Paghahanap..

“Buong buhay natin, hanap tayo ng hanap ng magmamahal sa atin…ng mamahalin natin…
Pero pag nandiyan na, paghawak mo na,
madalas pinababayaan lang nating makawala.
I mean, what is it ba? Is it pride? Fear?
Natatakot ba tayong masaktan?
Siguro…siguro natatakot tayong masaktan…na makasakit din…

But you know what Eli? Ganun naman talaga. Di ba?
It comes with all the complications because…
Wala namang perfect love. Di ba Eli?
Minsan kulang. Minsan naman sobra…
It’s never really what we want or what we expect it to be…

And so we keep on searching.,.and searching…
Kahit naman na alam na natin deep down inside. Eto na ‘yon eh.
Di na dapat hayaang mawala pa sa atin’yon. Dahil eto na yung hinahanap natin. Eto na ‘yong totoo.

Eto na ba yung mga imperfections na ‘yan?
Yung love- yung love niyo para sa isa’t isa, that’s what will make everything perfect-
Even you, yourselves are not…
But as I said…
We just let it slip away.
Before we know it…it’s gone.
Wala na…wala na talaga.
Sayang…dahil pinabayaan pa nating makawala…”

-Celine to Eli, Maging Sino Ka Man