Due to the recent events that unfold, sa palagay ko tapos na ang hopeful arc ng aking buhay and it's getting gloomier all of a sudden. I guess i'll just have to be like Sai again. Wearing fake smiles to everyone - hiding all of the frustrations and problems in life. Tutal wala naman silang pakialam sa akin kung ano man ang mangyari sa akin at kung sa ano ang gagawin ko. I think it would be better this way. Masyado akong umaasa sa mga taong nakapaligid sa akin, pero ano napala ko - wala. Pare-pareho lang sila. So have it this way. It's better to supress my emotions to them para hindi na masakit in the long run.
Dumb
2 months ago
Nakakasawa na itong gawin,
pero wala namang any other choice.
Anonymous
November 23, 2008 at 5:20 PMyeah, at least you get what my point zwei. wala naman tayong magagawa eh.
Jinjiruks
November 23, 2008 at 5:45 PM