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Hayz akala ko naman matutuloy na ako sa binabalak ko sa UAE kaso after a couple of consultations with my peers and father ko, mas mabuting antayin ko na lang ang tawag mula sa mga agency na pinag-apply ko ngayon kasi mas sigurado at secure iyon at walang nang hassle pa sa application process kasi sabi ni Papa delikado raw yung gagawin ko na mag-apply ako ng tourist visa then saka na lang hahanap ng work dun para ma convert into working visa.. its too risky considering na its a risk na nga ang pag-aapply sa ibang bansa.. baka raw mahuli pa ako at makulong or deport pa. Tama-tama nga at nagbigay pa ng reason para hindi ko na ipagpatuloy iyon eh ang napanood ko sa Reporter's Notebook nina pareng Jiggy at mareng Maki about sa Kish Island sa Iran kung saan eh nagpupunta mga Pinoy na mag eexpire na ang visa at nag-aantay for renewal. Yung iba swerte at iba lalo na karamihan eh minalas at naubos na ang pera at palaboy-laboy na lang sa lugar na iyon. Nakakatakot ang ganun buti kung nasa Pinas ka lang eh may tutulong pa sa iyo eh doon iba ang culture doon, walang pakialam ang mga tao sa iyo doon. Kanya-kanya ika nga. Hay buhay! Tama nga si Dark Knight ma-drama talaga ako ngayon at super senti wala lang.. baka hindi pa ako nakakalagpas sa quarter-life crisis kong ito.

to alam mo na kung sino ka..
pakibalik sana yung nautang mong 1,500 sa akin, yung Citiatlas ko kasi kailangan ko pati na rin yung isang PS CD na napasama sa PS nang ibinalik ko sa iyo.. alam kong binabasa mo ito kung maari kahit ipa-LBC mo na lang sa amin..

dedicated to C1, C2, L and V.. (si Daniel lang nakakaalam ng mga initials na yan..)

CAN'T FIGHT THIS FEELING
(Reo Speedwagon)

I can't fight this feeling any longer.
And yet I'm still afraid to let it flow.
What started out as friendship,
Has grown stronger.
I only wish I had the strength to let it show.

I tell myself that I can't hold OUT forever.
I said there is no reason for my fear.
Cause I feel so secure when we're together.
You give my life direction,
You make everything so clear.

And even as I WANDER,
I'm keeping you in sight.
You're a candle in the window,
On a cold, dark winter's night.
And I'm getting closer than I ever THOUGHT I MIGHT.

And I can't fight this feeling anymore.
I've forgotten what I started fighting for.
It's time to bring this ship into the shore,
And throw away the oars, forever.

Cause I can't fight this feeling anymore.
I've forgotten what I started fighting for.
And if I have to crawl upon the floor,
Come crashing through your door,
Baby, I can't fight this feeling anymore.

My life has been such a whirlwind since I saw you.
I've been running round in circles in my mind.
And it always seems that I'm following you, girl,
Cause you take me to the places,
That alone I'd never find.

And even as I wander,
I'm keeping you in sight.
You're a candle in the wind,
On a cold, dark winter's night.
And I'm getting closer than I ever thought I might.

And I can't fight this feeling anymore.
I've forgotten what I started fighting for.
It's time to bring this ship into the shore,
And throw away the oars, forever.

Cause I can't fight this feeling anymore.
I've forgotten what I started fighting for.
And if I have to crawl upon the floor,
Come crashing through your door,
Baby, I can't fight this feeling anymore.

7 Reaction(s) :: Napagtanto

  1. is that song for me>?? hahaha

  2. Hi jinji! Musta na? Sorry, I am not able to get in touch to you most of the time (all the time?). I tell you, you have a lot of things to be thankful for. A lot more than the things to worry about. And those things you worry about or fear for, I believe you needed them to grow. You are born conqueror, an overcomer. You will have struggles but I tell you, you will win in every battle...have faith!

    God has a word for you:

    "Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes? Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life? "And why do you worry about clothes? See how the lilies of the field grow. They do not labor or spin. Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you, O you of little faith? So do not worry, saying, ‘What shall we eat?’ or ‘What shall we drink?’ or ‘What shall we wear?’ For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own" (Matthew 6:25-34).

    Sorry, this doesn't sound like a comment but I feel like i need to tell it.

    Gos bless you always! I can't wait to see you coming out as a winner in all your life's challenges.



    as always,

    sara ysabelle

  3. yeah you're right!!!!. mahirap pumunta sa ibang bansa ng walang relatives or kakilala. I'm also planning to go to Dubai but through the help of my cousin who,I think, has establish business their. Hopefully she can give me a better work their. Kung me work dito sa Philippines, mas OK parin sanang mag stay dito...diba?

    Beth Zonio

  4. ayyy, mali spelling ko ng there..hehe

  5. @luisa
    haha luisa kung alam mo lang maputi naman at si Daniel lang nag nakakaalam ng mga bagay na ito

    @lala
    thanks for the motivation again to move forward and to thank God for all the blessings he gave to us. Sana nga patuloy mo pa kaming inspire ngayon

    @beth
    beth welcome sa blog ko. oi may kakilala ka pala sa dubai pasama naman ako dyan..

  6. Hi Jeff,

    This coming August pa kasi uuwi ung cousin ko from Dubai, so mag-uusap p kami kung matutulungan nya ako. If ever na mauna ka, meet na lang tayo don. I'll inform you na lang kung matutuloy me punta don. Ndi ko pa din kc naaayos ung mga requirements going there.....hehe=)..okidocs?

  7. @beth
    oki ewan ko lang. sana nga before mag october eh makapag abroad na ako. good luck na lang sa atin.