost on Black Monday, Oct. 19, 1987. Of course the Dow was a lot lower then, and that point value accounted for more than 20 percent of the Dow's value. Imagine that: Falling into a bear market in one day. And, if you recall, there was no big catalyst that caused that one either — it was all fear.
Quizzo Trivia Contest
Amp! Sayang talaga sa Quizzo (Trivia contest) kagabi, 2nd place lang kami ka-triple tie pa sa 3 teams at 1 point lang ang lamang ng winner. Nanghihinayang talaga ako sa mga questions na nag-dalawang isip pa kami kung tama o mali. Kami sana ang panalo at makakalaban ang mga taga Easton at Monroe (US team). Baka matagalan pa bago mawala ang trauma ko, hehe! Paano kasi sayang talaga ang mga tanong na alam namin ang sagot pero alam mo na iba ang sagot ng ibang member. Pero may dispute pa kami sa isang tanong at ngayon namin malalaman ang sagot. Kung bakit kasi ang daming jologs na question kesa sa normal ones (na iyon naman dapat talaga ang format! Asar!), siguro kung kung normal trivia questions lang ang binigay "fair" at mas competitive talaga kesa sa local jologs na tanong. Bweset!
Customer Service
Customer Service Week is a national event devoted to recognizing the importance of customer service and honoring the people on the front lines of the service revolution. In 1992 the U.S. Congress proclaimed Customer Service Week a nationally recognized event, celebrated annually during the first full week in October. Since 1991, the Customer Service Group sponsors the official Customer Service Week program. The group provides how-to information; celebration materials imprinted with the official Customer Service Week logo; and inspiration from the hundreds of service and support professionals who share their celebration stories, plans and ideas.Yay! Dress down na naman, puro freebies and games like Quiz contest and naka line-up today. Good luck sa Team namin (Brainwaves), sana manalo kami!! Tapos next week Chase Olympics - lahat ng Manila Functions (LTDM, CustCare etc..) will gonna compete for different events that include basketball, volleyball, paintball, cheerleading etc.. Kaunting pahinga sa uber busy na mga buwan na nagdaan.
Assuming kasi
Kahapon nag-kita kami ng mga ka-berks ko as usual pero this time DoTA - Hero Siege ulit and apat na kami - and finally, ilang minuto lang natapos namin ang game; kakatuwa lang at parang invulnerable ako dahil halos more than 4k ang defense and 16k ang attack ko. Hindi na ako nakapag-Cabal dahil naasar ako sa isang shop dun na palaging patigil-tigil, nasisira ang combo na ginagawa ko at laging nakabantay sa HP.
Kahapon habang andun ako sa haus ng ka-berks, nangungulit na naman itong friend ko na magkita daw kami, basted kasi at mukhang lasing pa ata. Nakakainis lang at demanding pa talaga kahit alam niyang hindi ako pwede - may pa-suicide pang sinasabi. Bigla ko tuloy naalala ang blog entry ni Yoshke about how to survive from falling in love.
Assuming kasi siya masyado at akala niya Ok na sila nung nililigawan niya- hanggang sa sabihin sa kanya na up to friendship lang ang mabibigay niya. Kung ako kasi hindi na dapat pinag-aaksayahan ng panahon mga taong hindi ka naman gusto. Kasi sila na mismo lalapit pag interesado sila sa iyo, pagod na ako kakahanap kaya kung sino na lang ang dumating sa buhay ko and kung siya na nga eh di Thank You, pag wala ganun pa rin - walang magbabago. Hindi ko naman iniisip ngayon yan, sa ngayon family and friends lang nasa isip ko at ang mahal kong online games na hindi ako iniiwan no matter what.
Kahapon habang andun ako sa haus ng ka-berks, nangungulit na naman itong friend ko na magkita daw kami, basted kasi at mukhang lasing pa ata. Nakakainis lang at demanding pa talaga kahit alam niyang hindi ako pwede - may pa-suicide pang sinasabi. Bigla ko tuloy naalala ang blog entry ni Yoshke about how to survive from falling in love.
1. Draw the line first. Know where you stand & how far you could go.
2. Never expect. It’s bad for you.
3. Never assume. It’s bad for everyone.
Assuming kasi siya masyado at akala niya Ok na sila nung nililigawan niya- hanggang sa sabihin sa kanya na up to friendship lang ang mabibigay niya. Kung ako kasi hindi na dapat pinag-aaksayahan ng panahon mga taong hindi ka naman gusto. Kasi sila na mismo lalapit pag interesado sila sa iyo, pagod na ako kakahanap kaya kung sino na lang ang dumating sa buhay ko and kung siya na nga eh di Thank You, pag wala ganun pa rin - walang magbabago. Hindi ko naman iniisip ngayon yan, sa ngayon family and friends lang nasa isip ko at ang mahal kong online games na hindi ako iniiwan no matter what.
Plain and Simple
Kagaya ng blog layout ko ngayon, I just want my life to be plain and simple. Nakakapagod na ang masyadong complicated na buhay. Hindi ko alam paano ko magagawa iyon, pero sa palagay ko iyon ang kailangan ko ngayon kasama ng tahimik na buhay at walang iniisip na problema. Ayoko na umaasa at nag-eexpect pang dumating sa buhay ko na maganda lalo na sa pesteng love na yan. Hindi naman daw kasi hinahanap iyon - kusa na lang dumadating sa buhay. Sa ngayon ayoko na mag-isip pa ng mga imposibleng mangyari. Gusto ko ng simpleng buhay, iyon lang.
Blush
Dear Crush,
Everytime na napapadaan ka, hindi ko mapigilan na sumulyap sa iyo. Sobrang hiya ko talaga ngayon at nahuli mo akong nakatitig ako - alam ko may ideya ka - na may gusto ako sa iyo pero Ok lang! Hindi naman ako umaasa na maging tayo, saka malabong mangyari iyon - hindi ako ang tipong hindi mo magugustuhan dahil wala naman akong maipagmamalaki sa iyo. Hanggang ligaw-tingin na lang magagawa ko.
Everytime na napapadaan ka, hindi ko mapigilan na sumulyap sa iyo. Sobrang hiya ko talaga ngayon at nahuli mo akong nakatitig ako - alam ko may ideya ka - na may gusto ako sa iyo pero Ok lang! Hindi naman ako umaasa na maging tayo, saka malabong mangyari iyon - hindi ako ang tipong hindi mo magugustuhan dahil wala naman akong maipagmamalaki sa iyo. Hanggang ligaw-tingin na lang magagawa ko.
He Says
The world knows how much I love my true friends. Importante para sa akin ang mga kaibigan ko. Mas mahal ko pa sila kaysa sa mga naging ka-relasyon ko. And i'll do anything to keep and treasure my friends. Mas gugustuhin ko pang mawalan ng lovelife, wag lang mawalan ng mga kaibigan. Mas masakit mawalan ng kaibigan kaysa ng lovelife, at ayoko mawala ang mga kaibigan ko. Kung may tampuhan man, ayos lang. Parte ng buhay yan, basta ang mahalaga, after all the trials that may come, we'll remain as friends. I'll do my best to be the best friend you guys could ever have, and I say amen to that. To all you guys (yeah, you know who you are), here's to a friendship that will transcend a lifetime. apir! *apir*
-Random, Monkey Jhed
-Random, Monkey Jhed
Memory Stick dilemma
I was bidding for a memory stick at Ebay.ph and watching two items from a certain seller when I read about the "counterfeit Sony memory sticks", and all of a sudden the seller remove the items that i've been watching (i was watching the "hi-speed" sticks he is selling), I'm really worried if I should buy the item he is selling if it's genuine or not so better ask an Ebay.ph customer representative and here is out conversation.
8:34:19 AM SystemInitial Question/Comment: Philippines
8:34:31 AM SystemRoxanne D. has joined this session!
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8:34:35 AM jinjiruks_ikari hello
8:34:41 AM Roxanne D.Hello, my name is Roxanne and welcome to eBay Live Help. How may I help you today?
8:35:03 AM jinjiruks_ikarii just want to verify this ebay seller for the authenticity of the items he is trying to sell
8:35:47 AM jinjiruks_ikarihere is his item link http://cgi.ebay.ph/Bnew-Sony-Memory-Stick-Pro-Duo-4gb_W0QQitemZ170266652833QQihZ007QQcategoryZ91514QQssPageNameZWDVWQQrdZ1QQcmdZViewItem and i'm really worried from i have read from this article http://reviews.ebay.com/FAKE-Sony-Memory-Stick-Pro-Duo-MagicGate-Cards-Exposed_W0QQugidZ10000000001236041 about fake memory sticks8:35:51 AM Roxanne D.I'll be happy to assist you today with your seller's items. In order to help you better and look into your account, I need to verify your account information. Could you please provide me with your full name, complete address with postal code, telephone number and email address?
8:36:50 AM *****
8:37:55 AM Roxanne D. Thank you for verifying all of these information. Can you also provide your email address?
8:38:11 AM *****
8:38:42 AM jinjiruks_ikari i hope this is not an automated response and can you please backtrack and read my questions above ^^;
8:38:46 AM Roxanne D. Thank you for that information. I'll go ahead and have that checked for you right away. One moment please.
8:39:46 AM Roxanne D. I understand that you would like to know if the memory stick you want to purchase is authentic, am I right?
8:40:12 AM jinjiruks_ikari i just want an assurance if he is really selling "genuine" memory sticks and he has a low feedback and just a new seller at ebay, i want suggestion if i should continue to make a bid to his item?
8:41:11 AM Roxanne D. Let me check on this one for you. One moment please.
8:41:43 AM jinjiruks_ikari i'm already scared of counterfeit items that come from China and i'm doubting if that's the actual price of the memory stick that are out in the market. can please provide me the "latest market/street price" of the said item. ^^;
8:45:27 AM jinjiruks_ikari are you trying to call the seller right now?
8:45:41 AM Roxanne D. Being an eBay member myself, I understand why you are concerned. As I have checked with the seller of that item, he has only 1 feedback score and it's hard to use that as a basis. However, please remember that, although we are commonly referred to as an online auction web site, we are not a traditional auction house. Instead, eBay acts as a venue to allow anyone to offer, sell, and buy just about anything, at anytime, from anywhere, in a variety of formats, including a fixed price format and an auction-style format commonly referred to as an 'online auction'.
8:46:01 AM Roxanne D. Please remember that, although we are commonly referred to as an online auction web site, we are not a traditional auction house. Instead, eBay acts as a venue to allow anyone to offer, sell, and buy just about anything, at anytime, from anywhere, in a variety of formats, including a fixed price format and an auction-style format commonly referred to as an 'online auction'.
8:46:24 AM jinjiruks_ikari so what are your recommendations?
8:47:18 AM jinjiruks_ikari do i have to bid for another seller with high reputation points?
8:47:36 AM Roxanne D. I strongly suggest that you contact our Trust and Safety team so they can check on this for you. I'll be glad to provide you the link where you can write to them directly. Would you want me to get that link for you now?
8:47:46 AM jinjiruks_ikari ok
8:48:22 AM Roxanne D. It's highly suggested that you review their feedback comments first since feedbacks serves as a member's reputation in the community. The better the feedback, the more trustworthy the member is.
8:48:41 AM Roxanne D. I'll be happy to provide you the link. You are able to contact our Trust & Safety department directly, by clicking on the "Email Us" link directly under "Contact Customer Support" section on the following page: http://pages.ebay.com.ph/help/contact_us/_base/result_1_1_3.html
8:49:04 AM Roxanne D. Aside from this issue, is there anything else I can help you with or clarify while I still have you on line?
8:49:10 AM jinjiruks_ikari so when will I get an answer from them? i really need to have a memory stick before sunday.
8:49:41 AM jinjiruks_ikari and he is the only selling sony memory sticks //
8:50:01 AM Roxanne D. Due to the investigative nature of this department, it may take 24-72 hours to receive a response from them.
8:50:16 AM jinjiruks_ikari ok that will be all, thanks for the assistance.
8:50:41 AM Roxanne D. You're most welcome. It's my pleasure to help you out.
8:50:45 AM Roxanne D. I’m glad that I was able to help. Thank you for your time and for using Live Chat. Please feel free to come back to Live Chat if you have any questions or concerns. Once you’re ready to close this chat window, please feel free to click on the “Exit” button.
8:50:51 AM Roxanne D. Have a wonderful day and I wish you more success here in eBay.
8:34:19 AM SystemInitial Question/Comment: Philippines
8:34:31 AM SystemRoxanne D. has joined this session!
8:34:31 AM SystemConnected with Roxanne D.
8:34:35 AM jinjiruks_ikari hello
8:34:41 AM Roxanne D.Hello, my name is Roxanne and welcome to eBay Live Help. How may I help you today?
8:35:03 AM jinjiruks_ikarii just want to verify this ebay seller for the authenticity of the items he is trying to sell
8:35:47 AM jinjiruks_ikarihere is his item link http://cgi.ebay.ph/Bnew-Sony-Memory-Stick-Pro-Duo-4gb_W0QQitemZ170266652833QQihZ007QQcategoryZ91514QQssPageNameZWDVWQQrdZ1QQcmdZViewItem and i'm really worried from i have read from this article http://reviews.ebay.com/FAKE-Sony-Memory-Stick-Pro-Duo-MagicGate-Cards-Exposed_W0QQugidZ10000000001236041 about fake memory sticks8:35:51 AM Roxanne D.I'll be happy to assist you today with your seller's items. In order to help you better and look into your account, I need to verify your account information. Could you please provide me with your full name, complete address with postal code, telephone number and email address?
8:36:50 AM *****
8:37:55 AM Roxanne D. Thank you for verifying all of these information. Can you also provide your email address?
8:38:11 AM *****
8:38:42 AM jinjiruks_ikari i hope this is not an automated response and can you please backtrack and read my questions above ^^;
8:38:46 AM Roxanne D. Thank you for that information. I'll go ahead and have that checked for you right away. One moment please.
8:39:46 AM Roxanne D. I understand that you would like to know if the memory stick you want to purchase is authentic, am I right?
8:40:12 AM jinjiruks_ikari i just want an assurance if he is really selling "genuine" memory sticks and he has a low feedback and just a new seller at ebay, i want suggestion if i should continue to make a bid to his item?
8:41:11 AM Roxanne D. Let me check on this one for you. One moment please.
8:41:43 AM jinjiruks_ikari i'm already scared of counterfeit items that come from China and i'm doubting if that's the actual price of the memory stick that are out in the market. can please provide me the "latest market/street price" of the said item. ^^;
8:45:27 AM jinjiruks_ikari are you trying to call the seller right now?
8:45:41 AM Roxanne D. Being an eBay member myself, I understand why you are concerned. As I have checked with the seller of that item, he has only 1 feedback score and it's hard to use that as a basis. However, please remember that, although we are commonly referred to as an online auction web site, we are not a traditional auction house. Instead, eBay acts as a venue to allow anyone to offer, sell, and buy just about anything, at anytime, from anywhere, in a variety of formats, including a fixed price format and an auction-style format commonly referred to as an 'online auction'.
8:46:01 AM Roxanne D. Please remember that, although we are commonly referred to as an online auction web site, we are not a traditional auction house. Instead, eBay acts as a venue to allow anyone to offer, sell, and buy just about anything, at anytime, from anywhere, in a variety of formats, including a fixed price format and an auction-style format commonly referred to as an 'online auction'.
8:46:24 AM jinjiruks_ikari so what are your recommendations?
8:47:18 AM jinjiruks_ikari do i have to bid for another seller with high reputation points?
8:47:36 AM Roxanne D. I strongly suggest that you contact our Trust and Safety team so they can check on this for you. I'll be glad to provide you the link where you can write to them directly. Would you want me to get that link for you now?
8:47:46 AM jinjiruks_ikari ok
8:48:22 AM Roxanne D. It's highly suggested that you review their feedback comments first since feedbacks serves as a member's reputation in the community. The better the feedback, the more trustworthy the member is.
8:48:41 AM Roxanne D. I'll be happy to provide you the link. You are able to contact our Trust & Safety department directly, by clicking on the "Email Us" link directly under "Contact Customer Support" section on the following page: http://pages.ebay.com.ph/help/contact_us/_base/result_1_1_3.html
8:49:04 AM Roxanne D. Aside from this issue, is there anything else I can help you with or clarify while I still have you on line?
8:49:10 AM jinjiruks_ikari so when will I get an answer from them? i really need to have a memory stick before sunday.
8:49:41 AM jinjiruks_ikari and he is the only selling sony memory sticks //
8:50:01 AM Roxanne D. Due to the investigative nature of this department, it may take 24-72 hours to receive a response from them.
8:50:16 AM jinjiruks_ikari ok that will be all, thanks for the assistance.
8:50:41 AM Roxanne D. You're most welcome. It's my pleasure to help you out.
8:50:45 AM Roxanne D. I’m glad that I was able to help. Thank you for your time and for using Live Chat. Please feel free to come back to Live Chat if you have any questions or concerns. Once you’re ready to close this chat window, please feel free to click on the “Exit” button.
8:50:51 AM Roxanne D. Have a wonderful day and I wish you more success here in eBay.
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